I'd started watching a little porn during my freshman year at college. Not a lot, but my high school girlfriend was 300 miles away, and I wasn't getting the swing of just "hooking up" with any of the college girls like a lot of the other freshmen were. A guy needs a little relief now and then, so I usually watched some porn on my computer when my roommate was gone to get myself in the mood.
When I went home for summer, my old girlfriend had a new boyfriend. No big deal, we had pretty much grown apart over the school year, but it meant I was still out of luck in the sex department. I discovered that I could cast from my computer to the big flat screen TV in my bedroom, so a couple of times a week I'd watch a little porn on the big screen and rub one out.
One night I was lying on my bed, deep into a "casting-couch" type video and was watching the girl masturbate to prove to the "movie Producer" that she could do that on-camera, with my pants down to my ankles. Suddenly, the door to my room flew open, and in walked my mother carrying a pile of my freshly-laundered underwear. In a panic, I didn't know which to do first: cover myself up or turn off the porn video. I threw the sheet over me with one oily hand, and stabbed at the keys to my laptop to halt the video with the other. My mother just stood there with her mouth open.
When I finally got it turned off, Mom had composed herself. She smiled and said, "Well, that was unfortunate. I've got your underwear here..." She walked over, opened my drawer and began putting them away. I was absolutely mortified and didn't know what to say.
"So, what were you watching?" she asked as she stacked them neatly. Her back was to me.
"Um, just some videos," I answered, trying to be vague.
"I could see that!" she replied. "I mean, what specifically were you watching?" I wasn't sure how to answer that question. She turned and looked at me and I immediately looked away, averting her gaze.
"Porn, Mom. I was watching porn." I figured honesty was the best policy at this point. She walked over and sat on the edge of my bed.
"I'm sure it's completely normal for a young man your age. You are an adult, and you have the right to watch whatever you want." I looked up at her. "It's just unfortunate that I barged in, and I apologize." She reached out and put her hand lovingly on my thigh.
I was both shocked and relieved that she was taking this stance.
"It's okay, Mom. I should try to be more discreet. I just, uh, well, a guy needs a little relief now and then." Mom just sat there, smiling at me. My cock was still stiff under the covers and aching for relief.
"So, what was the video about?" she asked, still smiling.
"Um, about a guy who interviews girls to be in porn movies, and he gives them auditions and films them," I answered, not really wanting this conversation to go any further. Mom sat there and bit her lower lip. "But it's a trick, and he just has sex with them," I added.
Finally, after 30 seconds or more, she spoke. "I've never seen a porno." This time it was her turn to avert her gaze. "I've always been curious about them." Mom had gotten pregnant with me when she and my Dad were only 17. She had been raised in a very strict Jehovah's Witness family, and had led a very sheltered life. She was disowned by the church and her family, then after giving it his best shot, my Dad left when I was about 9. For the past ten years she had been working and raising me. No dating, not much of a social life. I wasn't surprised that she had never seen porn, though at 36, she was still very fit, very blessed in the looks department, with 34-C breasts (I know because I checked her bras for their size when I was about 15).
Another minute or so passed in silence, uncomfortably, and she was biting her lower lip, as she often did when she was mulling something over. Then she quietly said, "Put it back on, I want to see what it's like."
"Mom!" I cried out. "I can't watch porn with you!"
"I just want to check it out," she said, pouting. "We're both adults, and I already saw a little bit before you got it turned off. You already have watched it with me, technically. Come on, I want to see what everyone else except me seems to watch. I want to see what it's like. Just a little bit."
"Shit," I said, immediately regretting it.
"You still have to watch your language, Daniel," Mom said, smiling. "Come on, just a little. I want to see what it's like. That thirty seconds was literally the only porn I've ever witnessed."
Knowing I would regret it, I mumbled an "Okay," and clicked on the 'Play' icon on my laptop. When it came back on, the fake movie producer was telling the interviewee that if she wanted to get a job in porn, she'd have to suck his cock. I glanced over at Mom, and she winced just a bit when he said it.
With no hesitation the young woman unzipped his pants and pulled out his cock and went to work on it. Mom sat on the edge of the bed, not moving, while she watched the actress suck his cock, then get eaten out, then fucked both vaginally and anally.
Mom's eyes were wide throughout most of the video, and when it was over, she smoothed her skirt over her lap and said, "So that's what porn is, men tricking women into having sex with them?"
"No," I answered. "This is just one genre. There are lots of others."
"Really?" Mom said. "Like what are some of the others?" This question made me particularly uncomfortable.
"Well, there's girl on girl, two guys and a girl, two girls and a guy, interracial, fisting, fetishes like bondage and foot worship. Really just about anything you can imagine."
As Mom's eyebrows went up, she asked, "Are there more like the one we just watched?"
"Literally tons," I answered.
"Let's just see one more," she said. "Then I'll go and leave you to whatever." I think she winked at me.
"Mom, this is really weirding me out!" I cried, slamming my laptop shut.
"Just one more, really. It's okay, we're both adults here." She smiled at me imploringly.
Against my better judgement, I reopened my laptop and put on another Casting Couch video. This was one of my favorites, with a blonde-haired girl that was more than willing to do anything. Mom stared in rapt attention, not moving, eyes open wide and her mouth forming into a little "O" every time something particularly interesting happened on the big screen.
I was hard as a rock and really starting to get blue balls by the time it was over. The covers masked my hard-on, but I didn't want to risk reaching down to give it a tug or two with Mom in the room.
Finally, when it was over, Mom stood and said, "Thank you for letting me watch. I certainly can see why they are so popular. They are definitely..." She paused. "...definitely, uh, arousing." She stood and walked towards the door. Just before she exited the room she turned and gave me a coy little smile. "I'll shut the door so you can go back to whatever it was you were doing before I barged in."
As soon as the door banged shut I grabbed my cock and gave it a couple of strokes, then shot a super-high-pressure load onto the sheets. Then I just lay there in stunned silence.
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The next day everything seemed to be completely normal with Mom. She didn't mention the porn from the night before. I rushed off to my summer job, being a lifeguard at the local pool. I came home and showered after work, then had a quick bite of dinner with her before running off to my friend, Carl's, house. We were getting a few of the old high school buddies together for a poker game.
When I got home, it was after 10 pm and Mom was in her bedroom. I went in to the bathroom, brushed my teeth, then into my bedroom, stripped, and got into bed. I grabbed my laptop to look at my Instagram before I went to sleep. Just as I turned the light off, there was a light knock at my door.
"Are you decent?" I heard Mom ask from the other side of the door.
"Yeah, come on in," I answered, and the door swung open. Mom was in her nightie with no robe.
"Uh, I've been thinking all day about something you said last night," she said as she walked into the room.