Chapter 11: Doubts
By Charlie Flemming
Copyright 2020 Charlie Flemming
Liz, unlike her son, did not walk through the house naked. When she got to the laundry room she grabbed a towel and wrapped it around her as she briskly went up two sets of stairs, two different hallways, and through the foyer on her trip back to her room. Once she got there, she dropped the towel on the floor at the foot of her bed and walked into the bathroom. She turned the shower on, made sure the temperature was a tolerable one and got in. Every action was automatic, Liz herself felt like she was drifting through a dream. What she had done that day did not seem real to her.
But, no matter how surreal everything felt, the memories of what she'd done that day caught up with her. As the water started cascading down her body, Liz began to cry and a moment later fell to her knees on the floor of the shower. This was probably the worst Liz had ever felt in her life, save for right after her parents died.
Her thoughts didn't help the matter:
What the fuck is wrong with me!? What kind of slut sucks her own son while he sleeps? Or lets him rub his cock against her pussy until he cums all over her face!? Or jerk him off in a public diner where anyone could catch them?? Or
force
him to rub her tits and eat her pussy!?
As she thought these thoughts she sobbed on the floor of the shower.
Bri came down the hall after leaving Nathan back in his room. After their conversation, she was sure her relationship with Nathan would go back to normal in no time at all. She wasn't so sure about Liz's relationship with her son though. But she was hoping that maybe she could talk to her as well, though since Liz didn't know about Bri's involvement in the gym, Bri couldn't be as straightforward with her as she had been with Nathan.
The master bedroom was soundproof so Bri didn't hear anything until she opened the door and came into the room. Then she could only hear the sound of running water, and for a moment Bri thought,
ah, she's bathing, I'll come back later.
But as she turned to leave, she heard her best friend sobbing, just barely audible over the water.
Bri cringed. She had been quite horny after the events of the gym since she hadn't gotten off like Nathan and Liz, but all her sexy thoughts went away as she heard her friend crying. She knew that she couldn't admit to Liz that she knew exactly what she was crying about, but she could at least be a good friend.
Bri shut the bedroom door so she could cross the room and knock on the master bathroom entry, "Everything alright, Liz?" Bri asked, hoping her friend would let her in and not just because she wanted to see her naked again.
The sound of knocking surprised Liz enough that she forced herself to stop crying for fear that it was her son coming to check on her,
And I'm such a slut,
she thought bitterly,
I'd probably rip all his clothes off and fuck him in the shower.
If her Sex Demon was around at the moment, this thought would have turned her on greatly, but after the multiple orgasms she'd been craving since that morning, Liz's libido was safely shut off for the moment.
But when Liz heard Bri's voice she was greatly relieved. So relieved, without even thinking about it, Liz said, "Just a minute, Bri." and she dried her eyes, stood up, and went to the door to let Bri in, not even thinking that she was naked.
Bri got an eyeful as Liz opened the door, not that she hadn't just seen her best friend naked in the gym but she had not expected to see Liz in the buff again so soon. She looked down her body, openly ogling her as Bri's pussy pulsated with desire and need as she eyeballed Liz's perfect skin, fit body, large breasts, and bare pussy. Bri could still taste Liz's pussy in her lips from earlier, along with Nathan's cum, and could hardly understand why the two flavors tasted so fucking good mixing together in her mouth. She briefly fantasized eating Nathan's cum out of his mother's pussy and Bri was too horny to push the image away.
Liz could tell Bri was staring at her pussy, but she was too upset to care about that right then, "Bri," Liz said after a moment of sexually tense silence, "I'm sorry for being naked, I don't know what I was thinking." She grabbed a towel from the nearby rack and wrapped it around her body. Though part of her was starting to get turned on again and her Sexual Demon was slowly beginning to reawaken, Liz knew it was time to get serious.
After putting a towel on and shutting the shower off, Liz led Bri back into her room and sat on the bed, "Bri, I think I have to talk about this to someone or I'm going to go crazy." Liz stated
though I don't know how I'm going to admit this to you.
Liz thought,
maybe it doesn't have to be so straightforward...
"What is it, Liz?" Bri said innocently as she reached over and gripped Liz's hand so she could hold it comfortingly, though part of her merely wanted to hold Liz's hand. Bri tried not to notice how soft her skin was as she did but still started lightly stroking Liz's palm and fingers slowly and sensually.
Liz noticed and liked the sensation of Bri holding her hand as she stroked her fingers, something about it was electrifying and she could feel her Sex Demon slowly coming out to play but Liz beat her off with a mental stick, she was feeling too guilty and it overpowered her just recently reawakened libido. "I'm a bad mother." Liz finally admitted after another tense moment.
Bri could tell that Liz was feeling terrible after what happened, which Bri could understand since she also felt guilty about it. Less so about eating Liz's pussy, since Liz didn't know that part, but sucking Nathan's dick under the table had definitely pushed it too far. He was practically her own son considering she'd known him since birth and was probably closer to him than Liz was.
