I think every dad's dirty little secret is that we are aroused by our daughter's sexuality. Even though we know - as good, supportive dads - that we would never act on it, we can't help but notice as she grows into a sexy young woman. And we hope that she will eventually find a loving satisfying sexual relationship with someone who cares for her as much as we do.
I missed an important part of my own daughter Eden growing up. When her mom and I divorced, I moved from Milwaukee to Chicago for a new job teaching at a community college. The distance was a good separation from my ex-wife, while still being close enough for convenient visits with my daughter. But we didn't plan on Covid.
With the travel and exposure restrictions, contact between Eden and I was limited to phone and zoom calls. And given the standard teenage reluctance to actually say anything informative ("How was school today?" "Okay." "How are things going?" "Fine." "Anything new and exciting in your life?" "Mm.") I missed out on all the subtle things you learn from being in close touch day to day.
When the restrictions were lifted, I was amazed to find that Eden had transformed seemingly overnight from a gangly middle-schooler to a gorgeous young woman. And getting reacquainted was like meeting someone new for the first time. There is regular train service between Milwaukee and Chicago, and when her mother finally allowed her to make the trip unaccompanied, short visits became more frequent. We gradually became closer with summer visits between her junior and senior years in high school.
She turned eighteen just before Christmas. The day after Christmas she took the train down to spend the rest of her holiday break with me. I had planned a small New Years party with some friends, so she brought along the dress she wore to her junior prom the spring before to wear for the party. When I was in high school, prom dresses were long formal gowns. Things have changed since then. Long gowns are out. She and all her friends wore short little cocktail dresses to prom. I saw posed pictures of her and her friends from the dance the year before, but pictures didn't do justice to seeing her wearing the real thing.
She rarely wore skirts or dresses. She was always a jeans or shorts girl, and would raise a fuss any time her mother insisted she wear a skirt for some special occasion like a wedding or funeral. So when she stepped out of her room before the party, I stopped short.
The dress was black and clingy. The skirt was short, ending barely below the top of her legs and the curve of her ass cheeks. For decency it came with a pair of matching panties, but they were hardly bigger than a thong. She wore nylons for the prom but for a party at home she didn't bother, and her long bare legs seemed to go on forever, ending in high-heeled shoes that we used to call come-fuck-me pumps.
The top of the dress wasn't strappy or sleeveless - it was a full top, but with a large oval cutout between her breasts clearly showing off the delicious swelling of sideboob, emphasizing that she wasn't wearing a bra. I tried to not stare but couldn't help eyeing her up and down. I imagined burying my face in that cutout, kissing and licking the perfect skin of her cleavage. Even more disconcerting was the comfortable confidence she displayed, just standing there, letting me look. She didn't appear at all nervous or embarrassed being admired, even by her dad.
The beginning of the party was largely segregated, because the Green Bay Packers were in the playoffs. Most of the men were in the living room with the TV, beer, and snacks. Most of the women were seated around the kitchen table with several bottles of wine. Eden was the only person at the party who wasn't old enough to drink, but the wives in the kitchen took her under their wing. She was mixing white wine with Sprite, and they advised her to drink water as well to fend off tomorrow's hangover.
At one point when I went to the kitchen for refills they were talking and laughing about dating, dances, and boyfriends. When they saw me, they stopped talking and motioned me back out of the room. "This is girl talk, go away." She seemed to be in good hands.
The party re-integrated after the football game. Everyone grabbed more snacks and drinks. Several of the men clustered around Eden and I was proud how easily she chatted and laughed with them. One of them asked her who she was going to kiss at midnight. She laughed, "I don't know. Probably my dad."
"Yes, but dad kisses don't count," he said. Then he explained that his wife had stayed home because she wasn't feeling well, and asked her if - since he had no date - could she be his date for the traditional midnight kiss. The tradition of kissing at midnight was important. "Just a short one," he assured her.
She smiled. "Sure, why not?"
Drinking continued, and as midnight approached we opened bottles of champagne and filled glasses. We watched the countdown on TV, then everyone shouted, "Happy New Year!" we toasted with champagne, and those with dates exchanged kisses.
I watched as my friend wrapped his arms around Eden and pressed his lips against hers. At that point one of the women, another friend's wife, took me aside. "You need a kiss, too," she said, and I happily accepted. There were a few more men than women at the party, and since everyone was fairly well drunk, a lot of mingling and kissing went on. Just good times among friends.
I glanced over at Eden and saw that the "just a short" kiss had evolved. They were hugging each other closely and kissing deeply, tongues actively engaged. Then another friend tapped him on the shoulder. "Are you going to hog that for yourself or are you going to share?"
The first guy stepped back as Eden wrapped her arms around the second guy and kissed him. Another friend noticed as well and walked over to them. "Are we taking turns?" Eden seemed to be enjoying herself. As I headed for the kitchen for another drink, I heard one of the wives say, "If he gets a kiss, then so do I," and saw Eden eagerly kissing one of the women as several men crowded around to watch.
