I storm into my bedroom and slam the door, then throw myself down on the bed and sob.
"And you stay there until your Father gets home!" my Mother screams from downstairs.
I grip at my pillow case until my knuckles are white, my tears pouring uncontrollably. I had just gotten into a huge fight with my Mother about my boyfriend; I hadn't ever had a boyfriend before and just wanted to spend some time with him before he had to go to work tonight, so I invited him over to hang out for a bit.
I'm 18 now and this is my house, too! I should be allowed to have company over without my parents there to supervise my every move and it isn't like my Mom came home to find us fucking or anything like that; we were just making out, seeing how compatible we were, and yeah...our hands were wandering, but it was an innocent exploration and only on top of the clothes. I wouldn't let him touch my bare skin, yet.
I'm still a virgin, after all, and he's my first boyfriend ever. Plus, I'm not a slut!
I mean, shit. I only just started dating after my 18th birthday last week when my Daddy had finally put his foot down and told my Mother to relax a bit with her stupid rules; before that, I've spent my whole life being treated like my Mother getting knocked up with my older Sister as a young teen way back in the day was MY fault and, if I even LOOKED at boys, my Mother would ground me for the entire week.
Daddy would fight her on it every time, of course, and remind her that I'm my own person, that she can't keep treating me like I'm going to make the same mistakes as her; he would tell her that she needed to relax with me because I've been such a good girl for my entire life and that they should trust me more, that she was going to push me away like she did my Sister, but it wouldn't matter.
Mental Mama would put her foot down and Daddy would just roll his eyes, shake his head, look at me with a sad expression, then he would vanish into his study or the garage. He would stay in there until way beyond bedtime, I think to keep from having to see me pout or to deal with my Mother's rage at him "undermining" her authority.
My Sister moved out when she turned 18 and stayed away. That was almost 4 years ago.
All because of our too-strict Mother's insanity when it comes to boys.
I hate her.
I was so embarrassed by the scene she just threw, screaming at me in front of my new boyfriend and making him leave before I could explain anything to her; she called me so many rude names in front of him, too. Never in my life had I ever heard my Mother speak the way she did to me and the way she spoke about my body was completely uncalled for, let alone in front of a complete stranger.
I think she's just jealous of my body since she stopped caring about hers forever ago.
I was considered tall for a woman, 5'10 without shoes on. I inherited my warm, honey-colored complexion from my Italian Daddy, my Mother's pale Irish roots skipping a generation completely with my birth. I also inherited my Daddy's chocolate brown hair and kept the wavy tresses long, almost to my butt; I also got my Daddy's golden hazel eyes and thick eyelashes that never needed eye makeup to enhance.
I wasn't a skinny mini like I was in junior high school, all skin and bones. I started growing into my body in the 10th grade, my chest filling up to a 36C bra and my baby weight distributing more evenly around my hips; I had a plump and firm, curvy ass thanks to puberty. My arm and leg muscles thickened when I had discovered a love of volley ball, but my Mother put a stop to that when she saw the team uniform was the tiniest pair of shorts. I was a healthy size 8 and worked hard to keep myself fit.
I was captain of the senior class track team and ran every morning before school; it was the only sport I was allowed to participate in since the uniform allowed the school's sweatpants and t shirts. I was surprised that my psycho Mother approved of it; but only as long as I bought the pants a size or 2 bigger than my actual size, of course.
Truth be told, I was my Daddy's clone; but with boobs and longer hair.
It wasn't fair that my Mother punished me for that, too.
She would only buy me plain bras and panties in neutral colors to go with my plain baggy t shirts and loose sweat pants; she very rarely bought me jeans and, when she did, they were usually a size too big. She never bought me dresses or skirts, even when I begged for them; I was even willing to compromise and wear something ankle length, but she adamantly refused even though she wore skirts and dresses that could sometimes be considered way too short to be appropriate.
She wouldn't even let me get a job because she said that I would use the money to buy "harlot gear" like the other sluts at my school. She made sure that either she or Daddy picked me up and dropped me off every single day so that I couldn't get into any trouble, though it was mostly Daddy because he taught at the college a few miles from my school.
Downstairs, she had said that I had a whore's body and a mentality to match; she claims that she had always known it, too, which is why she had been so strict with me. She told me that only the whore daughter of a whore Father would sneak a guy in to the house when nobody was home and let his slimy hands touch all over my too-big titties like a common street walker. She had told me that she knew the second my slut body started to develop into the sexier shape that it would only be a matter of time before I behaved like the slut I resembled; I had been mortified because not only had it all happened in front of my boyfriend, but she was screaming it all loudly enough that I knew even our neighbors had to hear her and all I had done was make out for the first time, ever!
I hate her so damn much.
I think my Daddy does, too, but I think he didn't want to leave her and risk a custody battle. I wonder if I can convince him to leave her now that I'm 18 and can go with him without any fight from her. I sniffle and rotate onto my back, then sit up and hug my knees, my mind considering the possibilities of a life without my strict Mother.
I mean...my Daddy doesn't really NEED my Mother. I'm woman enough for him now and we have gotten much closer over the years; hell, with no other boys allowed anywhere near me, of course I started to develop a crush on my Daddy.