"Daddy, May I Sleep with You?"
Stepdaughter looks to her stepfather for comfort after her mother died.
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Feeling as guilty as he felt sexually excited, this is a true story that Charlie asked me to write about him having forbidden sex with his stepdaughter, Laura, after his wife died.
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I remember the day as if it was yesterday. Too young to die, at only forty-three-years-old, it was the worst day of my life. A dreary and depressing day, it rained all day. Then, the night of my wife, Lorraine's funeral, surprising me and sexually exciting me, my stepdaughter asked if she could sleep with me in my bed.
Looking so much like her mother, with her long, naturally, blonde hair and big, blue eyes, she was beautiful. She looked like Kenedi Anderson, the 18-year-old Platinum winning singer on 2022 American Idol. Laura looked like Lorraine looked when she was her age. Love at first sight, the first time I saw her mother, I was ready to ask her to marry me. Only, not wanting to be deemed insane, I waited a month before I bought her an engagement ring, got down on one knee, and asked her to marry me.
I watched her biting her lip. She looked uncomfortable instead of looking happy. Instead of looking at me with love, she looked at me embarrassed. Having mixed my messages, clearly, she seemed uncomfortable with me asking her to marry me. Figuring she'd say no, ready to be heartbroken, I was ready to be rejected. Having second thoughts, my fault, too late now to rescind my proposal, I should have waited to ask her to marry me. Then, instead of just saying no to marrying me, she explained.
"Before I say yes to marrying you, you need to know that I'm older than you by 8-years," she said.
'What? She's older than me by eight-years? Where did that come from,' I thought?
"I'm thirty-eight-years-old," she confessed.
'What? Seriously? She's thirty-eight-years-old,' I thought?
I was shocked. I thought we were the same age. Hard for me to believe that she was 8-years older than me, I thought she was 30-years-old.
"Also, I have an eighteen-year-old daughter, Laura, who lives with me," she said.
Yet, I didn't care she was older than me. I loved her. I didn't care that she had a daughter living with her. We all have baggage. I still wanted to be with her forever.
Yet, now that I know she has an 18-year-old daughter, I wondered if her daughter looked like her and with her showing me pictures of her daughter, was surprised that she did. Her daughter looked like Kenedi Anderson one of the three, platinum ticket winners from 2022 American Idol. Much like her mother, she was stunningly beautiful.
The identical image of her, she looked exactly like her mother. They could have done one of those mother and daughter commercials. No one would believe that they were mother and daughter. With Lorraine looking so much younger than her age, and definitely not looking like she's 38-years-old, they looked more like sisters than they looked like mother and daughter.
"Yes, of course, Laura can live with us," I said beaming with excitement that Lorraine agreed to marry me.
As long as Lorraine agreed to marry me, her mother could live with us, too. I didn't care as long as Lorraine was in my life forever. I loved her. I truly loved my future wife.
Five years later, Lorraine was dead, killed in a single car crash when her car slammed head-on into a tree. Now, I was alone with her daughter, Laura. Inconsolable, I was devastated, but I had to be strong for her daughter, my stepdaughter.
She not only lost her mother; but also, she lost her best friend. With her biological father not caring two cents about her mother and/or his daughter, I had to be strong for her. I needed to be the rock that she needed to weather her devastating, personal storm.
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That night, after we had a houseful of people bringing us their condolences and food, we were finally alone. As if I was dreaming, a vision of loveliness, my 23-year-old stepdaughter, Laura, walked in my room in her sexy, low-cut nightgown. I've never seen as much of her nearly, naked body as I was seeing now. I was as shocked as I was sexually excited. That was first time seeing her in her nightgown without her wearing a robe over it.
Then, when she stood in front of the TV, with the light from the TV lighting her up as she walked through a TSA, X-ray machine at the airport, I could see her as if she was naked. Unable to stop myself from staring, I stared at the size and the shape of her D cup breasts. I stared at all that I could see of her blonde, trimmed pussy through her sheer nightgown. I imagined stripping her naked and having sex with her beautiful, young body.
