The day at the beach turned out better than I had expected. My wife Beth was back from her conference, early, and apparently in a good mood. Even our daughter noticed the change, no longer being hounded about sun-screen or time in the sun.
I was a bit mentally checked out, having just masturbated for my daughter in the tall grass. And, frankly, I had to put the blame on Sarah.
She asked me for money.
She bought a tanning suit.
She wore it in front of me.
She let her boobs slip out.
She went into the water and created a see through nightmare.
She bought the tanning oil.
She complained about our door being locked at night.
She accepted the offer to let me put on tanning oil for leaving our door unlocked.
She had larger breasts than her mom.
The list could go on and on. I rationalized, examonized, and justified from all angles. Sarah seemed completely unbothered by the experience. But I kept watching my wife, wondering if she noticed anything different about me. Like, did she notice that I had enjoyed our daughter?
We left the beach late in the afternoon. Beth had brought lunch, so we had a nice family picnic. Sarah wanted to stop and shop, and Beth was feeling generous, so we went to the mall and walked around. While we were alone, Beth let me know why she had been so stressed.
"I gave my presentation today. I'm sorry I've been so bitchy, I just get so nervous when I have to talk in front of so many people."
I didn't even know she was giving a presentation.
"Wow, honey. You never even said anything about it. What was it about."
She went on to talk about language development in children, things I really didn't pay much attention to. I was jus glad to know that the cold shoulder would be hopefully going away. That days would be less aggravating, that Sarah would be spared her mom's bickering, and my nights with Beth might be a bit more of what a horny husband would hope for.
After a couple of hours of walking through the mall, Sarah and her mom each had a couple bags of things I'm sure they desperately needed. It was like any other day at the mall, and I almost thought that entire beach experience might have been a dream. But, when Beth slipped into the bathroom, just before leaving, Sarah gave me a coy smile.
"So, are you going to get mom the suit?"
The tanning suit. The one I sarcastically said I was going to buy for Beth. The one that led to my bargain with Sarah. Putting on tanning oil, which led to slipping off her suit, which led to more things a father should not do to his daughter.
"I...didn't see one here..."
Sarah smiled, clearly not buying it.
"Well, it still has to be unlocked..."
I shrugged and smiled, pretending to have no clue what she was referring to.
"I don't know what your talking about."
Sarah stuck out her tongue. Beth saw, walking back from the bathroom.
"What's that all about?"
Sarah looked at me, smiling, letting me know she knew that I knew she had I secret that I didn't want her mom to know about.
"Dad just said he didn't like my suit."
My eyes flinched at the word. Sarah grinned at my reaction. Beth just moved us along.
"Well, maybe you and dad can get a new one before you go the beach tomorrow. Yours isn't quite appropriate for Florida beaches."
I had news for her. The alternative suit was much less appropriate.
Dinner at the hotel was, well, dinner at the hotel. We ended up having it in our rooms, all three of us on the bed, watching the latest Mission Impossible release. I'm not even sure what the movie was about, spacing out, catching my daughter smile out of the corner of her mouth any time I glanced at her. We had all changed into our pajamas, trying to relax and wind down from the day. It was not working.
Sarah and I were each counting down the hours. The minutes. The seconds. Sarah was clearly excited, I was clearly nervous. Was I really going to let Sarah peek on her mom and I having sex, if we did even end up having it? What sounded like a funny little joke on the beach had turned me into a big, dirty dad.
By the time the movie ended, it was a little after 9pm. Sarah gave a big stretch and yawn. Her shirt pulled tight against her chest and Sarah knew it. She was reminding me of her breasts, what I did to them, what she expected from me. Sarah gave her mom a peck on the cheek, came over to me, looked at me purposefully, and kissed my cheek. Sarah walked to her adjoining room and slowly closed her door.
I listened. She did not lock it. The game was on. Beth got up and walked over to the curtains, drawing them tight. Turning on the fan. She looked around the room, assessing it for privacy, walking to the double doors that led to Sarah's room. Closing the door that remained open. She looked at me, sultry, knowing that it was now just the two of us.
"So...what should we do now?"
Beth looked at me with a knowing grin. I remained silent, still contemplating my agreement with Sarah. Beth climbed up to the bed, crawling towards me in her pink flannel pajamas. I looked at her flowing blonde hair, thinking of how lucky Sarah was to take after her mom's beauty. The soft pale skin. The dark blue eyes. The fair, angelic skin.
"I can think of one...maybe two things..."
Beth kissed me gently, kneeling over me, eyes smiling.
"Just one...or two...?"
She felt my penis, finding it raging hard. As my excitement grew throughout the evening, so did my erection.
"I found something I might like to do..."