It may sound like a complete clichĂŠ, but it really was a moment stopped in time: I can see myself kneeling on the living room floor, my cock shoved up my sisterâs wet cunt, the mix of her juice and my cum running down my shaft and wetting my balls, sheâs kneeling over me, her ass pressed against my stomach, her big tits in my hands, still grinding up and down on me, and in the doorway stands my rain soaked mother.
In the time it took for one drop of rain to roll off the end of her rain coat and splash down onto the ceramic tile floor, I knew this wasnât a good thing.
Laura, my sister, was still grinding and grunting on me with her eyes shut as I stopped moving beneath her. She opened her eyes. She stopped moving. And for another moment, the two of us just looked at my mother.
ââŚI needed to come back for the insurance documents...the cottageâŚrepairsâŚâ Obviously my mother was having trouble processing what she was seeing.
I still had my hands on Lauraâs tits. My cock was still in her, but softening. She leaned back on me.
My mother turned away and walked toward the kitchen.
âHoly fuck.â Laura ran her hands through her hair. âFuck this is not good. Shit Dan, this is so not good.â She started to lift herself from me. I let go of her tits. âDid you see her?â
I nodded, even though Laura wasnât looking at me.
âHow do we explain this?â She was grabbing her robe and trying to figure out how to put it on as though sheâd never seen it before.
I sat back on the floor.
Laura got her robe on, and tied it shut. âWe canât explain this.â She hugged herself. âOh god I think Iâm going to be sick.â She ran out of the room.
Me? What did I think? I didnât think anything, but I knew I wanted to get high. I pulled on my pants and boxers. I picked up my t-shirt but didnât put it on, and went out to the garage to smoke some pot.
* * * * *
For almost the entire joint I managed not to think. I didnât notice my cock wet in my boxers, or the smell of sex on me. I didnât notice the drying juices in my pubic hair. I didnât think about my sisterâs incredible tits. I didnât think about anything at all. Just inhaled. Exhaled. Watched the light hanging from the ceiling not move; for some reason I always wanted it to sway. I thought about jumping up and slapping the light to get it to swing back and forth, but figured I would probably break it if I did that, and then Iâd have another headache. Thatâs when I remembered what the first headache was, and then I wasnât enjoying getting high all of a sudden.
The rain still hammered across the garage roof.
The door from the house opened behind me. I didnât turn around to look.
âI took the time to pack some of your things. I wasnât sure what you wanted, but if you need something you can let me know later.â It was my mother.
I flicked the end of my jay into the garbage pail. âAre we going somewhere?â
âI think it would be best if you stayed with your sister for awhile.â It was obvious she meant Robin, not Laura.
I turned to look at my mom. She held out an old gym bag. I accepted it from her and took a quick look inside. I looked back at her face. I think I expected to see tears on her face, or at least some sort of anger. She looked sad.
âI donât know what to tell your father. I mean, I donât know if I should tell your father. Iâll talk to your sister.â She pulled her car keys out of her rain coat pocket. âCome on, we should get going.â
I realised I was in a bit of a haze from the pot, so I chose the path of least resistance and followed my mother into the rain and the car.
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Laura didnât remember falling asleep. After her mother walked in on them, she went to the washroom and thought she would be sick. When that didnât happen she went to her room and buried her face in her pillow. Being in her childhood room somehow made it okay to act like a child. The house was quiet for awhile, and then she heard all the movement downstairs. She thought about going down and saying something to her mother. Then she heard the car start and leave the house. She didnât hear it come back. When she woke she lay in bed and listened. She didnât hear any taps run, or any floorboards creaking. No sound of a TV or radio. She mustered up some courage and left her room.
The house was empty. Laura could tell as soon as the seal of her closed bedroom door was broken. On the kitchen table was a note from her mother.
âYouâre welcome to stay the rest of the week. Iâm not sure your father and I will be back from the cottage, as it looks like there is quite a bit of work to be done up there. Iâm sorry we didnât get to spend more time together. Love, Momâ
Laura read it twice despite how short it was. It didnât say anything about Daniel. Lauraâs stomach felt weak. She called her sister.
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The ride into the city was silent except for the rain and the squeak of the windshield wipers. A few times I opened my mouth to speak, but didnât say anything. My mother didnât look at me, and after awhile, I stopped looking at her.
When we arrived out front of Robinâs apartment building, she said, âWait here a moment, please.â
I watched her get out of the car and go to the apartment door buzzer. The car was in park, but the engine still running. She spoke into the receiver for a moment or two and then came back to the car. She opened my door for me. âIâm not sure how long I can ask your sister to let you stay here. It will be at least a few days, I think.â She stepped away from the door to let me out of the car.
I stood up beside my mother. The rain was running down the hood of her coat. She was short, like Laura. Short and busty. Out of the corner of my eye I saw Robin standing at the main door to the apartment.
âI guess Iâd better get going.â
Mom nodded, still not looking at me, her arms crossed. I thought I should try to hug her, but it seemed like a bad idea.
I turned away and walked over to Robin. She gave me a gentle smile. I heard the car pull away.
âHey,â Robin said.
âHey,â I said back.
We went up to her apartment.
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Robin was more like me and Dad than Laura or Mom. Long and lean with dark hair and features, she looked very French. At least I always thought she looked French. Sheâd gone to a good school and received an honours degree in marketing. Dad didnât like the choice. He thought she should take more of a general business study. He saw it as âstyle over substanceâ, and that had always hurt Robin. Looking around Robinâs apartment, I agreed. It looked like the inside of a catalogue. Everything was new. She embraced style over substance sometimes, but I donât think sheâs shallow. Materialistic, maybe. Robin grabbed a couple of beers from the fridge. She was really an attractive woman. Very polished. She handed me a beer: imported, of course.
âSo, are you going to tell me what this is all about?â
I looked at her from under the edge of my brow.
âWhat? Am I supposed to guess?â Robin laughed a little and took a sip from her green beer bottle. She was forcing it a bit.
âWell, what did Mom say?â I looked away from her and pulled at the bottleâs label.
âShe said she couldnât go into it, but that you two were at the door, and would it be okay if you stayed with me for a few days.â
âThatâs it?â
Robin clinked her bottle neck against mine. âDrink up. Thatâs it.â
I took a mouthful of beer. It tasted pretty good. I was relieved she didnât know. I breathed in and out deeply after I swallowed. âWow.â
Robin leaned to her side a little over the edge of the couch. âHello? Conversation? Two people looking at each other exchanging dialogue?â
I turned to look at her. She was smiling.
âWhatever it is, I want you to know Iâm your sister, and I love you, and you can talk to me if you need to, okay?â
âYeah, I know Robin. Shit, of course I know that. Youâve always been there for me.â