Let me introduce myself. I'm Donna. I am forty-three years old. I am a housewife. (Whatever that means these days.) I stopped working when I was twenty-three to have my first child, which was quickly followed thirteen months later by my second child. A daughter and a son in that order. Samantha and Lewis.
I never went back to work, my husband has a good job and is away on business a lot, so we agreed having a full-time Mom in the house would be great for the kids. Being there with them 24/7 and him away a lot means I live for my kids. There's nothing 'wrong' with our marriage. We still love each other, we still do many things as a couple and as a family. We still make love regularly. But day in and day out, it has always been a threesome. Me and the kids. Which means my existence is very much through them. My self-worth is based on their accomplishments.
My friends would say I'm a confident, outgoing woman. I'm the life and soul of the party, the first on the guest list, the social animal. But I would say I lack self-confidence, am shy, and insecure, and I know how to hide those things when among people. Know how to disguise the fact that I don't really know what I'm doing in life, or feel like I belong anywhere.
So my recent actions at home have really surprised me. If I think about what I did, I can't believe it was me who did it. They were the actions of a supremely confident, self-assured, badass woman. Or was it? Was I in control? I struggle to understand it.
But forgive me, I'm babbling on, and also getting ahead of myself, let me start at the beginning.
It was a Thursday afternoon. A hot summers day and I had a date that evening with two of my girlfriends at the golf club. The club has a band on a Thursday to encourage people to come. We do it around once a month since the kids have gotten old enough to look after themselves for a few hours. I don't play golf, but it is the place to be seen in our neighborhood, so we are members.
I left Lewis eating a snack in our kitchen and popped my head into Sam's room where she was studying, and told her I was jumping in the shower to get ready. She was dressed casually in a vest top and jogging bottoms. Pink fluffy slippers on her feet. She has similar blond hair to me, cut shorter framing her face.
"I'm going out too," She said looking up. "Ginny just texted, she and Suzie are going to the movies so I said I'd go too. I need a break from this." tapping her pen on the books in front of her. "We'll grab a Nandos too."
"Sounds good. I can drop you off if you want. My turn to drive tonight." We would take it in turns between the three of us girlfriends.
"Ginny is coming round to have a gossip before we go, so no worries Mum. We're all good."
I smiled, said some further pleasantries that I can't remember right now and headed for our master bedroom and the en-suite to have a shower.
I had given myself about an hour to get ready. It was always a little stressful going to the golf club. I wanted to look my best so the other ladies there didn't look down on me, which I'm sure they do anyway, but I don't want to give them an excuse to do it more.
I'm lucky, I have a good figure that clothes look good on. I say I'm lucky. I have worked hard since having the kids. Loneliness and low self-esteem means I have literally thrown myself into exercise to keep my mind off things and to feel better about myself and my body.
I'd used our home gym earlier and was still in my kit. I have a tight body, with just a little of those womanly curves that childbearing and forty-three years bring.
I turned on the shower and stripped quickly from my tight leggings and vest top, stepping in and feeling the water flow over my head, face and chest. I relaxed in the warm water for a while just letting it wash over me, before washing my long blond hair. Taking time to cleanse and condition it. I then moved on to shaving. I was thinking of a nice blue dress this evening which shows off my curves but would leave a lot of flesh exposed. So hair was going to have to come off.
Starting with my underarms, I then moved on to my legs. These are my second best asset. Long, toned and shapely. My calves are strong and defined, but they are nothing compared to my thighs. These I have worked hard on to keep them in great shape. If I stand upright with my legs together, I still have a little diamond of a gap below my pussy and above where my thighs touch. I pride myself on the tightness of my thighs.
I lather up and slide the razor from my feet to my pussy, making sure every last hair is removed. As my palm grazes my pubic hair it gives me a slight thrill.
Once my legs are done, I move on to my pussy. It doesn't need a lot. It is already pretty smooth apart from a landing strip guiding the way to its tip. So I just make sure it is as defined as can be, gliding my fingers across it as I pull the razor from underneath to the top of my mound. I am tempted to insert a finger or two, but the kids are around and I need to get ready to go out. Maybe this was a contributing factor to what happened later that evening.
I finished shaving and washed my body. My breasts are my best asset. Large, full and beautifully bouncy. My nipples are also large and pert. After the shave they were a little turned on so I took some pleasure in kneading them a little in the soapy water. My nipples poking through the suds.
I rinsed off, dried off, tied my hair in a towel, and padded out naked to my dressing table.
As I sat there applying cream to my face, Sam opened the bedroom door and walked in.
"Mom, can I borrow your...um..." As I turned to face her she stopped in her tracks. My body was facing her, one arm raised to my face, the other by my side. My legs are slightly apart, giving her an eyeful of my recently shaved pussy.
"...um. Mom, you're um naked."
"That's what happens when you don't knock. And last time I looked, there was no law against being naked in my own bedroom." I noticed she had no bra on under her vest top showing her nipples through the thin material. I swiveled back to face the mirror again and continued to apply face cream. Sam didn't move.
"So? How can I help?"
"Oh. Um. Yeah. Can I borrow your white top. You know the one with the rope straps and the ribbing on the front."
"Sure, it's in the wardrobe on the left." I nodded my head towards the wardrobe and waved my hand in the general direction. It's a pretty sexy top. It's backless and the ribs in the front also have slits that show off your bra and tummy. The straps are actually plaited white material but look like rope. A little S&M.
"Sexy top for the cinema." I teased.
"It's warm out tonight and I thought of it, that's all." She said dismissively.
I smiled but didn't carry on the tease.
In the mirror I could see her pause after finding the top and look at me from behind for a full ten seconds before she breezed back out of the room, leaving me to continue.
"Ok, thanks. No problem darling." I said to myself.
I finished at the dressing table and selected a bra with a lacy fringe that would show just above the plunging neckline of my dress, and a thong so as to not show a panty line. The blue dress hugs tight and shows off my assets, so I didn't want to spoil it with the wrong knickers. The ladies at the exclusive golf club need to be impressed.
After pulling on some contrasting high heels I set off downstairs to say goodbye to the kids. I paused on the landing, I could hear the shower running and music playing. Sam must be in there getting ready for Ginny and the movies.
Downstairs Lewis was watching tv. Some mindless monster truck thing. I bent over towards him and picked up the empty plate that had migrated with him from the kitchen and an empty Coke can, giving him a disapproving look for having to clean up after him, which he didn't even seem to notice. He might have been distracted by the great look he got of my cleavage and breasts through my tight blue dress as I bent forward. I'm sure I saw a slight twitch in his sweatpants.
"That's me ready. I'm off out then. How do I look." I gave a quick, playful spin.
"Great Mom. You always look great."
"Ahh. Thank you buttercup. That's lovely. There's plenty of food in the fridge, to rustle something up, or just get an Uber Eats. I don't mind which you do. If you are going out, remember to set the alarm."
We live in a nice house in the 'burbs surrounded by large grounds, with a pool and manicured gardens, including a large hedge all around and a gated driveway. But it means we are a great prospect for burglars, so we need to set the alarm when we are not there.
"Emma's coming over." He replied. Emma is his newish girlfriend. They've been together for around 4 weeks. She is a year older than him, has just finished school and is at college studying nursing.
"Oh. When were you going to tell me that?"
"I just did."
"Yes, dear Lewis, but a little warning would have been nice. I would have got something nice in for you both." I scanned the lounge area and the kitchen to see what kind of mess the place was in. Fortunately it wasn't too bad. I didn't want Emma trash-talking our home to her mother.