"What do you make of
that?"
Carrie said to Marcia.
Marcia, lost in thought, made no reply.
"I've never seen him so smitten. Have you?"
"No."
"I mean, she's really pretty, and all that—but what gives with him? It's as if she already has him wrapped around her little finger."
Without warning, Marcia burst into tears and flung her arms around Carrie's neck.
Carrie was taken aback. Patting her back tentatively, she said, "What's the matter with you?"
Marcia pulled away and gave Carrie a furious look. "You should know what's the matter with me!
I love Grant—
that's what's the matter with me. And he doesn't pay me the slightest attention. I move into his house in the hope that he might warm up to me—and what happens? A new girl spends one night with him, and he's totally infatuated with her! And I'm back to being the low end of the totem pole."
Carrie really knew that everything Marcia was saying was true—or at least that it reflected Marcia's feelings—but actually hearing it spoken aloud disturbed her.
"Oh, come on, Marcia," she said nervously. "It's not as bad as that. I mean, he takes you to bed pretty regularly. I told you before: he wouldn't have invited you to live here if he didn't think you were pretty cool."
"I don't want him just taking an interest in my pussy and my ass and my breasts!" Marcia wailed. "I want his heart and mind!"
"I'm sure he has strong feelings for you—sometimes he just doesn't say so."
"Why doesn't he? He's probably already said it to that Angela creature."
"You gotta be kidding! After one night? I doubt it."
"I don't. You yourself said you've never seen him like this."
"Just be patient, okay? He'll come around."
"I doubt it."
"Maybe I'll talk to him."
"Don't you dare! This has to come from his own feelings, not because he feels he's been pressured into it."
"Okay, you're right. But you wait and see. I don't think you have anything to worry about."
A little later Carrie did speak to Grant—not about Marcia, but about Angela.
"So you really like her, don't you?"
"Who?" Grant said disingenuously.
"Angela, that's who."
His eyes suddenly gained that dreamy look. "Yeah." Then, with quiet emphasis: "I love her."
That shook Carrie. "You—you what?"
"I love her."
"After less than a day? Come on—are you crazy?"
"I think," he said reflectively, "I've finally come to my senses."
"What does
that
mean?"
He shook his head. "Nothing."
"Listen, guy," she persisted, "what I wanted to say was this: you'd better go easy on her. You must have worked her over pretty hard last night, if the stiff way she was walking and sitting is any indication. And now you expect to spend the next two nights with her?"
"She'll be fine—she's strong."
"Maybe so—but I can tell you, boyo, that it takes a girl a little while to recover from that 'first experience.' Especially if she gets it in both places. She
did
get it in both places, didn't she?"
"Yes."
"Well, she's going to be mighty sore. And she won't recover overnight—it may take several days. So if you try to do your business again, that's gonna hurt."
"I don't want to hurt her," he said with clenched teeth.
"Well, then take it easy. Maybe you can do other things. There's more to sex than just copulation."
"I don't want to have sex with her," he said, looking right at his sister. "I want to make love to her."
"I understand that. I'm just saying—"
"Look, we'll be fine, okay?"
"Okay. You're the boss."
*
They decided on a picnic, as Seattle was experiencing a delightful Indian summer and the weather was still quite warm. They chose a remote area of Ravenna Park for the occasion, picking up a number of toothsome foodstuffs from Metropolitan Market—fried chicken, potato salad, a green salad, and some craft beers. A huge beach towel served as their dining table, and they were hungry enough by the time they got to their chosen spot that they devoured most of the food at once.
In reality, the picnic was just an excuse to spend time in each other's company. Their intense sexual intimacy of the night before had already created a nearly indissoluble bond, and now all that was needed was to strengthen that bond by actually getting to know each other. Grant, for his part, did nothing but drink in Angela's presence with his eyes. He found every single motion and gesture of hers unutterably affecting: the way her face, generally a curious mix of pensive sadness and hesitancy, would suddenly transform itself into radiant happiness when she smiled; the way her deep purple eyes darted around, attracted by whatever took her interest; the way she touched his arm or shoulder with the lightness of a butterfly wing, but with a submerged inner strength that impressed him.
Most of all, he loved the way she herself couldn't believe how she could have inspired such love in him so soon.