I'm not real sure how to start this. Let me just say that I remember having sexual thoughts as early as five. My dad worked in sales about 60 hours a week. Mom was the typical early sixties house wife/mom. Meaning she stayed at home.
So mom and I were close. I was raised in an upper middle class home. Mom did her best to spend dad's money and it was usually on me. I was an only child. I was born when mom was 35. Yes I was spoiled rotten.
I can remember mom being around the house often in just a bra and panties. She also wore pajamas. They were usually thin silky material with three buttons in the front. Mom was not real attractive just a normal mom.
Years later I came to realize she had pretty decent tits. Although it didn't happen all the time I often saw mom topless.
I remember as a child of about 6 or seven. Mom was in the bathroom the phone rang and I answered it. I told her it was for her. It was one of my Aunts or Uncles I don't remember but when she came out to take the call she was in her bra and panties. They were not fancy. But that wonderful cleavage caught my eye and stirred my dick. I was drawn to her by forces I didn't know existed.
While she was on the phone I walked up to her and gave her a hug. I ended up leaning into her and resting my face right on those beautiful tits. I was just about that tall so it was normal but that soft breast meat started a craving. She tried to turn and I moved with her. She finally swatted me on the side of the head and said sternly. " I'm on the phone" Well I moved away and went back to the living room to watch television.
Now the phone then was located in the kitchen right in the door of the beginning of the hallway and the living room. So I stared at my new infatuation while pretending to watch tv. When she got off the phone nothing was said about my behavior.
We lived in a 2 bedroom house. Dad snored horribly. I know now he had sleep apnea. Back then there was no such diagnoses or treatment. Between dad's hours and the snoring he was always exhausted. If he sat still for any period he would fall asleep. This infuriated mom. She felt he was neglecting us.
This made us even closer. She often would talk to me as if I was an adult. Dads snoring got to the point that He slept on the couch all the time.
Mom, I am sure was really lonely. But instead of finding companionship in another man she poured herself into raising me. Sometimes on Fridays or Saturdays she would ask if I wanted to sleep in her room. I always did.
She would always lay there scratching my back very lightly and slowly while talking to me. Then we would fall asleep.
As time went on the tv stations started staying on late at night instead of going off the air and having the test pattern on. Mom had a really small tv in her room on dad's dresser. It was only about a 12 inch screen and it was black and white. But it got to be quite the routine to lay there and watch old movies on what was called the Bijou picture show.
We would lay there and talk. The tv was on my side so my back was to her. She would rub my back or spoon with me and scratch my arms and chest while she did. During commercials I would roll over and snuggle up to her.
After I was about 10 I remember one Saturday night my dick was so hard it hurt. She was wearing those thin satiny pajamas with the three buttons on the top. By now mom is 45 and put on a little weight, just enough to make those wonderful tits even a little fuller.
I would roll over during commercials and snuggle into those wonderful pillows. Then one time the show started back up I didn't roll back over. I stayed there and kissed her for a while. Nothing major just little pecks on the cheek or neck. She made me roll over and watch tv. She asked me what was wrong with me. I told her I just loved her.
I kept doing it so I was given the opportunity to continue snuggling and kissing a little longer before she would say enough roll over. I really think I was able to get by with this because she was worried about me and overcompensated due to my father always being at work.
Somewhere in this time frame the local independent channel started showing the Three Stooges late at night. Mom hated the Stooges. Me being a ten or eleven year old boy couldn't get enough of them.
We would watch the news then a movie snuggling like always. Then she would start to go to sleep and I would turn on the Stooges. During commercials I would still roll over and snuggle up to her. She would always remain asleep for the most part. Occasionally she would wake up enough to put her arms around me and pull me closer while I snuggled into her tits. Never doing more just snuggling.
One night I started lightly scratching her back like she did mine. I always loved it when she did that. I soon found out she did too. She was laying on her side away from me I rolled over in a commercial break and started scratching her back ever so slowly and lightly so as not to wake her or disturb her. She would just let out this barely audible moan every now and then. This quickly became our usual routine.
After a while I stopped sleeping with her as much. It wasn't my choice. Dad was still on the couch. But I became a teenager.
After a few years she suddenly starting telling me how big I have gotten and she missed when I was a boy and would sleep in her bed watching the stooges. I told her I missed that as well and thought about those nights often. I told her those were some of the best memories of my childhood. It had been years since I had shared moms bed. After all I was Just about to graduate high school.
One night I was up late. Dad was asleep on the couch. I had to pee and went in the bathroom. On the way back to my room mom whispered my name. I stopped and walked into her open door. The only time it was closed was when she changing clothes and then only if dad was home.
I walked up to her side of the bed quietly in case I had been mistaken. I put my hand on moms shoulder and as quiet as I could said mom did you call me? It was so dark I couldn't see her eyes but she quietly asked me if I wanted to sleep with her for a while.
She said she missed me holding her. I walked around to the far side and crawled in next to mom. I was spooning her and had my arm under her head she was resting on it all snuggled into me. I suddenly realized my arm was getting wet. She was quietly crying. I asked what was wrong. She said she hated getting old and didn't know where the time went. I just pulled her even closer and started kissing the back of her neck telling her she wasn't old and that I would come here any time she asked me to and hold her just like old times. We fell asleep that way.
She woke me up a little before daylight and told me I had better get back to my room before my dad got up to pee and looked in and saw me there.
About two weeks went by. Mom mentioned how it would be really nice if I woke up to pee and joined her. I tossed and turned in bed that night waiting for the time to go by. No way could I sleep.
About one a.m. I got up and went into to join mom. She was awake too. I was spooning her and rubbing her back and arms planting little kisses on the back of her neck telling her how good she felt. We had to be really careful because the door was open and dad was sleeping on the couch in the living room maybe 30 feet away. Before sunrise without being told I gave mom a long hug with my arms around her chest with her tits smashed into my arms. I then got up and went to my own room.
The rules were starting to be established. I kind of knew by instinct she had to be in charge. So I waited for another invite. Well kind of.
I would come home from school before going to work at the car lot where dad was manager and would greet mom with a kiss and hug everyday telling her I loved her and did the same when I left for work after changing clothes.
The invite took a little longer than I expected.
I had noticed mom started closing her door when she went to bed. If she was up after I went to bed she would close mine too. I got the hint and started closing mine.
After a couple weeks she just looked at me during Sunday breakfast and asked if I wanted to watch tv with her in her room the next weekend like we used to when I was a boy. I had just taken a big bite of eggs and almost choked. Dad was unfazed by the request. I said only If I can play the stooges in the vcr. She rolled her eyes in mock disgust and said ok.
That night finally came. I had been jacking off all week thinking about it. We went in and laid there watching tv she was scratching my arms and chest spooning me just like when I was young. Finally the tape was over. I rolled over and hugged her nestling into the cleavage of her pajamas. It was all I could do to control myself. I still got up early and went to my room.