My son, Jake, had come back from his second year of college. I thought not having him the first year was bad, but him being away for the second year was much more difficult. Perhaps it was the reality of single life over the last few years coming up to bite me, but seeing him on my doorstep once again, filled me with so much joy.
He looked good, too, if a mother can say that. His father, despite his faults, was a handsome man and the resemblance was striking. Jake was more muscular, though. Seeing him grow into his own man brings a proud tear to my eye.
"Hey, mom," he said and opened his arms.
"Hey, son. Welcome home, Sweetie." I wrapped my arms around him and gave him the longest, tightest, motherly hug I could. My tight, low-cut sports bra and form-fitting yoga pants were no match for his shirt and chinos. There was definitely a woman involved. He'd never dress like that if he had his own way.
Feeling his muscular body and smelling his aftershave really opened my eyes as to how much he'd grown. I gripped him by the arms and gave him the three kisses I always greet him with. The first on one cheek. The second lingered on his lips, longer than I initially planned, and the last on the other cheek. He cringed, but I knew he liked it as he unsuccessfully hid his smile while he wiped away any lipstick marks.
When I withdrew from the kiss, I held his arms and what happened next was how it all began. I looked him up and down as if I was attracted to him. I felt so guilty. I checked my own son out. I snapped out of it quick enough, dismissing any guilt.
"Come in, come in. Sorry for keeping you at the door," I said. I placed my hand on his back and we went inside and sat on the couch.
"So, my dear son. Who's the girl?" I asked in an excitedly high-pitched tone like any mother would and in eager anticipation of his response, I inched over on the couch - any excuse to get closer to him after not seeing him for nearly a year.
"Oh. There's no girl, mom. As much as I want there to be." We both laughed and I placed my hand against his chest to comfort him. He could probably sense I felt a bit sorry for him. He's so handsome, girls should be lining up to date him.
"Well... At least you have me," I said. With my arm around his shoulders, I gave him a comforting hug and a kiss on the cheek, hoping it cheered him up. A thought crossed my mind - what would dating him look like. I thought about it for far longer than I should have. I imagined us sleeping together and the guilt came back tenfold.
"Mom, that's a bit weird," he said.
"What's that supposed to mean? Are you saying if I wasn't your dear loving mother, you wouldn't date me?" I replied. I found myself playfully flirting with my son and again images of us in bed crossed my mind.
What happened next, I couldn't explain - I got turned on. My cheeks turned red and I could feel myself get warmer. My newfound attraction to my son was growing on me. In my mind I'd already justified it - it's amazing what the mind can do when aroused.
"Mom, you know you're beautiful, right? You'll find Mr. Perfect when the time's right," he responded. For a moment we locked eyes, and having his confident stare looking right into me is what pushed me over the edge. I wanted to get with my son. My longing for intimacy and the fact that I was horny, trumped any guilt or conflict I had.
"Sweetie, maybe
you're
my Mr. Perfect." I knelt on the couch and pushed up my big tits against his arms. He shuffled in his seat a bit, but I could tell he wanted it by the way he was trying to hide his cheeky little grin. I felt his chest and abs and it didn't take long until I saw his erection poking through his trousers.
"Mom, this doesn't seem right." Jake tried to hide his erection and was trying his best not to look down my top.
"Sweetie, it doesn't matter that it's wrong. Just focus on whether it feels
good
." I started to massage his crotch. Impressed by his size and how hard he was, my lust for him only grew. I wanted his dick inside me. I wanted to fuck my son. I unbuckled his belt and pulled down his trousers. His cock sprung out and stood erect facing me.