Quick reminder, in case you haven't cottoned on yet or you're new to the tale: Teejay and Lani are twins. Lani refers to her brother as Kuya, a Filipino term of respect for an older male blood relative of the same generation. Even though they're twins, Teejay popped out first, which is why Lani often refers to her twin brother as her big brother.
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The twins slept side by side in their beachside hotel. Lani enjoyed the sweetest, deepest, most peaceful sleep she could ever remember. While Teejay slept soundly in patches, there was a period in the middle of the night where he lay on his back, staring at the ceiling, lost in thought. He tried to concentrate on the Pacific breeze blowing cool through their open window and the sound of distant waves, but he couldn't convince his speeding mind to slow down.
He felt torn between two worlds, two possibilities, and two competing presents.
Teejay was enrolled at the University of Texas in Austin, training with the track team. His dream was to win Olympic gold in the 100 and 200 metres events, and the facilities at UT were exceptional. He knew he was athletically gifted, but success needed more than just natural ability. Success required every possible advantage. If he was intent on chasing his Olympic dream, Texas was a great place to do it.
He was on a break from college. He'd flown back to Sacramento, where he grew up, to spend some downtime with his mom and twin sister. He'd been having such a great time being back home that he wondered whether he could transfer from UT to Sacramento State. While Texas had awesome facilities and technology, it felt too far away from his mom and twin sister. But if he transferred back home, he'd be at a school where the gym and track fitouts left something to be desired. The difference in quality between UT and Sac could end up making the difference between a gold medal and a failure to qualify. Seconds matter. Sometimes, even split seconds matter.
He wasn't sure what to do. As he stared at the ceiling, he reduced everything down to a single question -- should he strive relentlessly for Olympic gold, or was his twin sister more important?
He had no answer. He couldn't choose.
As Lani she drifted off to sleep last night, feeling the sea breeze caress her massive breasts, there was no doubt in her mind she'd found the perfect man. In fact, she'd known her perfect man her entire life. He'd been right there in front of her all the time as they grew up together. She knew her twin brother was gay, but even so, she'd recently learned he was 'straight' enough to fuck her. Not only was he the perfect companion, his cock felt perfect in her ass, her mouth, and for just a few brief seconds last night, her aching pussy.
Lani woke up as morning broke. She blinked and remembered where she was. The beach. She felt the sea breeze on her skin as she filled her lungs with sweet, salty air. She'd had the best time with her brother yesterday. The drive to the coast was so much fun, and splashing around in the water with him made her feel so free. She remembered jacking her brother off in the ocean, and the memory made her pussy tingle. She stretched a little.
As silently as possible, one of her hands moved south. She moved slowly; she didn't want the movement of the bed sheet to wake him. Gently, she began to touch herself as she watched her brother lying next to her. She inhaled his toxic masculine scent as she watched his mountainous chest rise and fall with each breath. She squeezed and pinched her nipples, feeling them become firm and erect. As she found her clitoris, it was almost impossible not to moan.
She remembered the feel of his dick in her pussy last night. She'd never forget that short yet blinding moment as long as she lived, but she knew it couldn't ever happen again. They were siblings. It was forbidden.
She wanted him so fucking bad. She wanted him to piledrive her cunt into the next fucking century.
Teejay remained in dreams, his shoulders rising and falling in slow motion.
His twin sister watched him sleep, wondering what he might be dreaming about.
Lani lifted the thin cotton sheet away from his abdomen, sneaking a peek at her brother's groin. That was all it took. She grunted as soon as she saw his package; her clitoris spasmed under her fingers as she imagined him unloading his seed inside her.
Teejay's eyes began to open. He heard the unfamiliar sound of waves crashing onto a distant beach. For a brief moment, he wasn't quite sure where he was, until his post-orgasmic sister entered his field of vision. "Morning, Kuya," she whispered. She kissed him on the cheek. "Did you sleep well?"
He rubbed his eyes. "Yeah, I guess so." He didn't tell her about the hours he spent staring at the ceiling last night that would've been better spent asleep. He focused on his sister. "You look sweaty."
"I just came back from my morning run," Lani lied.
Teejay laughed. His sister wasn't unfit by any means, but she wasn't the exercising type either. Besides, if she went out running without a bra, she'd probably come back with two black eyes. He cracked a wry smile. "You're a terrible liar, sis. You're so full of shit sometimes."
"I know." She draped an arm across his chest and pinched a nipple between her thumb and forefinger. "What are you gonna do about it?" she teased. Despite getting herself off a moment ago, she was still horny as fuck.
She tickled his nuts and she heard him exhale. She grasped his shaft and as she began to stroke him, feeling it thickening in her hand. She felt him returning the favour as his fingers landed on her pubic mound. He ran his fingertips up and down her pussy lips, eventually finding her sweet button. She closed her eyes and stroked her twin brother a little harder, and as she felt his hot sperm drench her fingers, she came again.
