The next couple of weeks were pretty normal. I had finally gotten to the point of being able to control these urges better. Then, one Friday night, I started coming out of the bathroom upstairs when Veronica opened her bedroom door.
"Dad," she whispered. "Dad, come here."
I walked to the door.
"Yeah....?" I asked.
"A girl couldn't make it tonight. They said I can come pick up the shift at Seduction tonight. You wanted me to let you know, so I am," Veronica said.
Dammit. Ok, ok. We talked about this.
"Ok," I sighed. "Be careful, baby. I mean it. If you need me, call me, and for God's sake, Ronica, stay.....,"
"Stay out of the F Section, I know, Dad. I won't go in there, I promise."
"OK," I whispered. "Where did you tell your mom you were going?"
"I told her I was going out with Anna and Kayla," she answered.
"Ok....ok. Be Careful out there," I said again.
Veronica hugged me.
"Thanks, Dad," she whispered.
I stayed up pretty late that night flipping through channels and thinking about Seduction. What Veronica would be doing right now. I text her, hoping to get a reply.
-You ok?
Got nothing back for at least 45 minutes. It was 3 am after all. Maybe she was back at Anna's and sleep. Should I go drive by and check? Right when that thought hit my head, I got a message back.
-I'm fine, dad. Just leaving Seduction. See you tomorrow.
Thank God. I lay there for a minute, and my thoughts started drifting. I started wondering about what Veronica did on that stage. The way her ass must look bent over on the stage. Those big, nice breasts. Those thick thighs. Oh to just be right there in the F Section, getting a chance to feel her bouncing on my dick.
Then, the tingle came again. I let out a soft moan as I felt the cum shooting out of me. I looked down to see it all over my stomach and hand. I leaned my head back again, feeling so euphoric. After a few minutes, the post-nut clarity hit hard. I felt disgusted. Why were these thoughts constantly flooding my mind? Was I really a freak that needed help? I thought I was past this. I got up and went to the laundry basket and found a towel to wipe myself off with. I went upstairs, laid down next to Katy, and stared at the ceiling for what felt like hours before finally falling asleep.
The next day, I was outside trimming the hedges when Veronica made it home. She got out of the car and walked over to me.
"Hey, Dad," she said with a small smile and folded arms.
"Hey, how was it? Anybody mess with you or anything?"
"No, it was fine. I promise. I'm tired. I'm gonna go lay down. I'll talk to you later."
"Sure, honey," I said as I watched her walk away.
This happened quite a few times over the next few months. Veronica didn't really go to Seduction a lot, only when there was something she wanted to buy or some trip she wanted to take. It was a little easier to accept what was going on by now.
Over that course of time, Katy and her group of friends planned a girls' trip to Vegas. Well, the morning of the trip came, and Veronica and I stood outside our yard as Katy's friend, Tracy, came to pick her up to go to the airport. I hugged and kissed Katy goodbye, then Veronica hugged her.
"Ronica, please watch your dad, honey," Katy said out the window. "Make sure he isn't stuffing his face with Taco Paradise and Rooftop Burgers every night. Make sure he eats something healthy at least once."
"Shouldn't you be warning her about eating that and not me?" I joked back
"I mean both of you. Love you guys!"
"Have fun, honey, love you"
"Love you, mom!"
We waved and watched them pull out.
"Hey, Dad, I'm going to be back at Seduction tonight. A girl called in. I'm going to get some rest."
"Ok, sweetie," I said back.
1 am came, and I was still on the couch, just like every night Veronica worked at the club. Of course, I was worried about her, but I think what kept me up more was knowing what she was doing. Showing off her perfect body for all the guys in there. I needed some air. I threw some clothes on and went out for a late-night drive. I went around to the park, and back toward my old high school. I stopped by the old lake and got out to take in the view for a minute. I just needed a little time to relax. I sat there and cleared my mind for a minute, then got in and started driving again. I could swing by Seduction just to make sure she's ok. No, no stop that. Just head back home. She's fine, she's always been fine. So I turned the car on and pulled out of the parking lot. I blanked out as I began thinking about Veronica again.
What if some guy got too handsy? No that hasn't happened before, and I don't have a reason to believe it will tonight. But what if she goes back there to the F Section? No, she promised she wouldn't. Have faith in her. I got so lost in thought, that I didn't even realize that I had made the turn opposite of my house, and I was heading straight for Seduction. I kept telling myself I would turn around at the next place I had a chance to, but something just kept making me go forward. Something I could not explain. I pulled into the parking lot and started breathing pretty heavily when I saw the neon lights and the big "Seduction" sign. At that moment, something just came over me. It felt like I wasn't even in control of my body. I just felt myself get up and start walking in.
It must have been some kind of crazy coincidence. I grabbed a drink from the bar, and before I could even make it to my seat, the girl on stage started dancing. She was completely naked. Her hips moved side to side, her breasts bouncing with every move she made. She backed against the pole and started doing a split, then bent all the way down. She got on all fours, then looked up through the crowd with an insanely seductive look and that's when Veronica's eyes met mine. I saw the shocked look on her face as she realized who I was. We gazed at each other for what felt like forever, and it seemed like we were both too scared to even breathe. But, just like when I walked in, my body started acting on its own. I looked at her and slowly grabbed the chair and sat down. Veronica never took her eyes off mine, and she got back into her groove. She was shaking and grinding all over the place, glancing over at me every so often. There seemed to be some type of unspoken understanding between us at that moment. It was as if she was putting on a show specifically for me. The music came to an end, and she was back in a split, bent over the stage looking out over the crowd. She looked at me, made eye contact, and gave a quick smile before turning and leaving the stage. I sat for a moment, replaying what I had just seen over and over. I got up and drove home dazed. I couldn't even make it past the couch. I pulled my pants off right in the living room and jerked off right then and there. I got up afterward to shower and lay down. As I lay in bed, I started contemplating what was next. I had no idea how I would face Veronica the next morning. I stared at the ceiling until I eventually drifted away into a deep sleep.