Even all the screaming and yelling from her and Drake didn't kill my desire. As soon as I was in my room I mounted the toy on my chair and proceeded to fuck it hard and fast. Trying to mimic what I had just seen between them. The thing was it wasn't working. It felt good but the fake toy and lack of a man connected to it seemed hollow and empty. I lusted for more and couldn't get it from the toy.
It took a half hour before the knock sounded on my door. I think Mom was trying to figure out what to say to me. I was still going to town on the toy when the knock made me stop. I stood up off of it but left it stuck to the chair, pushing it under the desk. Quickly I put a nightshirt on but nothing else and told my mother the door was open.
"Can we talk?" she asked walking slowly in.
"I think we have to," I responded.
"I've been a fool, a stupid fool. I should have seen Drake's true intentions and never forced you to participate in any of this. I feel horrible, can you ever forgive me?" my mother asked.
I was slightly taken aback by her humble apology. I thought for sure she would twist this around and blame me for seducing Drake or pinning it on me some other way. Too stunned to respond I hesitated for a half a minute while she waited for an answer.
"I don't know. I'm conflicted. This has changed me. You have changed me. I can't stop thinking about sex and blowjobs and penises now. It's like something inside me came alive and wants to take over. I mean look what I did to Mr. Gilles! What's wrong with me?" I asked.
"Nothing. Oh, Sweetie I'm so sorry. I should have seen this coming. You're like your mother and once the spark ignites us it's difficult to control. I was hoping you would take after your father but I see that I was mistaken. I never told you why your father really left. He left us because I was too demanding sexually. He couldn't handle it anymore especially as he got older."
"So what happens now? What do I do with this... this desire and hunger?" I asked.
"Feed it, it's the only way. I've tried to bury it, smother it, resist it but it's impossible and the more I tried the more it made me a terrible person. Mean, spiteful, always angry. Drake kept me almost normal, he satisfied me and quelled the urges and fire. And now he's gone and I don't know what I'm going to do," she said breaking down.
"You're going to find someone else or get Drake back."
"How can I forgive him for this?" she asked.
"He's only human and a man. Him wanting me is natural and something you're going to have to deal with, with every man you bring home until I'm out of the house."
"He should only want me and control himself. His lust for you is unacceptable. I should be enough, especially the way I am."
"You're right, you should be. It's just I can't..."
"You can't stop thinking about him and his penis, I know... I know. It's our curse and I'm sorry I gave it to you."
"Shit! It's bad, Mom. Right now I'm turned on and wet and want cock, all I can get!"
"I know, Honey. I'm truly sorry," she said walking to my desk where the toy was. She pulled the chair out, like she knew it was there. "Use this, it will help for..." she trailed off seeing the toy coated with my juices.
"For what? For a while? Eventually it's not going to be enough, is it? I'm afraid it already isn't. I had the toy on the coffee table but I went to the couch. I wanted Drake's cock. I wanted something real. Here in my room I tried to satisfy myself but it's not working!"
"I don't know what to say, Suzy. My actions have accelerated your condition. How stupid can I be!? The toy won't be enough. You'll want more and more and do unspeakable things to get it."
"I already have! I'm a total slut now and I don't even care. It's all I think about, Mother."
My mother had awakened my inner slut and it was only getting worse. The toy didn't appeal to me, I needed the real deal. I needed flesh, hard throbbing cock with veins, tastes, and cum! I sat on my bed with my hands under my legs so I wouldn't touch myself with her in the room. Her face looked concerned. I was pretty sure she had gone through this before me.
"I know what you're going through. Try and relax, Mommy will be back soon," she said, walking out of my room.
As soon as the door closed I was off my bed and fucking the toy and rubbing my nipples through the nightshirt. It wasn't what I needed but it was better than nothing. I heard the garage open, her car start and drive out going somewhere. I wondered if she was going to find Drake and bring him back so I could share him. This thought fueled my urges, speeding me up, driving me down harder and faster. I had never felt so horny before. My entire body tingled with sensation. I felt alive, full of energy and basked in the pleasure it produced.
I came three times before she got back and still I wanted more. Hearing the garage I got off the toy and noticed the collection of cum I had produced. It looked like the toy had ejaculated and the cum had run out of me down the toy to the chair, but it wasn't possible, it was all me. I pushed it under the desk and looked toward my door.
Mom knocked soon after and came in.
"Did you find Drake?" I asked.
"No, and he won't answer his phone."
"Do you think he'll cool down and come back? Do you want him too?" I asked.
"I don't know. If he does come back you'll have to leave, I think."
"I don't want to leave, I'm not ready. We can make it work."
"He'll never stop wanting you and now that you've begun this you won't be able to resist."
She was right; I knew as soon as I could I would fuck him. It was a guarantee especially if he was in this house.
"Well, what if we share him, is it really that terrible?" I asked taking a huge risk.
"Suzy, I know that's the urges speaking and I'll let it go for now because of what you are going through but you know deep down that could never work. Mother and daughter can't share the same man, it just wouldn't work."
"But what if we only shared him together so you knew what he was doing and could monitor him. I know he could teach me a lot," I said trying to use the teaching ploy again.
"That ship has sailed. The lessons were just his way of possible having you. I see that now. Even together it wouldn't work. You need to forget about the idea."
"You won't even try?" I asked.