As soon as I close the tall oak door I lean against it, and a small sigh crosses my scarlet, swollen lips, the shiny little spy hole penetrating the door directly behind my head. I love spending time with James, my tall, dark, handsome boyfriend; we always have a great time together.
I kick my trainers off carelessly, shoving them under the radiator near the door not hesitating again before running up the stairs quickly, my feet tapping the carefully crafted wood, bombing into my almost too-neat-for-a-teenager bedroom and locking the door with a certified click. If dad is at home, I wouldnāt know, and I donāt care.
I plop myself down into my mock elegant style chair in front of my bleached pine dresser. Itās kind of like one of those imitation Hollywood dressers, with the dazzling, studded lights around the mirror. Theyāre just for show, Iāve had this since I was a kid, me and my mum made it so Iād never get rid of it.
I look over my make up and hair bands, mingled with jewellery and the odd fine toothed comb, then I glance into the mirror, looking at my still blushing face from the cool air and the kiss I received on the doorstep only minutes before.
I was close to my mum she was lovely. I sigh again and I lean on my elbows, cheeks resting on my palms as I look at the best photo of her. In this one she is on the beach, playing in the sea with me, the gentle waves lapping at our ankles and the sun staining our skin a firm brown colour. Itās great, reminds me of the good old days.
It sits in my best frame to one side of my dresser and I often find myself gazing into it and letting a silent tear trickle down my cheek.
Not today though, even the car accident that sadly killed her 4 months ago canāt put me down right now, I had sex for the first time last night and even though I miss her greatly, a new love and lust has acquired a home in my young, naĆÆve to the world, delicate mind, for J.
I have no brothers or sisters, just my dad to take care of me now. We get on quite well, but I often find him staring lustfully at my body, it makes me uncomfortable just thinking about him doing anything to me, not that I ever thought he would, but after last night, the vicious spanking I received, and the lust in his eyes as he watched me beg for forgiveness makes me squirm with sick dread, even now.
I run a comb through my soft, waved brunette hair, shoving my sick thoughts out of my head and I admire my shimmering beauty in the mirror. That may sound big headed, but I love my face, just thinking about it makes me involuntarily turn and stare at the contours of it, admiring and scrutinising my own self.
I slowly prize myself away from the mirror as I get up again, peeling my top off and then my skirt and panties, needing to change, my pussy juice and cum soaked panties making me look highly suspicious and I get out a simple black thong, my favourite blue, tight fitting jeans and a simple black strap sleeved top, deciding to leave the white bra because the straps are see-through anyway.
Grabbing the bundle of clothes I unlock my door, swiftly entering the bathroom and closing the door in there instead, blindly forgetting to lock it.
I put the lid of the porcelain toilet down and put my clothes down on it, before calmly unhooking my bra, pulling it away from my firm tits, and glad to say, feeling them stay almost exactly the same without the support of the bra.
I smile at my body, looking into the mirror and gently fondling my hard nipples with my forefinger and thumb. I gasp sharply as I pinch them and I quickly decide to tear myself away from my masturbation, forcing my agonizing pussy to wait a little longer.
I can feel my clit tingling annoyingly as I turn on the shower, flicking my nipples playfully as I turn the tap with my other hand, getting the water to the right temperature. Cool enough to keep my nipples aroused but warm enough to stop myself from freezing.
Eventually I get under the gentle stream of water, feeling it cascade like a waterfall down over my sore but partially satisfied body. Itās not long before Iām back to rubbing my tits and teasing the sensitive, almost painfully hard, little pink nubs of flesh.
My pussy is seriously aching to be touched and I silently curse J for leaving me in this state. Slowly slipping my hand furtively down to my magenta, wet, begging flesh between my legs, but stopping short.
Teasing myself as I put some of my moisturising shower gel on my tummy, watching it dribble precariously into my belly button accompanying it sexily with my hand, lathering up the soap as my hand travels curiously down.
Then I bring it straight back up again and over my tits, catching my fingers on my nipples carelessly, lathering up my neck and shoulders, then down to my hips, my thighs. Rubbing everywhere apart from the one place begging for the touch of an invading finger, or two or three. I smile to myself.
I turn, pointing my damaged my ass towards the door and I rinse the soap off the front of my smooth body quickly.
Eventually I lather up my soft natural sponge instead, reaching down my back and scrubbing gently right down to my ass, slipping a teasing finger into my asshole, up to my first knuckle, as the sponge is ran down my crack, making me moan slightly as its pulled out almost as quickly as itās gone in, stopping again before my finger gets to my pussy hole.
I groan at my own control of the situation, playing with my spaced senses, pretending to myself that J is giving this extraordinary feeling to my innocent young body.
I peacefully close my eyes and tip my head up, feeling the delicate stream of water trickling over my pouted lips like the gentle kisses I receive from him and I just smile, finally turning and rinsing off the soap.
I allow my back to fall immediately against the cool wall, a little harder than anticipated, a shiver running up my spine as I feel myself giving into the temptation my pussy is forcing upon me and I drop the sponge. My hand reaches down to my tight pussy and I painfully slip two fingers inside me, stretching my extreme tightness without mercy.
I hear the growl of a moan emit from my tightened throat, my head tipped back against the wall as I pump my fingers in and out of my sopping wet pussy.
The cool water hitting my taut stomach and making its way sexily down in little streams over my shaved pussy lips and thighs, a small pool forming in my belly button and I feel the blue jewelled belly piercing with a single finger. I glance down and think back to when I had it done, as soon as J found out he wouldnāt leave it alone, he loves it as much as I do and his attention to it would always lead to him going down on me. His tongue diving in and out of my juices, sucking and nibbling my clit as it poked out of my pussy lips. Heād spend so long playing with my sensitive pussy, manipulating it into cumming up to 5 times in a row, leaving me entirely breathless and half begging for him to stop but selfishly wanting more.
Just remember back to him playing with my body, so easily turning me on makes me shudder, reaching my climax as I run over the details, playing out his actions with my own fingers, rubbing my clit and pounding my tight pussy.
Then I cum, hard, one of the most intense orgasms of my life, I shudder and shake with the deep, satisfying pleasure and I sink down to the floor of the shower slowly, sitting on the cold, shiny ground. I pinch and rub my tits as I graze my fingers on my clit, feeling the water cruelly rinsing away my cum so I bring my fingers to my lips to get a little bit of the smooth, slightly salty taste of my cum before the water can wash it all away.
I find myself sitting there under the warm water, sucking on my fingers for what seems like ages, eyes closed, swirling my tongue all over them, imagining its Jās cock while my pleasure flows into the distance.
Eventually I drag myself to my feet, slightly weak but incredibly happy now Iāve got myself off and Iām not squirming anymore. I wash my hair quickly, lathering it up and rinsing out the soap in record time, wanting to get myself looking decent for when dad gets home.
By the time my dad was at home Iād dressed myself in the clothes Iād got out earlier and had gone downstairs. I was in the process of making him spaghetti bolognaise, his favourite meal, for his dinner when he first walked in. The entire time I was cooking I was hoping he would forgive me and maybe even apologise for what he said to ease my mind about his disappointed threat he imposed on my young mind last night, but he didnāt at first.