A/N: Heads up, this is a longer story so if you're wanting something quick and to the point, it may not be for you. However, after developing everything, this is still a fairly good story that I hope you will stick through with. I'm also thinking about making a sequel, so let me know your thoughts.
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Every year our entire family gets together for Christmas, and when I say our entire family, I mean the
entire
family. Grandparents, aunts and uncles, cousins, second cousins, family friends that you all have known for so many years that they end up bringing some of their own families around.
It's a pretty big deal for us.
I don't necessarily hate it; I'm not as religious as some of my family members and mainly only appreciate the commercialism of Christmas, but I'm not particularly a fan of the whole affair. I don't like large gatherings and some members of my family can be a lot to handle, like my weird uncle who always hugs me a second too long, or my grandfather who always insists on kissing me on the lips whenever I see him. I've complained about going to my parents many times, but my complaints always fall on deaf ears and I'm dragged along every time.
I thought this year would be different, though. I turned eighteen a few months ago and thought that with my newly attained adulthood I could finally make the decision to not attend.
They're still laughing about it as I sit in the backseat of the car on our way to my aunt Sara's house in Perry, Georgia.
It took us about three hours to get to there and when we finally arrived I saw that we were among the last to do so. It was about four o'clock in the afternoon on Christmas Eve and there were around ten cars parked on the front lawn of the plantation style home my aunt and uncle owned. The house itself sat on a large plot of land with tall pecan trees dotting the area. In one of the trees off to the side of the house I noticed a tree house that I had never seen before.
I used to spend most of my summers here when I was in middle school and the first year of high school. I would come to visit my aunt and uncle and their son, Jamie, for about a month once school let out. I loved spending time with Aunt Sara and Uncle Gabe, but my favorite part of the summer was spending time with my cousin, Jamie. He was three years older than me but that didn't stop us from always hanging out and playing video games or chasing each other all over the yard.
The first few years everything was completely innocent, we simply had great times together. But, things changed the summer after my freshman year of high school. I had started filling out a little bit more and I decided to start growing my hair out, and I could tell Jamie was noticing. There were times where I'd catch him staring at me during dinner or when our wrestling became just a tad too handsy, but nothing too serious. I mean, his attractiveness wasn't lost on me either, but he was my cousin and there was no way anything could happen. Or so I thought.
One night Jamie and I had gone out into the woods on the edge of the property. This wasn't out of the ordinary for us, we always loved to explore and one of our favorite things to do when we were younger was play pretend. We would imagine ourselves to be great explorers or treasure hunters and sneak through the forest; we had done it so much we knew the place like the back of our hands. On that night in particular, however, we were just walking, enjoying the sweet summer air and the silver moonlight. We talked about school and the conversation turned to boys.
"Are there any that you like," he asked.
I laughed. "Of course not, all the guys at my school are idiots."
"So, you don't like any of the guys at your school? You've never dated any?"
"Nope."
He gave me a sideways grin. "Have you ever even
kissed
a boy?"
I gasped and playfully smacked him. "Why would you ask that?"
He put his hands up in self-defense. "I'm just curious. It's important to know these things."
"Why is it so important for you to know about whether or not I've ever kissed a boy?"
He shrugged and shoved his hands in his pockets. We had reached our favorite spot in the woods, a large flat stone that rested on the bank of a small creek. We both sat down and he turned to me.
"I just want to make sure that when you do get a boyfriend, you know what you're doing. I don't want you to get into a relationship and be embarrassed because you don't know how to kiss."
I rolled my eyes. "It's not like it's particularly hard to figure out. You just put your lips together."
He laughed so hard he almost fell off the rock. "Wow, I've never heard anything more wrong."
Crossing my arms, I said, "what? Like you'd know anything about kissing anyone."
He mirrored my pose and replied, "actually, I happen to know a lot."
We both laughed and were quiet for a moment, looking at each other as our smiles faded. His eyes flicked away for a second, then back and he said, "I could teach you, if you want."
A nervous laugh escaped from me. "What? You want to kiss me?"
