Dear Readers,
I am so sorry for leaving you hanging for the next part of this series. I hope you can still enjoy it. I'm trying my level best to wrap it up. But it's not going to be easy. I need your suggestions in the comments. What do you think? How should it end? Please let me know. . .
Love,
Desi_fuckdoll
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I was stunned by what mother had just confessed to me. She was raped by her father and she enjoyed it too. I was in disbelief yet I told her to continue.
MOM: Well then, I was happy that I was going to be a mother. But my dad knew that it was an inconvenience. Yet he did not dare to ask for an abortion. He started to refrain from me and as my pregnancy advanced, I was getting hornier. One night at dinner I decided to confront him head on. I said: look dad, I know that it all began with a mistake from your part and I know that you feel guilty for forcing me; yet, I have come to terms with it. I have accepted you as my husband for my body and soul and I don't think that I'll be able to bear your ignoring any longer. Look at this child that you've put in me. I want to be his mother and I want you to be his father.
MOM: He gave me a look of a very troubled man and then began to sob. I held him in my arms and he began to weep like a child. After some time he got up and lifted me in his arms. He took me to his bed room and there on my mother's bed, I made love to him. It is perhaps the happiest memory of my life. I gave birth to a baby boy that fall, that was you my Son Sahil. For the first year of your life I lived happily with my dad as my husband. Then your father came along.
MOM: He was the eldest son of the family that had moved in the house next to ours. He saw me and fell in love with me. He wanted to marry me. Both I and my father were shocked of this proposal because the people around us knew of the baby and they believed that you were a child of some boyfriend of mine who made me pregnant and ran away. He said that he did not care and he accepts the child.
MOM: My father and I readily accepted the proposal as I would get a chance at real life and you would have an identity. Plus, since I was only moving to the next door, I could still be with daddy whenever we wanted.
MOM: We got married at your first birthday. Life got on great and then your sister was born next year. I still don't know who her father really is because I got into bed with both men regularly.
MOM: One day, your dad was out of town and I felt horny. So, I sneaked into my dad's room and began to suck his cock, but he yanked me away and told me to go back to my husband. I was really pissed and cried all night in my bed. Over the next few days I tried to confront dad but he refused to talk. I was really worried and thinking about what could've gone wrong when it all suddenly ended.
MOM: I came home from the market one day and found that dad was waiting for me. He gave a letter and said: please open it when I leave I cannot say it to your face. He left without saying anything else. I ran to my room and hurriedly opened the letter. It said: Dear daughter! I know I've hurt you with my behavior lately. I cannot ask for forgiveness for what I did to you. I deprived you from your innocence and the love of a father when you were already suffering the loss of your mother. I hope Lord Shiva Shankar forgives me. I have found friends at the local Hindu party. I believe that they are doing gods' work. They have taken it upon themselves to free our mother land from sinners. They make people to follow the word from the gods. They punish them who are diverted from the right path. I believe that they are the righteous and true Hindus. But living with them, I have realized that how much wrong I've done. I must seek a way to free myself from the wrath of Shiva. If they knew, what I have done, they would stone me and you to death. But I've learnt a ritual that will free me from my sins. But after it's done, you will never see me again. By the time you have finished reading this letter, I would have taken my life in a ritual to salvage my soul. Perhaps I will meet you in another life. . . .