All characters are above the age of 18 unless otherwise specified.
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My son Anthony walked into the house, shutting the garage behind him. I was in the kitchen, preparing the pulled pork we were going to have for dinner. Anthony was in debate club which ran after school. That normally meant he left from school and I left from work at about the same time. My drive was a little shorter, so I usually got to have a little time to myself in the afternoons, which I loved.
"Hey, sweetie. How was school?" I asked. Anthony was a senior in high school, and it was the last day of his spring semester. He had already been accepted into university for the fall, so at this point he had nothing more to do in school. This semester was basically a freebie for him.
I was obviously upset that my little baby was going away to school, but I was happy for him. Anthony was the younger of my two children. His older sister was already a senior in university, so both of my darlings would be gone. For the first time in 22 years, I wouldn't have anyone else in the house but me and my husband.
So maybe I was dealing with a little empty-nest syndrome. I knew it would get better over time, and I was already so proud that both of my kids had gotten into college and were on a better track than me. My older brother had never bothered getting his degree, and I had dropped out of college when an unexpected baby bump hit me at 21.
In a way though, having kids early had been great for me as a mom. Anthony came a bit later, when I was 25, but I still got to spend all my time with them and really watch them grow up. My husband proposed as soon as we found out I had gotten pregnant, so I got to focus on being a stay-at-home mom.
After Anthony's older sister left, I grew pretty bored though. He was 14 and didn't need me as much anymore, so I finished up my degree online and started working for the first time. But now, it would be even worse having no one around. While it meant more alone time for me (since my husband's work hours were odd and he didn't usually get home until four hours or so after me), I loved my kids more than I loved myself, as any mom can attest to.
Even as a young kid, Anthony was always a bit different than his big sister. He was more creative and less academically-driven. I always made sure he did fine in school, but he was never as driven.
That's probably why he had loved this semester so much. He really got to take it easy and relax. As long as he didn't fail any classes, he already had a spot at college locked up.
So I was surprised when Anthony walked into the kitchen looking very dejected. This was unusual.
"Fine," he mumbled. He tossed his backpack down, gave me a peck on the cheek, and started towards his room.
"What's wrong?" I asked, reading his mannerisms and emotions like only a mother could.
"Nothing," he said.
"You're a terrible liar," I remarked. "Tell me what happened."
"It's nothing. Nothing happened."
"Did something happen at school?"
Anthony had taken his finals the week prior, which meant today was the last day grades would be given out. I couldn't imagine anything being wrong there.
"No," he said. But his voice wavered. He honestly looked a little shell-shocked.
"Come here. Sit down," I told him, pulling a chair out at the kitchen table.
He sat down and I stood leaning against the counter.
"Why are you acting like this? If it's not school, what is it?"
The only other option would be girl trouble, but I didn't think that would be it either.
Anthony wasn't a jock by any means, but he was still pretty popular. He was funny and charismatic and relatable, not to mention quite handsome, and that's not just from the perspective of a mother. His short dirty blonde hair was a shade lighter than my own, and his chiseled jaw line and strong masculine features came from his dad.
He had naturally broad shoulders and a tall 5'11" frame. After some playful needling by his sister about his beach body (or lack thereof) during last summer, he had actually been working out more and now was pretty muscular and fit. He had grown into quite the dashing young man, and I couldn't have been prouder.
Anthony let out a deep breath. "Promise you won't be mad."
Uh-oh. That didn't sound good. That didn't sound good at all.
"What is it, sweetie? You know I'll always love you, and we'll get through anything, okay?"
"Yep," he nodded slowly.
A pit was forming in my stomach. I really didn't like the way Anthony was acting. It was making me nervous.
"But you have to tell me what the problem is," I continued.
"Ok. I got my final grades back."
"Alright. And?"
That pit grew bigger. His finals shouldn't have been an issue.
"I failed math class."
"Oh fuck," I muttered. I never swore in front of my kids. This was a big deal.
Math was always Anthony's worst subject. My husband was much better at it than I, so he tutored him when Anthony was younger. High school had been tricky, to start at least, but he had managed to get through it with B minuses and Cs.
This was really bad though. This would mean that the position he was offered at college would be revoked. He wasn't allowed to fail any classes this semester, which we never thought would be an issue.
Oh God, how had I let this happen? Was I a terrible mother for not pushing him harder this semester? For not staying on top of him and really riding him to make sure he was doing okay?
I had to stop myself. This wasn't the time for self-judgement. We had to find a solution. There had to be one.
"Well, how bad did you do?" I finally asked.
"D-. One fucking percentage point below a pass."
"Well, did you study for the final?" I asked him. I heard the tone in my voice rising. I tried to calm myself. It didn't matter what Anthony did in the past. He would be getting a very stern talking-to from his father. For now, we just needed to find a way to rectify the situation.
"Yeah, of course! I just did terribly! My teacher's an asshole though and didn't give us enough time."
"Okay, okay, we're not making excuses, alright?!" I snapped. "It is not your teacher's fault. You needed to do better. But we are going to fix this."
"We can't. It's too late."
"No, we will fix this. Where there's a problem, there's a solution. And we are not going down without a fight. Did you ask your teacher about extra credit?"
"Yeah, as soon as I got my grades back. He said he doesn't make a habit of giving out extra credit assignments."
"And did you inquire further?"
"Well, no."
"Okay, honey, this is a really big deal. You can't just give up when met by resistance. He said he doesn't make a habit, not he doesn't ever. Did you explain your situation?"
"Well he grades me, I'm sure he knows."
"He has a lot of students, he's not going to remember!" I took a deep breath, trying to calm myself. "When can we meet with him to talk about it?"
"We can't," Anthony replied. "School's out. The grades are already final."
"Shit," I murmured to myself.
Anthony shook his head and slammed his fist on the table. "Fuck!" he screamed out. Tears were welling up in his eyes.
I walked to Anthony and wrapped him up in a tight hug. "Hey, hey, hey, calm down," I said. "It's going to be okay. We're going to solve this, alright?"
"How?" he asked, choking back tears. "God, I really fucking screwed up."
"Well, maybe you did. But there's a way to fix it." I really hoped there was anyway. "Do you have your teacher's phone number?" I asked, moving to sit down across from my son.
"Um, no, I don't think so."
"Alright, well, let's find it online. I'm sure the school has it."
"What are you going to do? Call him?"
"Yep and explain your situation. And I'll make him agree to give you extra credit. Your mom can be very convincing when she wants to be."
"I'm well aware," Anthony chuckled. He had seen me complain my way into better hotel rooms, canceled subscriptions, and comped meals many a time before.
I opened my computer and navigated to the school's website. After a quick call to HR, I had his math teacher's number.
"Great, now just let me work my magic," I said to Anthony.
"Wait, can we just... please not tell Dad about this? I know he'd get super stressed."
I sighed. "We will see. Let's just worry about this now."
I picked up my phone, took a deep breath, and dialed the number.
Contrary to Anthony's claim, the teacher was not an "asshole." I found him to be rather pleasant and understanding.
Because the school was officially over, he couldn't offer any extra credit or test re-takes to Anthony through the school. But, he had suggested the possibility of doing work through a different source, and we came to an agreement.
There was a website that Anthony could use, and he would complete a large set of problems online. There wasn't a time limit, and he could try each question three times before it was marked wrong, so I hoped the lower stress environment would be better. If he passed it, he would recoup that last percentage point to get a passing grade. Of course, to make sure he wasn't cheating, his teacher and I both agreed it was only fair that I supervised his work.
And thus, I had worked my magic again. I hung up the phone and silently fist pumped. I knew there had to be a solution.
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