I got home from school at the normal time, to find my dad home already. It was a bit of a shock, because he never came home early. I dropped my backpack at the door, and took off my shoes and socks. When I stood up, he asked me to follow him to his room.
"Do you remember our deal?" I had no idea what he was talking about. "I got your report card today..." Suddenly the 'conversation' came back to me. A lot of yelling, and the threat that if I didn't pull up my English grades, I'd be spanked!
He couldn't really be serious about it. I wasn't six years old anymore. "Please, close the door and come here." He was standing at the foot of his bed, with a leather belt in his hand. I closed the door, and suddenly noticed the surreal, pseudo-erotic feeling in the room. Everything had a pink hue to it, from light coming through the window shades, and onto the flowery bedspread, my mother's decorating. The room was warm, almost stuffy, from the sun in the windows. With the door closed, it was like we were disconnected from reality, alone together in the universe.
I stammered some excuses, why it wasn't my fault. All he said was to come over to the edge of the bed. I finally built up the courage to turn him down flat.
"No way, This is bullshit!" He started walking toward me, reminding me that I agreed to this, it was my choice, and now I had to deal with the consequences... I started to step away, foolishly away from the closed door. He now stood between me and the only way back to the normal world. I couldn't get spanked in the normal world.
We stood, facing each other, waiting to see what the other would do. I was again distracted by the bizarre erotic vibe in the room. He had the belt, ready to spank, and punish my bottom. And this is where he slept with my mom. This is where she pleasured him, sexually. I wondered if he ever spanked her. I started to think about it.....
Too late. He made a move for me, and I was distracted. He caught the collar of my shirt, and dragged me over the high foot board of his bed. It was just below waist hight, so I lost my footing, and fell, bent over on the end of his bed. I saw his arm, reaching back for his first strike...
"Wait!" I shouted. My heart was pounding. I wasn't sure what I was doing. I also wasn't sure why he stopped, But knew I only had a moment before he stared again. "If I can't get out of it," I stood up, and guided him to a seat on the bed, "Do it to me like this..." I took the belt from his hand. He wasn't sure what I was doing, but wasn't sure if he should do anything about it. He must have been confused as I peeled off my T shirt, with the stretched out collar. But when I slid my jeans, and briefs to the floor, he must have been shocked.
My half-erect tool bounced around in front of him as my clothes came off, and as I laid across my father's lap. I was as bare as the day I was born, with my bottom up turned. "It's more... personal... More intimate this way." I reached an arm behind me... "Dad, twist my arm up... To keep me from squirming." He cautiously grasped my wrist and held it tight.
"Are you going to squirm a lot?" His voice was little more than a whisper. He wasn't as sure as he was just a moment ago. "I might. Depends on how hard you hit me." Thinking about him for a moment, "I guess I will..." I was whispering too. I took a deep breath, and said "Ok Dad. I'm ready for you."
I lay there, naked, waiting to see if he would do it. It seemed like forever. I was terrified he wouldn't do it like this. What would I do? I don't think I could live after that. I had gone way too far. I ran through all the thoughts I had, until all that was left was "Please, please, please..." I started mouthing the words, then whispering as softly as possible. "Please... Please... Please..."
The sharp sting on my bare bottom caused my whole body to stiffen. The force of it rocked me back and forth on his lap. He had given me my first slap. It was broad, but sharply painful, and intense. The relief of getting it, the humiliation of getting spanked, my submission to him.... It was so surreal. The second one came right after the first. He held nothing back. He braced his legs better this time, so my tender skin absorbed more of the shock. It was excruciating, and wonderful. I was getting my spanking from my father. I started crying, and thanking him through my whimpers and tears.