Daddy said he just couldn't help himself, not that I mind. I craved his attention for most of my life.
We were all close before Mommy died. She was sick for about a year and Daddy doted on her, more than he usually did. He loved Mommy so much, even as a small child I could see it.
It was just before my eighth birthday that she passed. Daddy was crushed and couldn't really function.
He sent me to a Catholic boarding school out east and I rarely saw him after that. I stayed at school most of the year, taking summer courses and learning to play tennis, and when I came home I had a nanny.
Daddy always apologized and told me how he hurt so badly from losing Mommy that seeing me made it worse.
I never understood that because I hurt too and I just wanted to see him, be the center of his attention, to hear him tell me he loved me.
All that changed after I graduated. I had turned 18 at the very beginning of my senior year so by the time I graduated I was only a few months shy of 19.
I had changed a lot over the years and I just hoped Daddy would want to spend time with me.
Tennis, and the strict diets the nuns had us on, left me very fit. I had powerful thighs, toned arms, and a flat stomach. Somehow, I ended up with very large breasts for my frame and big (but very tight) butt.
I didn't really know too much about sex, other than the basics and to remain pure, but Daddy would eventually teach me.
My aunt picked me up at the airport and immediately told me she was taking me shopping. My "frock" was longer acceptable and since I was 18, I should dress like all the girls my age.
The first store she took me to had mannequins in underwear and it made me blush. She said a proper lady should wear beautiful things against her skin.
"Lily, go have a seat in the dressing room and I'll bring you some things to try on. Do you know what size bra you wear?"
"Yes ma'am." I was embarrassed to say because the girls at school would make fun of me when my roommate told them what size I wore.
"Well, what is it?"
I whispered, "36DDD."
"Good Lord child. You've been blessed. I'll be right back."
It seemed to take forever but when Aunt Eve came back her arms were full of lacy things.
"Take of your clothes Lily. Let's try these on."
I paused, feeling dirty somehow.
"We're both women Lily. You don't have anything I don't have."
I pulled my dress over my head and hung it on the hook.
"All of it Lily. We have a lot to do today and you're wasting time. Now get that grandma underwear off."
Slowly, I undid my bra and slid down my white cotton panties.
"Those have to be the most perfect set of tits I have ever seen. I have to feel them."
I couldn't believe what she was saying but before I could object she cupped them in her hands.
"How on earth do you play tennis with these things? They're so heavy. But look at the tiniest amount of sag. They look like they're pouting. And those big, dark nipples. You are going to make some man very happy some day."
I never imagined that man would be my Daddy.
"We're going to have to add getting waxed down there. That's a 70s bush right there. We're going to get all that gone."
I tried on so many things but never really offered my opinion because my aunt seemed to know what she was doing and I had no idea what looked good and what didn't.
What I did know was that as soon as my aunt touched my nipples I had felt a tingling warmth between my legs.
I had felt it before but always waited for it to pass because we were told not to touch our privates because that's not what good girls do.
Every time the lace or satin brushed my nipples they got darker and harder and the throbbing between my legs got worse.
Aunt Eve paid for the underwear and we left with 10 bags. There were nighties, panties, bras, two corsets, thigh high stockings, and garters.
"I know this is overwhelming Lily. But beautiful women deserve beautiful things and your Daddy said to get whatever I thought was best."
"But I don't know how, or when, to wear all that stuff."
"No worries little one. I'm here to teach you to be a woman since your mother couldn't."
We went from store to store. Each time my aunt ran the show. I ended up with so many clothes I didn't think I'd ever wear them all.
The final stop was a salon and I got something called a Brazilian. It hurt so much but after a short time my skin tingled.
"Do you think Daddy will like my new clothes Aunt Eve?" I asked getting in the car.
"Well Lily, he's going to think they are too risqué, I'm sure. But I'll just tell him it's what all the girls your age are wearing. You can show him at dinner."
"We're going to dinner with Daddy?"
"Yes Lily."
I was giddy. I missed my Daddy so much and hoped we could be close again. I had no idea then just how close we'd get.
Daddy wasn't home when we arrived. Aunt Eve and I carried all my luggage in and all the bags. I was almost too exhausted for dinner but since I would see Daddy I also felt energized.
I showered and when I walked into my room Aunt Eve had clothes on the bed for me.
It was a green sundress and matching panties. With the style of the dress I couldn't wear a bra but Aunt Eve said I didn't need one due to my "perfect" tits. I didn't think they were perfect. They got me picked on.
I looked in the mirror to find a different person. The green dress complimented my auburn hair and green eyes.
Auntie did my hair and put makeup on me. It felt weird on my skin but when I looked in the mirror I realized I looked beautiful.
We met Daddy at the restaurant and when the host walked us to our table Daddy gasped when I approached.
It was awkward for a moment, Daddy didn't say anything, so I just reached up and threw my arms around him.
"You are simply stunning Lily. I can't believe how much you look like your mother except for the red hair and the um..."
Daddy hesitated and quickly changed the subject.
"Sit next to me Lily dear. We must catch up. I'm so sorry I've neglected you so. I'm going to do my best to make it up to you baby girl."
Daddy squeezed my shoulder while directing me to sit in the semi circle booth; when I slid over my sundress slid up exposing my panties. Daddy groaned before sliding in next to me.
I was just so happy to be with my Daddy that I didn't really eat.
Daddy later told me how hard his cock got staring at my titties. I never noticed him looking at them.
He said that he jerked off that night thinking about sucking on my titties full of milk.
It was then he conceived his plan, pun intended.
I had been home a few days when Daddy announced I needed to start having lady exams.
There was nothing that would have prepared me for what would happen after my exam with Dr. Fischer.
He was a friend of Daddy's and had his own OBGYN practice.
Dr. Fischer sat me on the table and pulled my panties down, never uttering a word.
He only spoke after my legs were in the stirrups.
"Sweet Jesus. That is one pretty pussy right there. Get over here Mike. You gotta see this."
Daddy groaned again when he stood between my thighs and whispered something in Dr. Fischer's ear.
My body was on full display and it was making me all warm inside.
"I think it's time I examine those tits."
He lifted my top and seemed pleased.
"No bra on these suckers Mike. And look at these nipples"
It was cold in the office and my nipples were almost painfully hard.
Dr. Fischer pinched one and a fire stared to grown inside me.
