As part of my art degree course I had to complete a portfolio of photographs which followed a theme. I had spent so long thinking about it that I was running out of time. The other day I came across some pictures by Frank Wallis on the Net. They were of nude and semi-nude women taken on the streets of New York. Most if not all were in public places. It was after seeing them that I decided that I wanted to try something similar. Unfortunately none of the models from college were interested. It was the end of the spring term by then so I went home for Easter.
Over the break I told my elder sister Amy about my problem. She liked Wallis's photos as much as I did and told me she would ask her friends if they were interested. She went out on a girl's night out that night so I was hopeful that she would talk some one into posing. I waited up 'till one for her to get home.
Amy came in and slumped down beside me on the couch.
'Sorry Paul. I asked all my friends and even a few of their friends but no one was even a little bit interested. Sorry, I did try honest.'
I was shattered by the news her friends had been just about my last hope of finding a model.
'I wonder if mom would lend me the money to hire some one?' I was thinking out loud but in my heart I knew an agency model wouldn't look right.
'I'm sure something will turn up.' Amy said as she went off to bed.
I sat alone on the couch and decided I would just have to find a different subject for my assignment. I was eating breakfast with mom the next morning when Amy came down, straight away she asked if I'd thought of advertising for a model in the paper. Mom asked why I needed a model and Amy came right out and told her and about Wallis and his pictures. I could have died, as we never mention anything like that at home.
To my surprise our mother was more than casually interested in what I was up to. She asked Amy to show her the pictures she had downloaded from the net. When she came back she asked me all sorts of questions about where I was going to take the pictures and what poses I would use. She more or less insisted that I show her my results. Which surprised me a lot as I had always considered her somewhat of a prude where sex and stuff like that was concerned.
Anyway they both agreed that it might be worth advertising in the local paper. Something like, 'Amateur photographer seeks amateur model.' While we were discussing that, mom asked if I had considered using an older woman, which I hadn't. She had a wide circle of friends and could ask around. I had nothing to loose so I asked her to try. She also rang in the add which went in that evenings paper.
I waited in that evening convinced that some one would call. But after three days I had to admit that no one would. Amy took me out for a drink that night. We walked to the pub and by ten we were both 'fairly merry.' We were winding our way slowly home when we had to sit on a bench to rest. I started moaning about how I couldn't get a model. Mom had struck out by then as well. I told her I couldn't think of another subject and I would surly fail my course. Amy in her drunken state sympathized with me and told me if she had the nerve she would help me out. It took several minutes for this to filter through to my sozzled brain but when it did the answer was clear as crystal. I told her that if she remembered in most of Wallis's shots the model's head was covered with her dress or she had her face turned away from the camera.
Amy listened to me explain this and started giggling to herself.
'You want to photograph me?'
'Why not. You've got a great little figure. Your tits could be bigger but you can't have everything.' She punched my arm in mock shock at what I said but didn't say anything at first.
'Do you mean that?'
'What?'
'That I look good enough to be a model?'
'Amy.' I said in a slurred way. 'You are easily as attractive as any model I've painted at college. Honest.'
We continued on our way home. Neither of us saying much. Once we were home I went straight to bed. Amy stopped by my door on the way to hers,
'Does it really mean that much to you, the photo's I mean?'
'Yeah.' I grunted 'I just can't think of anything else I fancy doing.'
'In the pictures you want, you won't see the models face?'
'No, the beauty of it is that it could be anyone in the picture. Why?'
She was coy for a moment before she said came further into my room.
'Well…if you really want some one to pose…I could do it for you, if you're sure I look good enough. And if no one will ever know it's me.'
'Are you sure you want to, you know pose. I mean you are my sister and all that. What if mom and dad found out?'
'They must never know. You can tell them it is some one who phoned from the paper. Besides you'd do the same for me wouldn't you?'
I would I suppose and I told her so.
'That's settled then. You decide where and when and we'll see how we get on.'
Abruptly she got up and said goodnight. Leaving me wide-awake. I had been so busy looking for a model, now I had one I realised I hadn't thought of where to actually take the pictures. I fell asleep working on the problem and before I knew it, it was morning. Amy and dad had all ready left; mom did me some breakfast and sat at the table with me as I ate it.
'Any look on the model front?'
'Well a woman called yesterday while you were out. I'm meeting her today.'
'That sounds great, I hope she turns out all right.' Mom sounded a little subdued but I didn't really think much of it.
'Have you still got those pictures Amy showed me, from that bloke on the net?'
'Yes, why?' I asked beginning to get curious.
'Oh nothing, I just wanted to have another look at them, that's all.'
She tried to sound relaxed but I could see that she was up to something.
When I had finished eating, she took my plate away and after she had washed it she again asked me to show her the photos. She followed me to Amy's room and watched as I brought them up with Paint Shop Pro. Mom asked me to enlarge a couple of them and even commented on how nice they were. She was looking at one of my favorites, 'New York Railway' it's called, when she said,
'She could be anyone couldn't it.'
The next one she commented on was called 'Canal Street' A woman is bent over at the waist leaning into a car. Her bum and bare legs are on show.
'I could do that.' A simple statement but it sent a sock-wave through me as if I had been shot
'Cobbles' came up next, the model is walking away from the camera and is pulling her dress over her head.
'I could do that as well.' I wasn't so shocked this time but still couldn't speak.
The final one she looked at was called 'Manhattan'.
'If she had a hat on, that could be anyone as well.' I finally found my voice after this comment.
'Mom are you saying you'd pose for shots like these?' I couldn't believe I was having this conversation with my mother.
'Paul, I know you think I'm a bit of a prude, but before I met your dad I was a bit wild. One thing I always wanted to be was a model. I used to dream of sitting for hours while some one painted me. If this woman doesn't pan out what do you say? If you want to get your pictures that bad I don't mine posing for them, after all no one will ever suspect it's me in the pictures will they?'
She had a point there no one would ever think for even a second that mom would do anything like that. But how could I take pictures of my mom showing her bum and pubes to me?
'It's a great idea mom…but I don't think I could, you know photograph you nude.'
'Who said anything about nude? Anyway I've seen the paintings you've done at college, you've done loads of nudes.'
'I know…but they weren't you were they.'