I went into the living room, slowly, very slowly.
I settled myself on the couch, quite primly for me, in fact.
It seemed almost ludicrous in retrospect, but I actually was a little nervous. Maybe more than a little nervous.
My nephew, on the other hand, was quite enthusiastic, though I wasn't at all sure it was because of the opportunity to get his hands on my body. Again. The first time hadn't been all that aggressive.
And this time he simply chattered enthusiastically about the great backrubs he gave!
I arranged myself in a very ladylike manner, making sure my skirt was at mid-thigh for maximum impact, but not too high to suggest I was easy!
He began slowly.
And he actually was very, very good on my neck and back.
Too good.
It was almost possible to forget about the fact that I was turned on, that this was my 18-year-old virgin nephew running his hands over my back and neck, that THIS 18-year-old had been looking up my skirt and down my blouse, often with my secret compliance, for several months, that he had been caught using my panties to masturbate and had admitted doing the same with his mother's panties.
And his mother had been the sister-in-law who had once hinted, admittedly after a lot to drink, that she had never slept with another woman, but certainly entertained the thought. Since she knew I was bi-sexual, I thought that message was fairly obvious. But I hadn't acted on it.
Yet.
And this, by the way, would be the sister-in-law who also happened to be a very, very attractive woman, particularly for someone who had an 18-year-old son!
I was OK with all of this, as long as I simply surrendered myself to the pleasure of my nephew's fingers and hands working the muscles and tendons of my neck and upper back.
It was different when I started thinking of all of the naughty sexual possibilities, thoughts that set my juices flowing, created a noticeable wet spot on my panties.
I knew it was there.
I already could feel it.
And it would be obvious to anyone peeking up my skirt later, should anyone happen to do that, since I was wearing navy panties _ and navy should make the wet spot very obvious.
If I started drowning in my own juices from lack of attention later in the evening, I might actually need the navy _ or, at least, a platoon of Marines.
I luxuriated in the feel of his hands.
The massage really felt good.
I suggested he work up, from the small of my back, because that always felt so good.
He immediately complied.
I made his life more interesting.
His fingers were tangling in the material of my top.
I pulled it up, mid-back, like a halter top. I couldn't get it much higher right now, anyway, or at least not without being very obvious, very naughty, since the material of the top was tight against my breasts. To move it higher, I would have to deliberately pull it up, over my boobs.
It might happen.
But it wasn't time yet.
Not even close.
He was still all caught up in the massage.
His hands were minding their own business.
It was almost frustrating.
I wanted to scream: "Act like a normal 18-year-old, damnit! Let your hands roam over my body. See how far you can get me to go."
But no go.
It wasn't happening.
Yet.
And I had the problem with my top, stuck on my boobs.
But just when I really thought this wasn't going well, his hands wandered.
Off my back.
To both sides.
Moving tentatively, but moving.
Closer to my breasts.
Painfully slowly.
But closer.
And closer.
Until I felt both hands, one on each side, cup the fleshy globes of my breasts.
And immediately retreat.
I stayed very still.
No protest from me!
And he moved them both to the small of my back.
They moved up.
And out.
Back to my sides.
Back to the center.
Up, under my top.
If he had been wondering, he now had determined with absolute certainty that I wasn't wearing a bra. No bra strap. Just bare back under my top.
And his hands moved to home, the small of my back.
Then outward.
To my sides.
Slowly up the sides.
Closer to my breasts.
I shivered when they again reached the fleshy sides of my breasts.
Shivered.
And moaned, softly.
He jumped back.
I whispered. "Don't stop. It feels so good ..."
He worked up my sides again.
Again, his hands moved to the sides of my breasts.
This time, he cupped them from the sides.
I didn't protest.
His hands went to my neck, again working those muscles and tendons, then moved slowly back down. This time, though, they never returned to home port at the small of my back.
This time they diverted, back to my breasts. Lower. Almost under them.
My nipples were hardening under me.
I was entering dangerous territory, but there wasn't any part of me sending any but the most positive, encouraging signals in the direction of my nephew.
I said nothing. Nothing intelligible, that is. But an idiot couldn't have mistaken the mewing the next time he cupped my breasts.
And this time, his fingers were very, very close to my nipples.
I was anticipating his touch. So much so, that I simply wanted to grab his hands and put them on my breasts, press my nipples into his palms, beg him to tweak them.
But I didn't.
I waited.
And I was rewarded, a short time later, when yet another pass brought his hands, both of them, under my breasts, feeling my hardened nipples though my top. He held them. Pressed his palms up against them.
I heard myself moan. An obviously pleasurable moan.
He retreated slowly.
And worked the small of my back.