The day before the wedding was hectic and busy as weddings are, but there was a tension in the air I couldn't identify. The rumor of a big announcement was heavy and Susan had a nervous energy unlike anything I had seen with her. She kept talking about how everything was going to change today and our lives would never be the same. I thought it was strange she kept referring to today as opposed to the reception tomorrow when John was expected to make the announcement, but I assumed she was just nervous and confusing herself with the big event.
There was a family lunch planned at noon the day before the wedding at one of the ballrooms at the upscale hotel the reception was going to be held. The family was encamped in the hotel and we all had suites for the week before the wedding and through the weekend. John and Stephanie had the penthouse suite on the top floor and the rest of us had suites on the floors below. I couldn't help but think of the hierarchy symbolized with this arrangement.
Susan was giddy as she prepared for the lunch but despite me trying to get frisky, she kept saying she was saving herself. I put on my best Brooks Brother suit and she wore a rather formal little black dress with black thigh highs, and black 4 inch strappy heels. She wore a string of pearls her father had given her for college graduation and some bracelets that matched the dress in a way a man like me can't understand.
As we approached the ballroom, Susan stopped me and held my hands in hers. She looked so serious and suddenly I was worried something was wrong. For the first time, my confidence was shaken the announcement was something horrible. All sorts of scenarios went through my head but she looked up at me with a tight grin and said, "I just want you to know no matter what happens you are the one I love and will always love. There is nothing that will happen that will change that no matter what has happened or what will happen."
"Oh sweetie, you don't have anything to worry about, I love you so much more than I ever have and we are going to be together until the day we die."
I took her in my arms and she said, "I hope so. You have never asked me anything about before we met and I want you to know I would have told you anything you asked."
"Baby, I never cared who you were before we met; I have always only loved who you are and who we are together."
"Just remember how I feel about you, no matter what happens."
I looked in her eyes and took her beautiful face in my hands and kissed her lightly, "Nothing is ever going to change the way I feel about you."
She smiled and set her shoulders like she was ready and she took and squeezed my hand like she was never going to let go. We walked through the doors and just like in the movies, all eyes turned to us. The whole family was already there which was surprising because some of the family was late in a habitual way. The ballroom was set up with a large, round table and the various family members were stationed around it, radiating from the head of the table, where John and Stephanie were stationed. Two seats were left open, where Susan led me. The family recovered quickly and John said graciously, "Ah, the late ones are here, we can have them serve lunch. There were various hugs and handshakes as the family took turns welcoming us and we all took our seats. Despite this being a family meeting, I noticed right away neither Brent nor any of his family was present, but Cindy was seated next to me, and John's long time personal assistant, Joan, was next to John. When I asked Susan, she said Brent's family were having their own lunch and off-handedly said, "Cindy is practically family anyway."
As one would expect, John spared no expense for the lunch and we all enjoyed an incredible meal and lively conversation. The family lunch was what I was used to with this group, it was fun and interesting and loving. I was enjoying it so much I started to dismiss anything was wrong and was started to chalk it up to pre-wedding nerves with the added pressure of the announcement weighing on everyone's minds. I decided I had underestimated how much the norm was going to change for the family and therefore had underestimated the stress. By the time lunch was done, I had convinced myself I was being ridiculous and I had let Susan get my imagination going. The sex the last two weeks had hit a new level and Susan acted each night like it was the last time we would make love, which based on our discussion in our suite had further made me wary.
When desert had been cleared, John whispered to the head waiter and the waiters filled everyone's glasses and then left discreetly. John stood up and started into a speech. It started as what one would expect; how happy he was to have his family together; what a wonderful wedding it was going to be; etc.
John was a good speaker and he said some wonderful things. You don't get to where he is and what he has accomplished without being able to move a room and John had the additional advantage of being completely sincere and heartfelt.
After a few minutes, John said, "But of course we have some family business to discuss. I know not all of you know what I have decided so it is time to let you all know as a family. Before I do, I want you to know I looked at several options."
He was standing behind Zack with his hands on Zack's broad shoulders. "I felt I was obligated to see how Zack would feel about taking the job, but frankly, Zack knew the way we should go and told me so. I have to tell you I have never been prouder of my son. He would have made a terrific CEO but he knows who he is and told me he never wanted that life. He told me he was doing what I had always told him to do; find something that made him happy and pursue it with all his passion. He has done this and dedicated his life to making others' live better. He and Janice are doing what they love and I am tremendously proud of them both"
Zack and Janice stood and embraced John and Stephanie got in the hug fest as well. Everyone else applauded politely but there were also looks of anticipation and curiosity as it struck everyone Zack would not be the new CEO.
I was stunned. I was so convinced John did not like the public option, so I had assumed Zack had agreed. Now I was anticipating he would announce taking the company public since I believed no one else was qualified. His next words convinced me that was what he was going to.
"The finances of this company have become complicated but incredibly lucrative. I realized I had the solution in front of me all the time but I was afraid to change the tradition of this family. Without Zack's blessing to go ahead, I am not sure I would have had the courage to go through with what is obviously the right choice."
"That is why I am naming Blake as my successor if he will choose to accept."
I remember a movie scene from Fight Club where the main character realizes he has a split personality and the room sort of cinematically collapses around him and as he tries to cope with it. This is how I felt, like there was suddenly no sound and all the focus was on me. Like some fever dream. I vaguely remember some applause; Susan hugging me; someone slapped me on my back. I found myself making my way to John and Stephanie. I was holding Susan's hand and we were both receiving hugs of congratulations. I reached Stephanie and just as if this couldn't get any weirder, Stephanie stood on her toes and kissed me full on the mouth, something she had never done before. She kept kissing me and I felt her tongue enter my mouth as she pressed her wonderful body against me. If it is possible, that just made this experience more bizarre. John gently eased Stephanie away from me and said, "Dear let's let Blake catch his breath, I imagine this is a lot to take in."
Stephanie's eyes were full of lust as she allowed her husband to direct her back to her seat. John turned back to the family and said, "This is sure to be a bit of a shock to Blake so I would like to take a moment to let him absorb it. Excuse us."
John escorted me away from the table into a side room that looked like a lounge. There was a bar and couches and John fixed me a scotch and I took a seat. I started to get my head about me and John waited a few minutes as I think he sensed the news had shocked me more than he thought.