I have always been attracted to my cousin. Perhaps it started when I was about 10 and we would innocently practice kissing in her clubhouse. I don't recall thinking much of it at the time but since we both hit puberty I have looked at her in a different way. She developed some curves and my hormones went wild and she has turned me on ever since. We saw each other only occasionally and even today only see each other a few times a year. I am now 28 and she 29.
She is now married with two young children. She always had a gorgeous face but a slim build. However, since having two kids she has developed an ample pair of breasts while still maintaining her slight, athletic frame. But I'm an ass man and hers is one I have long wanted to be close to. Our families vacation together at the beach every year and I always find myself staring at her hind parts through my sunglasses. It isn't completely firm but it jiggles just right in her bikini bottoms. This year I found myself extra distracted as she would simply drape a blanket over herself while breastfeeding. Perhaps this isn't a turn on for most but the fact that her bare breast was all but out in the open drove me wild.
As it turns out she has been having marital problems. Her husband, who is a cop, has become an alcoholic and also been diagnosed as bipolar. He has been treating her increasingly worse since the birth of their second child. She has been living with my aunt and uncle because she fears he will become abusive. As our vacation came to an end and it came time to leave she invited me to live with her for a bit. She planned on moving back into her house but was afraid to be alone with her husband. She herself has recently been exhibiting some erratic behavior that her doctors believe is related to a post-partum condition. In talking with my family about her situation my sister in law, a physician's assistant, mentioned the symptoms of post-partum include hypersexual behavior and promiscuity, among other things. Even given my sympathy for her situation, my curiosity was peaked. I decided to take her up on her offer and went to live with her.
It didn't take long for my sick fantasy to become reality. Her husband conveniently works nights so I had my opportunity. It began the day after I arrived. She was breastfeeding again and caught me staring. She jokingly asked if I was thirsty. I just laughed awkwardly as I did not believe her intentions were the same as mine. After putting her kids to bed we decided to watch a movie on Netflix. She chose What Lies Beneath; a movie that she had previously mentioned freaked her out. My wishful thinking sent me into frenzy. Did she want me there to comfort her through the movie?