So, I'm 19 years old and I'm heading over to see an uncle that lived in Reading. My cousin, his child from a recently divorced marriage, has come over to stay from Australia for about a month or so.
Justine, was exactly one year younger than me, but I hadn't seen her since I was three years old and clearly I couldn't remember that. I had seen occasional pictures through the years but without the days of the internet and the ease of email, it wasn't like we were in any form of contact.
There was some family event happening, so I was going to stay over for the night and head home the next day. I arrived at my uncle's house and was introduced to Justine. It was crazy seeing her. I had a rough idea of what she looked like but no real specifics.
She was small and cute, maybe 5" 2' or so with slightly longer than shoulder length brown hair. She had a nice smile, sparkly eyes and an amazing cleavage. I'd never thought of her as a woman or imagined her in that light but seeing her ready to go out with this plain but shapely black skirt and white blouse, just blew me away.
At the time I was still a virgin with a healthy obsession for big boobs and I'm not sure if I managed to stop my face from flushing when I laid eyes on her figure. I felt an immediate stiffening in my underwear and tried my hardest not to overtly stare. It had however caught me so unguarded, that thinking back now, my amazement/delight must have been obvious.
The family chatted and I asked her what life was like in Australia and vice versa. We moved onto the party and did the usual staggered conversation, eating sausage rolls etc. During the night my eyes couldn't help but keep wandering back to Justine. I just couldn't believe that a distant relative could be so gifted in an area that I find almost uncontrollably sexy.
I wasn't really up on my bras and cup sizes but she must have been a healthy 34E or similar. She wasn't overly confident with them and she wasn't flaunting them but I think she knew the power they held. Whilst casually taking a sip of drink or moving round the room, my eyes would dart over to wherever she was in the hope of drinking in a different angle, getting a glimpse of flesh or something.
It was like I wanted her to remain absolutely still and everyone else to disappear so that I could just concentrate on looking at her. I wasn't experienced or confident around women at the time and was doing my best to hide my wildly consuming sexual desire for her.
Yes she was my cousin but I'd never really seen her before and maybe the 'naughtiness' of thinking about her in a sexual manner was increasing the heat that seemed to be coursing through my body. I wasn't really a drinker but I think I had some cider to calm myself and because it felt like the grown up thing to do.
The party was good, as family parties can be, and it was niec to chat with other family members and talk about what was happening in my life as we rarely saw each other. As the evening wore on I found myself sitting next to Justine on the sofa. We were talking away about music and films and I could feel her thigh touching mine through our clothing. The physical contact seemed to take me to another level and I think after laughing about something I did the old push her away with a "get away" statement so as to instigate another level of physical contact.
I remember feeling some heat in my face as I worried that others might think there was something more behind our playful banter. To others I hoped it all looked innocent but to me I was simply desperate to touch her, to feel her. We did actually seem to get on quite well. We had things in common and her life in Australia was fascinating.
The end of the party came and we headed back to my uncles. We all chatted a little bit more before my uncle showed me to the room I'd be sleeping in. I would be sleeping in the same room as my uncle's much younger step son from his second relationship. Justine would be sleeping on a camp bed that had been put up in the living room and when I went to say good night she had changed into a cotton nightdress that was clearly under some pressure from her breasts beneath.
We chatted a little more before my uncle decided to send us all off to bed so after giving her a hug where I might have pressed her into myself a little longer than normal, I turned in for the night. Mark, the younger stepson, was nice enough and we chatted a little once I'd settled down on the floor under a quilt.
My knob was raging in the pyjama shorts I was wearing and it just didn't want to seem to go down. Eventually Mark went to sleep and I was left wide awake in the dark, face feeling flushed and my cock as hard as iron. Justine was in the other room and my uncle and his partner were sleeping in the room in between.
I wanted to go and see her but if I got caught, I would be in serious trouble. And what were the chances of getting caught. Mark could wake up, my uncle could wake up or even Justine might be asleep or not want to talk to me. The fear mixed with lust was making my hands shake and my mouth dry but my cock was pulsing with blood, willing me to do something.
I figured that I could at least make out I was going to the toilet if I was noticed trying to leave the bedroom. With major trepidation, I arranged the quilt and pillow to look like I was sleeping if you looked quickly but also that if you intently looked, it would look like I'd just thrown the quilt down as I'd got up.
I slowly eased the door open to avoid any squeaks and slid into the hallway, closing the door behind me. I tiptoed past my uncle's closed bedroom door and up to the living room door that was closed. My heart was now thumping so hard in my chest and my hearing so 'ramped up' that I think I would have almost screamed if a gnat had farted in Scotland.
What was I doing, was this going to be worth the trouble I could get into. Would Justine know exactly what I'd come along for and be massively offended sparking some kind of huge family controversy.
Still unsure of whether I was doing the right thing, I grabbed the handle and turned. I slid in through the opening and silently closed the door behind me. I could see a shape underneath a blanket on the bed and it looked like it wasn't moving. I took a step forward
"Hello" came this gentle whisper "what are you doing here?"
"You still awake, I thought we could chat a little more about stuff, I've not seen you for years" was my croaked response.
"What would my dad say?"
"Well if we keep quiet, we don't need to tell him do we?" I moved forward casually keeping my hands in front of me to disguise the tent poling going on in my shorts. I sat down on the sofa next to her camp bed, rested my feet on her bed and we started talking.
We covered far more intimate topics than we had at the party. Did she have a boyfriend, when was our first kisses, what perfumes/aftershaves did we like. As we talked more my eyes grew more accustomed to the light, which was being helped with a nearby streetlight that was filling the room with an orangey wash.
As she lay on her side, I could see the way here large breasts were laying unrestricted on top of each other and pressing firmly against the restraining fabric of the nightie. I could make out the faintest hint of her nipples which added even more to the ripeness of her breasts. The rest of her body was covered by the blanket.
She looked really fabulous, hair tumbling onto her shoulder, face regularly breaking into smiles and an aura of sexiness though even if she wasn't aware that she was sending out, I was certainly feeling.
My feet started to get cold and I asked if I could put them under her blanket. She hesitated and then said ok. My feet touched the warmth of her naked legs and she recoiled slightly from how cold they were.
"You must be freezing" she said.
"I'm okay" I feigned "but I could do with a little warmth. Fancy a cuddle?"
She thought about it for a moment, just looking at me and then said
"okay, but we can't do anything"
"of course not" I responded in mock innocence. Quietly, I stood up and climbed into the camp bed. She rolled over and I effectively slid in behind her. I initially tried not to lay right next to her and find some stumbling, and ultimately pointless, piece of conversation, to 'distract' us both from what was actually happening.
"It was a nice party tonight"
"Yes it was".
I relaxed my head onto the pillow and could smell the fresh shampoo on her hair. The bed was warm and she seemed to be radiating heat. Silence fell between us and time seemed to slow down. I put my hand on her arm and she momentarily stiffened before relaxing, my other arm I slid under her neck and I pulled myself over to move in right against her.
I could feel the cheeks of her bottom against my thighs and I pressed my straining cock into the small of her back. I know she could feel it and it felt like it was full of more blood than was in the rest of my body. I continued by pressing my chest into her back and laid my head down so my mouth was right next to her ear.