They fooled around for a few more quiet moments, but Teejay wasn't mentally present anymore. "C'mon," he said, "we need to hit the road." He felt a little impatient.
"Yeah, I know," his sister replied. "But I need to take a shower first, Kuya. You got me all worked up." She got out of bed and walked naked to the bathroom. Teejay heard the water running. He dressed and packed up their stuff; he wanted to be ready to leave as soon as Lani was dry and clothed. Teejay checked the time on his phone. Fuck, she was taking a long time. While he waited for her, his mind looped back to last night's unsolvable conundrum that kept him wide awake.
After checking out, they found a breakfast café nearby and took an outside table. The morning was sunny, though the breeze had a little chill to it. It was gonna be another perfect day for the beach. A waitress came over and took their orders -- scrambled eggs on toast for Teejay, with a side of grilled tomatoes and wilted spinach, blueberry pancakes for Lani, and a strong coffee each.
Lani couldn't explain why, but she sensed a mood shift in her twin brother. Conversation between them had suddenly become stilted. Their food arrived and Teejay began to eat. "You eat a lot of eggs, Kuya," she said.
"Protein," he replied, shovelling another mouthful in.
"Yeah, but I heard that too many eggs can give you cholesterol."
"I exercise a lot."
A pause.
"Nice and sunny today, Kuya."
He looked up at the sky. "Yeah," he said before turning his attention back to his plate.
They ate in silence for a while. Despite the gloriously sunny day, it felt to Lani as if a dark cloud was hovering over her brother's head, shooting lightning bolts into his head. She desperately wanted to push it away, but she didn't know how. They'd had such a great day together yesterday, but right now, yesterday felt so long ago. Because she slept so peacefully, she had no idea how restless her twin brother's night was.
They began the drive back to Sacramento in silence. Yesterday's coastal drive was a fucking blast, but the return trip felt almost funereal.
"You OK, Kuya?" she asked.
Teejay, behind the wheel, looked across at her, but didn't provide an answer.
His face looked troubled. She instinctively knew how he was feeling, though she didn't know the cause.
They drove on in silence.
They approached a roadhouse. "Can you pull in, please, Kuya? I need to pee."
Teejay sighed, veered onto the offramp, and slowed the car down. He wanted to get back their mom's place ASAP, but everyone knows bathroom pitstops are non-negotiable.
Lani didn't really need the bathroom, even though she went through the motions of visiting it. She just wanted to get off the road for a second so they could talk.
She walked back to the car, but her big brother wasn't there. She headed into the roadhouse to find him buying a pair of takeout coffees for the drive. She took one. "Thanks, Kuya," she said, taking a sip through the hole in the plastic lid. She paused for a second. She sensed Teejay wanted to get moving again, but she wanted to talk first. "Hey, can we wait a few minutes?"
Teejay glanced at a clock on the roadhouse wall. "What for?"
"Because I need to talk with you for a second. Please. It's really important."
They sat in a booth, having decided to drink their takeout coffees on the premises. A waitress came over to take their order, but Teejay politely waved her away. The waitress was a little disappointed; she'd hoped to spend half a minute or so ogling Teejay's chest. "What's on your mind?"
"YOU, you stupid fucking dumbass!" she answered, raising her voice slightly. A few heads turned in their direction. "YOU are on my mind. I'm worried about you, and I'm worried about what this, whatever this is" -- she gestured back and forth between them -- "is doing to you."
His expression was blank.
"You don't know what to do," she said. "I know. I think I can tell."
He waited.
"I know why you went to Texas in the first place, Kuya. Their facilities are kickass, you said so yourself. If they weren't, you wouldn't have gone so far away. If Sac State was just as good, you would've enrolled at home. You went to Austin for a reason, and we both know what it is. You only get one shot at this. You only get one shot at Olympic gold. Two if you're lucky, but even so, you only get a second shot if the first one counts. I know you don't like being so far away from home, and I miss you like crazy and I'm sure Mom does too. But if you believe in your mission, you're doing the right thing. Don't let me, or this" -- she gestured again -- "stop you. I'm waiting for the day I watch you on TV standing on a podium in some city on the other side of the world getting a gold medal draped around your neck. I'm always gonna be living in Sacramento with Mom. Our lives are quiet. Neither of us have dreams like yours. You need to follow your path, for all of us. And I'll always be waiting for you when you come home. You'll always know where to find me."
Tears were pouring down Teejay's cheeks.
"You should feel grateful you got accepted at UT," Lani concluded. "They don't just pick anyone. They only pick the best ... and they picked you."
