Emma washes away election anxiety with incestuous sex
This little story explores the idea of having sex with your brother to relieve anxiety. Before you scream at me, trust me, it works! Names were changed to protect the guilty.
I hope it doesn't come too late for your own anxiety. It was written on November 2, and writing it helped me, at least. Good luck!
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It's the day before the election - you know the one: THE ELECTION, the one to end all elections. It could be the end of the horror, or the beginning of a new, even worse chapter of it. I was a bundle of nerves, all four of us were! Dad was rapidly getting drunk, using bourbon as his main engine, and Mom was already as high as a kite on pot. They'd soon be passed out.
I was done with Zooming for the day, having attended all of my Monday classes (remotely), and I closed my computer.
That left Kevin awake and alert in the house, and me. I don't smoke, and we both don't drink when we're at home, and Xanax was not to be had anywhere in our home, for love or money. I think Mom took them by the handful, these days. I was a wreck. We all were. Both Kevin and I were home from college, it having gone online only (due to the virus, of course). Kevin is a senior, and I of course am a freshman, or maybe I should say freshwoman? Freshperson? Let's just say I'm fresh.
"Hi Kevin," I said, as I entered his room. "How are you dealing with your nerves?"
"Okay, I guess. Do you have your usual diarrhea?" he replied, in loving, brotherly fashion.
"Kevin! That only happened once! Will you ever let me forget about it?" I said.
"You know the price. It's the same as always," Kevin said. My brother is evil.
"I'm not giving you a blowjob, Kevin," I said. "Not now, not ever."
"Why not? You give them to every other guy in town, and more, too, from what I hear," he said. "Why not me? I'm your fucking brother, for Pete's sake. Harry - fucking Harry? - he gets a blowjob, but not me?"
"Who told you I blew Harry?" I asked.
"Mike did. He has a video of the two of you going at it. You should be more discreet, Emma," Kevin said.
"Oh," I said. I had forgot. "Uh...did he show it to you?" I cringed. Talk about humiliation! Not only did I suck that horrible excuse for a guy, Harry, but now my brother had seen me doing it? Was I clothed? Let me think - oh shit, I don't know! I can't remember. How drunk was I? Did I fuck him, too? How could it be that I couldn't remember?
"Did he, uh, did he show, I mean, uh, did he..." I tried again. I couldn't get the words out.
"He tried; I refused to look," Kevin said.
"Oh, Kevin! Thank you!" I said, and I threw my arms around him and hugged him, inadvertently pressing my boobs against his chest. I wasn't wearing a bra either. Actually, I wasn't even wearing panties. I had on a shift, and nothing else. After all, I was at home, and nobody cared how I dressed.
It was cold, too, and my nipples pointed out, right through the dress. A cold November 2 in Northern Indiana. What else is new?
I suppose that was my first mistake: Spontaneously hugging my brother. Hey, why can't a girl hug her own brother? There's nothing wrong with a sibling hug; that is, nothing wrong unless your brother is named Kevin.
The next thing I knew we were kissing. Kevin had lifted the back of my dress, and he was fondling my bare ass, consequently knowing I wasn't wearing any panties. We just kept kissing, but when Kevin went to pull off my dress, I objected and stepped away from him.
"If you're worried sick, sex is a good distraction," Kevin said.
"Yes, I guess it is," I agreed. "Want me to invite Helen over?" Helen was my best friend, and also a major slut, plus she had a thing for Kevin.
"You'd do that for me? Hand me Helen on a silver platter?" Kevin asked. He'd always thought Helen was sexy, but my friends were off limits to him. He knew that. Kevin is three years older. All of my friends wanted a chance with him. Yeah, everyone found him as hot as hell. It was annoying.
"What will you do for me?" I asked Kevin.
"George?" Kevin had always said George would fuck anything that moved. His dog, a German Shepard bitch, was always nervous, he'd said. He also lived on a farm that had hogs, and more significantly, sheep. This was deep Indiana.
"George might give me syphilis. How about Steve?" Steve was a hunk, but he had a girlfriend, and would he cheat on her for a little hanky-panky with me? I'd be another sexy conquest on the down low?
"Steve is in Arizona. How about Philip?" Kevin suggested.
"Isn't he gay?" I asked.
"Oh, yeah, I forgot." Right, like Kevin had forgotten that little fact. Philip wasn't just gay, he was flamingly gay. "How about David?"
"No offense, Kevin, since I know David is your best friend, but I don't want to have to teach him about sex. At least not today," I said. Everyone knew David had never enjoyed the pleasures of the flesh with a woman. He was a
bona fide
incel.
"You're making it hard, Emma. I'd love to fool around with Helen. Who do you want? Name your man," Kevin said.
I went through every man in town in my head. I sure as hell did not want Harry, nor Mike; not again. I could think of nobody; well, nobody except ...
"I'll get you Helen, I really will, if you don't freak out and get me the guy I'm about to name, okay? Deal?"
"Emma, we already had that deal. Now who is this unobtainable man? You're so sexy and desirable, I can get any man on Earth to have some no-strings-attached sex with you today, to relieve your election anxiety. Hey, you can trade it in for erection anxiety, okay?" Kevin teased. Dammit all, I giggled at his crude and obvious joke. "So, what's his name? Name him, and your wish is my command."
"Kevin. Kevin Sabine," I said.
Kevin looked at me. I couldn't look him in the eye. He closed the door to his room, and he locked it. He pulled down the shades. Then he stood in front of me, and he looked me up and down. "You really are a sexy devil, Sis," he said. "Such a dirty, filthy mind. I love it."
"Thanks, Kevin," I said.
"Take off your dress," he said.
"Just like that? No kissing, no sweet nothings in my ear, no foreplay?" I asked, my anxiety was showing.
"Just like that. You'll feel better after I drive you to a screaming climax, babe," Kevin declared. "Take off your dress."
"Pretty sure of yourself, aren't you?" I said.
"Everyone knows you climax easily. My friends tease me about it. How many of them have you fucked, anyway?" Kevin asked. "Oh, and take off your dress, you sexy woman."
"None of them, Kevin. They're all bullshitting you," I said. I was only 18, almost 19, actually, so anything was believable, from me being a total slut who gave it away like candy, to me being an uptight virgin. Well, I'm not sure Kevin would believe I was an uptight virgin, but other men would.
"Take your dress off, Emma. You're not a virgin, are you?"
I laughed. "No, far from it. No worries on that score," I said.
"Take your dress off, woman. Who are the lucky guys who have dipped into your honeypot?" Kevin asked.
"You don't get that kind of info until after. You know how the game works, don't you?" I said.
"Take off your dress," Kevin said.
"You're a broken record," I complained. I lowered and crossed my arms and lifted my dress, slowly. Up, up, and up it went, exposing my upper thighs, right up to my crotch. I paused for effect and to garner my courage, and then I continued. My pussy was uncovered, then slowly up above my belly button ring, up some more, then over my boobs, exposing my erect nipples, and then finally, over my head and off. I was naked in front of my own brother, for the first time in our lives.