He put his hands up in that defensive position again. "No, no, not at all. I want to teach you how to kiss." He lowered his arms. "I mean, I guess the best way to do that would be kind of-"
"Hands on?"
He looked at me with a boyish grin that seemed bashful and mischievous. "I mean, we don't have to do much with our hands if you don't want."
I looked at him for a moment and then scooted closer to him. I don't think he was quite prepared for that because he jumped a little bit, but then settled back down.
"Teach me," I whispered. After a moment I added, "and you can use your hands if you need to. I want to make sure I understand the full experience."
He actually gulped and then nodded.
"Ok, first I'm going to-"
"Don't tell me what you're going to do, just do it. I'll learn as we go."
He grinned and then leaned in close to me. I closed my eyes as I lifted my chin and felt his lips graze over mine. They rested for a moment, then he gently pushed his mouth to my own and we were kissing. His hand came up to my cheek and after a second he pulled away just far enough that I could still feel his breath against my skin. I opened my eyes and saw nothing but his own, their normal bright green darkened and boring into my own.
I knew he wanted to say something, but I didn't give him a chance. I darted forward and wrapped my arms around his neck, crashing my lips into his. I was a complete mess, I really didn't know what I was doing, but he was a great teacher and by the end of the night he had me kissing like a pro. And after that night, we snuck away any chance we got so that we could continue our "lessons". We tried our hardest to hide our growing affection from his parents, I honestly don't know how well we did, but they never said anything. Meanwhile, we would spend hours in his room laying on his bed with our tongues down each other's throats, our hands roaming over each other's bodies. We never did anything more than that, I think we were both too afraid to cross any more lines than the ones we were crossing at that point.
Unfortunately, that was the last summer I spent there and also the last time I saw Jamie. He had gone away to a school across the country and apparently moved in with some girl who always insisted they visit her family over the holidays. I stopped going there for the summer because there really wasn't a point with Jamie living somewhere else.
A knock on the car window pulled me out of my reverie and I jumped.
"Come on, Cass, we've gotta go start making the rounds," my dad said as he opened my door.
I inwardly groaned and got out of the car, swinging my bag over my shoulder. As my parents started walking to the house, I caught a glimpse of my reflection in the side-view mirror and paused to move a stray hair back into place and check my appearance.
The best part about finally being an adult was fully growing into myself. I'm pretty tall for a girl, about two inches shy of six feet, and I have maintained a perfect hourglass shaped body. Once guys were able to take in my slightly tan complexion, my large, stormy grey eyes, and my long, wavy black hair, they usually locked their gaze onto my size 36C breasts. I've never been one to shy away, either, I actually like the attention and generally wear lower cut clothing to emphasize them. I'm proud of the way I look, even if my parents insisted I "tone it down" a little bit for the Christmas get together. Ever the obedient daughter, I chose to wear a simple black dress that fell to my knees and had a very modest v-neck.
Double checking to make sure my red lipstick wasn't smeared or anything, I didn't notice anyone around me until I heard a voice behind me.
"Cassidy?"
I turned around and almost fell to the ground in surprise.
"Jamie?"
"Well, I go by James now, but yeah, Cass, it's me."
Okay, I'm not afraid to say it: he's hot. I don't know what the hell happens to someone once they spend a few months on the West Coast but holy fuck if it didn't completely transform them. I mean, he had always been attractive, but now the man in front of me was
devastatingly
good looking. He stood a few inches taller than me and his body was lean and muscular with smooth, sun kissed skin. His dark brown hair was slightly curly and long, brushing his neck, and his eyes were as bright and green as ever. He flashed me a boyish grin that made my heart skip a beat and my body warmed as I watched those brilliant eyes look me up and down.
"Well, aren't you gonna give me a hug," he asked, opening his arms and walking towards me. I laughed as I stepped into his embrace, wrapping my arms around his neck.
"It's great to see you, James!"
He turned his head and whispered in my ear, "It's certainly good to see you, too."
We pulled away and I raised an eyebrow, giving him a challenging look. "I thought you had some girlfriend you were living with that kept you from all these trivial family obligations?"
He met my eyes and shrugged. "She and I didn't really work out."
I laughed. "What? Did she not know what she was doing?"