"Bad date?" I said as my sister Jen came in with a face like thunder. She dropped on the couch and burrowed into the corner, crossed her arms over her breasts. I'd been playing Call of Duty but paused it and looked at her. "So?"
"Fucking Garry Anderson."
I laughed. "Did you? Really?"
"No, I didn't." The corner of her mouth twitched. "You'll never believe what he asked me to do, never in a million years."
"Oh, I think I might. And a million years is a long time, sis. So, what did he say?"
"He wanted me to blow him. Wanted to put his dick in my mouth until he shot his load. That's what he called it. 'I wanna shoot my load in your mouth, Jen!'"
"Uh-huh," I said. "And what did he offer in return?"
"Offer? He didn't offer nothing."
"That kind of stuff goes both ways," I said. "Didn't he say he'd go down on you?"
Jen made a snuffling sound through her nose. "Oh, sure, first thing he said."
"Well there you go."
"I was joking." She made quote marks in the air with her fingers. "Sarcasm, Dan, you ever heard of it? A big guy like you?"
"So he didn't offer."
"No, he didn't."
"Did you ask?"
Another snuffle. It was kind of sexy if you didn't think too much about how she was making it. "Sure. I just popped it out and asked. Hey, Garry, you wanna stick your tongue all the way in my pussy, baby?"
"And how is that so different to him sticking his cock in your mouth, sis?"
"I dunno. It just is. I'm a girl. We're meant to be ladylike, ain't we?"
"Ah, sure, that."
"What would you've done, Dan? Would you've offered to go first? Quid pro quo?"
"Wow - Latin. I know Latin words too, babe. Cunnilingus and fellatio. And sure, quid pro quo."
"Don't avoid answering me. Tell me what you did your first time."
I laughed. "My first time was kinda different and it was all a rush, honey."
"Who was it?" She snuggled closer, the scent of soap and a dab of perfume on her which enveloped me. "Tell me how you lost your cherry."
"I didn't lose my cherry, not that first time."
"Tell, tell, tell." Jen jabbed me in the ribs with a finger. I grabbed her hand to stop her, kept hold afterward just in case. She went limp against me and something changed, there and then. It was the turning point, one I hadn't seen coming, one I'd never looked for or expected. Oh, sure, I was aware Jen was hot. Sexy as all hell. With a nice figure and a pretty face and a mouth made for fucking, which I guess is why Garry wanted to fuck it. The thought had never occurred to me before, not with Jen, but it did then, and I became aware of my cock thickening in my pants and shifted position so she couldn't see the signs. And that arousal is why I told her about my first time. And later, other times too, but by then it meant less than what I told her that night with Mom asleep upstairs and the wind catching around the eaves.
"Betsy Harper," I said.
"Betsy Harper was your first time?" Jen sounded impressed. "Man, Betsy has got some rack on her, ain't she? Did you get 'em out? I bet you did, you dog."
"Not then." And I laughed, remembering my clumsiness.
"Why not?"
To tell or not? It was embarrassing, but not as embarrassing as funny, so I told her.
"Big boobs require a serious bra," I said.
"I wouldn't know."
"Hey, you're not so bad, sis."
"Have you been looking at my titties?" She tried to sound shocked but it didn't work around the grin.
"Hard not to sometimes, 'specially at the beach in that bikini of yours."
"Mom said the same thing."
"She did? See β we've both been staring at your tits."
"I said looking, not staring. Were you staring, Dan?" Then she slapped me on the belly with the back of her hand. "You're trying to distract me. Tell me your tale, old man. I'm waiting."
I sighed. "Like I said, big boobs need a hefty bra. We were at a party somewhere, I can't remember where. They happened most weeks and we all went and felt each other up some but nothing much ever happened. The girls moved around between us and we did the same. The week before it had been Maria Alemendra, the week after someone else."
"Tell."
"So we were in some room that was kinda dark and kinda not, with other couples doing their thing, kissing and seeing how far they could take things. Betsy was different. She wanted to do a lot more than anyone I'd ever been with before. I felt up her boobs and she didn't try to stop me. I pulled her top up so I could run my fingers along the smooth skin above the bra, push it down a bit but I couldn't reach her nipples which is what I was trying for."
"Oh man," Jen said, shifting so she lay against me, her arm across my waist now. "Did you get those puppies out?"
"I'm getting to that part. That was the issue, see? So I went around back where the catch of her bra was and tried to unclip it. I failed. I failed miserably. So miserably I gave up and came back to touching her up at the front. But she had other ideas, reached around and snapped her bra strap. Not just once, three times, and I knew she wanted me to try again."
"Did you?"
"Sure. And failed again."
"So what happened?"
"I touched her up some more. Then started stroking my hand along her belly, lower. She was wearing denim cut-offs and I was scared I wasn't gonna be able to undo them either. That's when she made a sound, a sigh like she knew all men were dorks, and unclipped her bra herself. One twist. No problem. Like I was an idiot."
"We get more practice," Jen said, and I nodded.
"I guess. So what did you do?"
"I wasn't stupid. My hands flew back to her breasts. I'd never touched naked breasts before and Betsy's, as you say, are something else. She had almost black nipples and when I touched them she arched her back and put her hand behind my neck, pulling my face down."
"You sucked 'em?"
"Sure I did. I might be a man but I'm not that stupid. I sucked 'em Long and hard and Betsy made little mewling sounds so I knew she liked what I was doing. But she wanted more. She grabbed my wrist and tugged my hand down to her denims to make me know what came next. I was starting to get scared by then."
"Scared? Not aroused?"
"Oh, that too, sure. But scared, too."
"Why?"
"I'd never gotten anywhere near where I was then, and I'd not come prepared. I was scared she'd want me to fuck her and she'd get pregnant and I'd ruin both our lives."
Jen laughed. "Man, you do overthink stuff, don't you?"
"Don't you ever think about stuff like that?"
"No. Go on." She nudged me with her elbow.