Then again, if Nathan had licked my pussy and made me cum like he did his
actual
mother...
Bri tried to picture it but it only made her vaginal juices begin flowing once again,
if he was as good at eating pussy as Liz made him seem, considering how much she yelled and moaned with pleasure while he was doing it, I don't think I'd be that upset about it.
Bri's mind drifted away as she remembered what obscenities had passed through Liz's lips while her own son licked her cunt. Bri shivered as her pussy pulsated with the thought.
Liz noticed that Bri was just staring into space blankly after Liz's admission to being a bad mom, "What are you thinking about?" She asked in a normal tone, just trying to get her mind off her own thoughts.
Bri jumped and snapped out of her fantasies, "Um, sorry," she stammered as she rubbed the back of Liz's hand comfortingly, "Just thinking about, um," Bri knew she couldn't admit to Liz what she had actually thought about so she just said, "nothing at all. So, what do you mean you're a bad mother? You've been a great mom!" Bri was hoping to ease Liz into admitting to her what had happened, "I mean, all your kids turned out great! Look at, um," she was about to say "Nate" but realized that she probably shouldn't mention the child that was bothering Liz so she said, "Brooke! She already has her own business going making and selling clothes, not to mention she's a bonafide genius... Just like her mother." Bri added that last part in the hopes it would butter Liz up and put her in a better mood. Though Liz was plenty smart, especially when compared to James, Bri and Liz both knew the Slope children were much more intelligent than either of them.
Liz did smile at Bri's comment but didn't say anything else for a few seconds as she wondered how to tell Bri about Nathan.
There's no way,
she thought after another moment,
she wouldn't understand and she'd probably think I was some kind of perverted freak...Dammit, this is just like when I turned into a horny slut 20 years ago and forced Bri to eat my pussy while I sucked her cunt...FUCK WHY IS THAT THOUGHT MAKING ME HORNY NOW TOO!
She wanted to scream, but instead focused that emotion on her misbehaving Sex Demon to force it away again and calmed down, "You are right." Liz said, just in the hopes of saying something would make her feel better, "Brooke is a genius, and I'm very proud of her- BROOKE!" Liz suddenly shouted as she stood up, taking her hand away from Brianna in the process, and had to grip the towel around her body to keep it from falling,
Brooke would be perfect! I did catch her watching incestuous pornography yesterday so it wouldn't be too weird, right? I could talk to her about it!
And she practically ran out of the room wearing nothing but the white towel gripped around her wet body.
Bri had no idea what to make of that but shrugged, figuring she could probably get Liz to talk about it later. She glanced at the clock,
time to make dinner anyway.
Bri thought as she left and went down the stairs. She glanced up the hall towards Brooke's room and just saw Liz's toweled behind as she entered the room.
...
Lexi was still in the living room and heard people walking through the halls upstairs. She had been watching TV for the last few hours but she had hardly been paying attention to it. Really she'd just been lost in her own thoughts, wondering when the shit was about to hit the fan.
God dammit, I know Mom is about to come down and yell at me for what she caught me doing last night. I also know Nathan probably hates me now because Mom probably told him all about it. They
had
spent the entire day together so far, after all. What else could they be talking about?
With that thought, Lexi bitterly turned the gigantic television off and went out to the hall and into the foyer to face the music.
But it wasn't her mother coming down the stairs, "Oh, hey Bri," Lexi said to the family maid as she descended into the foyer, "Do you know where Mom or Nathan is?" Lexi felt she had already come out there expecting a scolding, no reason to put it off any longer.
Bri glanced at Lexi. Bri smiled at the redheaded beauty, noticing for what seemed like the first time that she had grown into quite the attractive young lady. She shook her head then, even though she had given her brother a blowjob and was secretly in love with Liz, she wasn't about to start lusting after the whole Slope family no matter how horny she was, "Um, your mother is in Brooke's room so they can talk, I believe. Nathan is in his room like he always is." She tried to say both these things casually but her words were dripping with desire for both Liz and Nathan, especially since her fantasies about him eating her pussy felt like that, at least, could maybe become a reality, unlike her desire for Liz. Though Bri felt this was wrong, it wasn't nearly as wrong as a son causing his mother to cum in his mouth.
"Thanks," Lexi mumbled as she passed Bri and up the stairs. As she did, Bri walked the rest of the way down the stairs and into the kitchen to start on dinner.
Lexi got to the top of the steps and glanced to the left down to Brooke's room #7. She didn't really want her mother to scold her in front of Brooke, so she turned to the right and walked down to Nathan's room in room #15.
Lexi practically dragged her feet as she sadly thought,
What the fuck am I supposed to say? Maybe I don't have to say anything. Maybe Nathan will see me and immediately tell me what a sick fuck I am and that I should move away and never see him again. No. I couldn't stand that. I just couldn't. I love him too much.
