It was a strange day; I had been feeling light headed all day so I took the day off work. Not that I normally worked on a Saturday but I had to work every forth Saturday as part of my contract. He was not pleased when I phoned my line manager and cursed that he would have to cover it.
As I lay in bed just thinking about my wife I wondered where she was now, was she happy, I hoped so.
On my 50th birthday I got a very big surprise present all wrapped in paper with ribbon and bows. I was smiling as I began to unwrap it but my smile soon vanished when I saw what was inside.
"This is a joke, right." I barked at my wife.
"No, I'm leaving you and I want a divorce." She replied with no emotion showing on her face.
"Why? What, talk to me, what have I done to bring this on." I knew it must be my fault, it usually was.
"I just don't love you anymore, our marriage is stale and I have met someone else." She said digging the knife into my heart further.
"Do I know him?" I asked, not knowing why it mattered.
She didn't answer as she walked into the passage and dragged her luggage out of the door and into a waiting car.
I sat with my head in my hands not believing what had just happened and even more shocked when I recognised whose car it was. My best friend from school was the other man and I only had myself to blame.
As the car sped off, I realised that a fantasy I had had for many years should have been left as a fantasy and this would never have happened. I wanted to have a threesome and after a night of boozing it happened and my friend and I took turns fucking my wife. At the time I thought it was so exciting watching my friend on top of my wife with his cock thrusting in and out of her pussy. Watching her orgasm as her body arched upwards and then my friend coming inside her was a sight to behold and now, I pay the price.
My son who is twenty-five years old still lived with us even though he would like to have his own place the prices to rent were well out of his price range and with house prices so high he had no chance to buy his own place.
When I told him his mother had left us, he was as upset as I was.
Over the next two weeks I had to learn how to cook, something I had tried before unsuccessfully.
One evening I was in my study and watching porn, I was trying to find something that would cheer me up and make me horny even though I only had my own hand to satisfy that need.
I don't know why but I was looking at short videos where there were two men with one woman and that did nothing for me. So, I started to look at some gay web sites, I don't know why but seeing men having sexual encounters with other men was turning me on.
I was so captivated with what I was watching I didn't notice my son entering the room behind me.
"Dad, is that why mum left you?" he asked with an element of shock.
Quickly I closed the page down and turned around and said, "what do you mean?"
"You're watching gay porn, did she leave you because you are gay or bi?" He asked.
"I'm neither, I was just surfing." I replied hoping he would believe me.
"Okay," he said and left the room.
I sat and thought about what he had seen me doing and wondered why he had come into the study in the first place. I decided to see what he wanted if anything so I got up from the chair and entered his bedroom.
"Did you want something?" I asked him but he didn't reply.
"Dad can I ask you a personal question?"
"Go ahead." I replied hoping it was nothing too serious.
"Have you ever done it with a man?"
"You mean have I ever had sex with a man, not exactly." I said.
"What does exactly mean?" He asked.
"Well I once sucked a man's cock, but it was during a game of truth and dare and just for one minute." I replied wondering if this information would shock him.
"Who was the man whose cock you sucked?"
"My best friend and yes, it is the same man that has taken your mother from us."
"Did mum know that you sucked his cock?" He asked looking slightly embarrassed.
"She was there and she watched me doing it." I said.
"Did other things happen during this game?"
"Quite a few things happened but I'd rather not go into that." I answered.
"I want to know and I won't stop asking until you tell me." He said.
"You really don't want to know; it may shock you and I don't want to do that." I replied
"Just tell me what else happened." He demanded.
"Okay, but it will shock you." I said as I shifted uncomfortably in my chair.
"I dared Martin to lick your mother's pussy, I watched as he did just that and I enjoyed watching him do it."
"Were you all naked or something?"
"Yes we were all naked and I also enjoyed seeing his face when he saw Susan with no clothes on."
"What else happened?" he asked.
I didn't want to tell him but the thought of admitting it to him was getting me slightly horny.
"We all went to Martin's bedroom, your mother was lying between us and I was playing with her nipples while Martin was fingering her pussy. After a while she shouted out will somebody fuck me, so we did."
"You mean Martin and you both screwed my mum."
"Yes we did and I have to say watching him on top of her with his cock going in and out of her pussy was awesome."
Nothing more was said, I left his room and returned to the study. A couple of days later I was sitting watching football on the TV when my son came home from work. He sat on the sofa just looking at me, even though I didn't look in his direction I could feel his eyes on me.
"Dad, you know I haven't had a girlfriend for over a year."
"Yes I know." I replied while wondering what direction this conversation was going.
"Well I get horny too and I was wondering if you would suck my cock." He said quietly.
I turned and looked at him and said, "you're joking aren't you."
"I'm serious dad, I'd like you to suck my cock."
"But it's wrong, it's incest, it's not legal." I blurted out.
"So who is going to know, I'm not exactly going to tell anyone that my dad sucked me off, am I?"
"When you put it like that, the answer will still be no." I told him.
My son said no more and got up and left the room, minutes later I could hear the motor humming that served the power shower, I knew once he had showered, he would be in his room for the rest of the night playing video games.
I had missed a lot of the football and even though I was watching the last fifteen minutes I had no idea what the score was. Even though I was looking at the screen I couldn't stop the thought of my son asking me to suck him off from going around and around in my brain. His request was unbelievable, I cannot think of any way he thought I might oblige him.
Once the football had finished and my brain was still ignoring the score, I picked up the remote control and turned the TV and the box off and trotted off to the bathroom to clean my teeth and of course the most important thing a quick pee.
Once in bed I made myself comfortable on the pillows and then I pulled the duvet up and snuggled in for the night.
My work had given me two weeks passionate leave and without having the repetitiveness of getting up and living by the clock I didn't know what to do with myself. Around midday I decided to visit my local pub hoping my friend would be there, he goes there every day just for the company I reckoned so I was pretty sure he would be there.
I waved to George as I entered the pub and indicated to him if he wanted another pint to which he nodded. Once I had purchased the beer, I walked over to the table he was sitting at and joined him.
"How's things going George?" I asked.
"Oh you know, same old shit as normal." He replied.
We chatted about various things while also ordering some more beers.
"George if I discuss something with you will you promise it never goes any further." I said in almost a whisper.
"John, you have known me for years, if you remember you told me about your threesome and I have never breathed a word about it to anyone."
"Okay," I took a breath, "a man has asked me if I would suck his cock."
"Hm interesting, are you asking me because you are tempted to suck his cock."
"God no, I much prefer female company." I replied, taken aback by his question.
"Is it someone you've known for years or a stranger?" He asked me.