Usually when I write a story an inspiration out of nowhere hits me. Today as I am writing this it was not really an inspiration but a strong desire to write a story. I was so turned on by a story I was reading which is nothing like what I wrote, I just had to type something. It is like when you are so horny you just need to jerk off to at least get the edge off. This is what poured out of me. I hope you enjoy it as much as I enjoyed writing it. And for those that are not familiar with my writings, they tend to be a bit short.
Surprise!
The year is 1993 and I am about graduate High School. I have 2 older sisters both long moved out: one being 10 years older and the other 6 years older. The second oldest moved to live with hippies in California while the oldest stayed in our home state but in her own place with what we later learn to be her husband.
At our family home is just me and mom now. My father and mother finally divorced which my sister and I all agree was long overdue. What love they may have been no longer there for quite some time. Dad moved back to his home country never to be seen or heard from again. My mother and I however were happier. She even surprised her doctor after reviewing her current test results. The doctor asked what changed to improve her health? My mother put it bluntly, "I got divorced." They both laughed about that. As for me, well I finally had mom all to myself.
The fact is I love my mom, but I love mom more than just a mom, I want her as my lover. I don't know what caused these feelings. I have tried to fight them and has become increasingly difficult through the years with my father gone. Taking up the role as man of the house mom started treating me more like her man, than her son. Granted she always spoiled me, but now without the interruptions of my father, we now cuddle on the couch. We always sat on the couch but a distance from each other. But with my father gone something changed. Mom has become more affectionate. I personally feel she no longer concerned being judged by her husband and their friends because well my father has a big mouth.
Mom has many times cuddled with me on the couch in just a robe, and from what I can tell no bra on but panties I am not sure till one day. But that isn't the point of the story. As I was saying I was fighting these strong feelings towards my mother, seeing her more of my woman than my mom. Being aroused by her always when I see her in a lack of undress. Wearing a robe more often than she has in the past, and at times finding her in front of her mirror with it opened and her breasts exposed but barely covered.
I have wasted boxes of tissues of fantasizing this and that. Thinking of these images that I now see daily, but I need more. I want more. I need my mom. I want to feel her skin on mine. I want to feel the softness of her breasts. I want to feel her breath on my neck as I am in her and bringing her to climax; assuming I can.
The thing is how or if this will ever happen is anyone's guess. Still the desire is almost becoming unbearable and resulted in me doing something in hindsight daring and well just not normal in the eyes of society, but it is our lives. It is our home. No business but ours of what happens in our home.
I am about to finish high school at the age of 19. My parents raising me in their native language then when I went to kindergarten for the first time I was not fluent in the English language even though we lived in the United States. I was forced to do kindergarten again and my parents were forced to speak to me in English which worked but resulted in me losing any ability to speak their native language.
But I digress so here we are again in 1993 just me and my mom and she asks me what I want for a graduation gift. She informed me she doesn't make enough to get me a car but was nice enough to say I do deserve it, so she wants to give me something special. The thing is what I want more than anything, even more than a car is to have sex with my mom. But can I tell her?
*** About a week before graduation
Friday night, and took the last of my exams, and going back to school the following week is pointless. My mother agreed and even took the week off from work to spend it with me. She offered for us to take a trip, but I told her I had something better in mind which includes what I want for my graduation gift which I told her I would like to tell her after our meal and some drinks.
My mom has let me have drinks with her since I turned 18 which in her country is how old you must be to start drinking legally. Also, earlier in my years my mom would buy me the new issues of my 3 favorite porn mags each month. The fact is in her country nudity and sex isn't a big deal. And that brings us to that word: sex. I want sex, but I want sex with mom and tonight is the night I am going to tell her.
She went all out making one of my favorite meals and pouring us wine. By the time we were done eating and cleaning up the dishes, we were at the couch on our third bottle of wine and to say we were drunk would be an understatement. And like usual mom is on the couch with me with her head on my shoulder only lifting it long enough to take sips from her glass.
"Mom...I know what I want as a present and I thought all about how to say and express the importance of what I want but I figure I just show you."
Lifting her head she looks at me and about to respond and right before she does I put my finger to her lips and tell her "Shhhh".
Grabbing her glass, I take hers and mine and place them on the table and turn to face her.
"Mom...don't freak out, don't get mad."