I stepped out to the backyard to find my daughter sunbathing on top of a beachtowel. She must have been waiting for me because her curtain of bright blonde hair flailed and her baby-doll face spun immediately, showing bright teeth and blue eyes. Her skin had a smooth bronze tint in the sunlight. Her lips were the same color pink as her bikini.
I was expecting a 'Hi Daddy' but it didn't come. Instead, she rolled on her back. Her nipples poked obviously through her top, and the wide expanse of cleavage between them was dewy with sweat. Her flat tummy was sucked in slightly and her pierecd bellybutton looked so cute, like trying to hide. The smallest triangle of fabric covered the mound from where shiny, smooth dancer's legs stretched. Spaghetti-thin strings circled the gentle curves of her waist, tied twice in long, decorative knots hanging loosely from each one of her lovely little hips.
I sqauatted beside her head and let my knees sink into the cool grass. I brushed a matted strand of silky hair from her forehead and brought the cold lemonade cup to her lips. She sipped, and I held the back of her head. I cupped it, scooping a handful of sun-warmed hair like you would while getting a blow job. I let her go and put the glass down. Her head dropped back and her eyelashes joined together.
I lowered my mouth to her ear and moved more hair away with a finger, exhaling. "If I buy you that BMW," I paused to gain breath, "convertible... Can I have something?"
"A tug-job," she whispered. "In the bathroom."
I hissed with a tinge of frustration. "C'mon. Something more. A BMW." I hated how I sounded.
"I'm your daughter."
"I know, still..." I couldn't curb the desperation in my voice. "I gotta be able to..."
"I'll suck you off before you got to bed tonight." She cut me off. "I only had sex with two boyfriends, twelve times total. I'm no slut."
I propped myself on my elbows. This was obviously not seguing as easily as I hoped.
She continued, "I'm not having anal sex until I'm in college."
"I think you'd be amazed how easy it would slide in. Just the sweat in your crack right now would pop it in like nothing."
"Stop it. Daddy. Listen to yourself. I've never even kissed you. What if I can't handle all this shit? You watch too much porn."
She was right. I'd been fantasizing way too deliberately about her for way too long. I probably should have started coming onto her more gradually, more naturally. A year or two ago as she was starting to discover boys. She grew up too damn fast.
The voices from the neighboring yard got both our attention at the same time. We looked to the left, over the faded wooden fence. The sounds of fuck-flirting. Some unintelligible naughties, along with giggles and sporadic moaning. Two heads and naked shouders chased each other above the fenceline, a receding man and a lush, brown-haired filly. My daughter kept her gaze fixed until the two heads stopped at the fence, looking at us. Two seconds later, it was obvious by both their expressions that Jim Jonnen was already drilling his daughter for oil. And it sure seemed like they got a headstart much, much earlier today.