In the kitchen I got involved talking - and kissing, I'll admit - with a few other friends when my friend Dan came in. Dan was an old college friend from Milwaukee who happened to be in Chicago for the holidays. He suggested I go back to the living room and check on Eden. "You mean about her kissing everybody?" I asked. He confessed that he'd gotten a few kisses from Eden at the beginning, and she seemed to be enjoying it when she started. But now things might have gone further than she planned.
The first thing I saw when I went in was Eden's bare back. Her dress was unzipped to her waist. The hem of her skirt was hiked up above the curve of her cheeks. The guy kissing her was rubbing his hands up and down her spine while another guy fondled her ass. Two other guys were leaning in close watching, and I heard one of them refer to her as a pass-around-pack. Her face, when she turned her head to kiss someone else, showed confusion and fear. Yes, it was obvious her flirting had turned into something she didn't expect.
I stepped up. "Okay, that's enough," I said. "This one's mine, and I'm done sharing. Now back off." I wrapped my arms around her and she melted into me as the guys stepped back. I smoothed her skirt back over her bottom. I slipped one hand inside the back of her dress and found the zipper tab, then slowly slid it up, running one finger against her spine so as not to catch her skin in the zipper.
She buried her face against my chest and whispered, "Thank you, Daddy," then turned her face up to me. I kissed her gently and felt the flick of her tongue. I responded briefly, then put my finger on her lips. "You don't need to do that." She hugged me closer and I could feel her relief.
At least one of the guys apologized to her, realizing things had gone too far. "Sorry," he said, "I guess we got carried away." I sat on the couch and Eden snuggled in close to me while the party gradually wound down and people began to leave.
As the door closed behind the last of our guests, I pulled her to her feet. I tipped her head up for one last good night kiss, and as our lips touched I again felt the flick of her tongue. Suddenly all my resistance faded away. I was only too aware that she was my daughter and, more, that my baby girl had grown into a sexy young woman. I responded to her kiss with tongue, teeth and lips all active, and she returned my kiss passionately. She pressed into me and I could feel myself hardening against her stomach.
My hands found her zipper and pulled it down. I slipped both hands inside the back of her dress and marveled at the feel of her smooth bare skin. She put her hands on my shoulders, took a half-step backwards and looked up into my face. "Is this all right, babygirl?" I asked. She nodded her head. "Yes."
She shrugged her dress off her slender shoulders, and with no body contact between us except for my hands on her back, the dress floated to the ground. She licked her lips, and her eyes begged for approval. This was the moment, I knew. The final moment when I could stop what we were doing. We paused, and seconds ticked by.
That's when the good-dad voice in my head gave up. I slid one hand under the elastic of her small black panties, the only thing she had on, and cupped the smooth roundness of her ass as I pulled her into me. She pressed her bare breasts against my chest and her lips found mine. We kissed for a long time.
She stepped back again and her fingers fumbled with the buttons on my shirt. I brushed her hands aside and they dropped to my pants. She tugged at my belt while I unbuttoned my shirt and took it off. I pushed my pants to my ankles and stepped out of them as my hard cock sprang free. She gasped at the sight of it and wrapped her hands around it.
Her weight sagged against me as she tried to pull me down, but I wanted more for my sweet daughter than a quick hump on the floor. I took her hand and led her to the bedroom. I lay back on the bed with her on top of me. She pressed against my cock and rubbed her erect pink nipples across my chest as we kissed.
I rolled her over onto her back and kissed her neck and jawline. I moved my head down and captured one hard nipple between my lips, sucking on it while I twirled the other nipple between my fingers. She held my head. "Oh god Daddy yes," she sighed.
I licked and kissed my way down her smooth flat stomach. I could feel the heat rising from her, and smell her excitement. Her pubic hair was neatly trimmed to a small patch directing me where to go. I took my time, kissing and licking around the target, letting her tension build before zeroing in on her clit with my tongue. I moistened my thumb on her lower lips and then slowly slid it into her like a miniature cock as I lapped and sucked on her clit.
She moaned as my thumb entered her, then the sound changed to a high-pitched mewling from the back of her throat and she raised her hips off the bed, her back tightening like a guitar string. She held my head firmly in place so I could barely breathe as I rasped my tongue against her clit and thumb-fucked her pussy faster and faster. Her breath came in fast little gasps, then stopped completely for what seemed like a long time until...
She snapped forward, her hips slamming down on the bed, her scream exploding out of her as wave after wave of orgasm spasmed through her body. She collapsed back on the bed. When I put my hand near her pussy she pulled back; it was too sensitive for any touch. I crawled up next to her and kissed her and she hugged me tightly.
After a few moments of recovery, she sat up on her knees and straddled me. Lifting her hips she reached for my stiff cock, raising it up and positioning it, lubricating the head with her labia, readying to slide down on it.