"Daddy," asked Laura? The first time calling me Daddy, she looked at me with big, sad eyes while holding her stuffed rabbit, Trixie. "May I sleep with you?"
As if I was hearing things or imagining her asking me if she could sleep with me, I was as sexually excited as I was stunned.
'What? Seriously? May I sleep with you? My beautiful, young, stepdaughter, asked if she could sleep with me in my bed. I couldn't believe it. I had an instant throbbing erection with the imagined thoughts of not only sleeping with my stepdaughter but also having forbidden sex with her.'
With my mind filled with sexually, forbidden thoughts, I imagined making out with Laura. I imagined kissing her, French kissing her. I imagined touching her and feeling her everywhere through her nightgown while continuing to make out with her. I imagined removing her nightgown and stripping her naked. I imagined touching and feeling her naked body everywhere that a stepfather shouldn't touch and feel his sexy stepdaughter.
Something that I had always wanted to do from the first day that I met her but controlling myself from having such wicked, sexual thoughts for my wife's daughter, I wanted to make love to Laura. I wanted to finger her pussy while licking her pussy. I wanted to give her multiple, sexual orgasms with my fingers and my tongue. I wanted to fuck her fast enough and hard enough to give her a sexual orgasm with my stiff cock. I wanted to hear her scream my name.
'Daddy! Daddy, I'm cumming, Daddy,' I imagined her screaming when giving her another sexual orgasm. No that's not right. 'Charlie! Charlie, I'm cumming, Charlie,' I imagined her screaming after making her cum for the third time.'
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"I can't sleep. I keep thinking of Mommy," she said. 'I keep thinking of her six feet under and sleeping in that cold grave alone.'
She started to cry. I jumped out of bed to hold her, hug her, and comfort her. Now, as soon as I held her beautiful body, I had a massive erection pulsating against her soft, warm tummy. Sometimes sleeping naked, I was glad that I was decent when I jumped from bed. Hoping that she didn't notice my throbbing and bulging cock, I was as embarrassed as I was sexually excited. Feeling like such a degenerate cad, I couldn't believe that I had an erection at a time like this when my stepdaughter needed me.
"Of course, you may sleep with me," I said walking around the bed with her to push down the blankets and sheet.
As soon as she climbed in bed, whether intentional or deliberate, she flashed me her naked, blonde pussy. Such a memorable occasion and something that I'd never forget, the first time seeing her naked pussy, I couldn't believe that I saw Laura's naked, blonde pussy. She wasn't wearing panties. Lorraine always wore panties to bed but her daughter wasn't wearing panties. In the way that my wife's nightgown climbed up to her waist to expose her white, bikini panties while she was sleeping, I imagined Laura's nightgown climbing up to her waist to expose her blonde, naked pussy as she slept.
It was a big bed. Beyond reproach, it was perfectly permissible and understandable, with this the night of her mother's funeral, for my stepdaughter to sleep with me. I figured that I'd stay on my side and she'd stay on her side. Only, with her moving to the middle of the bed, she wanted me to hold her. Clearly, she needed me to comfort her.
"Hold me, Daddy. I'm cold," she said calling me Daddy again.
When she called me Daddy, I felt like the pervert that I am for being sexually attracted to my wife's, adult daughter. When she called me Daddy, she made me feel guilty for sexually wanting her. Yet, when she called me Daddy, I wanted her even more. I wanted to do sexual things to her beautiful, naked body that a Daddy should never do to his stepdaughter.
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After everyone finally left and dropped off food, the first time alone with my stepdaughter was at my wife's funeral earlier today. With her in bed with me now, accommodating her, I moved closer to her. Now with us in the middle of the bed, I put my arm around her and pulled her closer to me. With her big breasts pressed against my muscular chest, I reached my hand down to rest it at the top of her shapely ass.