This is a work of fiction; all characters are over 18 years old
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The big decision:
Lying in Michael's arm while savoring the faint taste of the remnants of his semen that I had just swallowed, I decided the time was right to broach this all important subject. I fell silent for a moment as I pondered how to ask the question. Then I broke the silence.
"Michael, have you ever thought about us going to the next level? You know, doing more?"
"You mean have intercourse?"
I nodded and was glad Michael used the term 'intercourse' rather than say 'you mean fuck'. Using the term 'fuck' for what I was proposing would seem to cheapen a potentially beautiful act.
Michael thought before answering. "Of course I have. Have you?"
"Michael, the fact that I asked the question is pretty convincing evidence that I have."
"Are you ready to do that? I mean, are you ready to take me? You know. Take me inside?" Michael's interest and excitement was evident in the tone of his response. I felt his penis throb against my leg as he considered this possibility.
"If you want to do that, I think I want it too," I answered.
"What if you got pregnant?"
I was impressed that he was so responsible, and was not going to be reckless about something so important.
"Michael, do not read too much into this, but I went on the pill before coming home. I am safe."
Michael's next question caught me off guard a bit.
"Are you sleeping with other guys at school?" He had a hurt and slightly panicked tone. I was flattered that he expressed this concern and jealousy.
I giggled a bit and responded, "No silly. Not at all. I went on the pill in case we decided to move to the next level. I went on birth control for you." I paused before continuing. "But do not feel pressured to do something you are not ready for. We are not in a rush. I don't want you to do anything you might regret."
"Kelsey, I want this more than you can possibly imagine. I wanted to bring it up before, but I was afraid you'd get mad, or insulted. I was afraid I would lose what we already have."
I moved my hand so that it was resting on his penis. I could feel it swell and pulse as he spoke. Michael was growing hard as we spoke.
Michael hesitated for a moment and then he stuttered slightly as he said, "Do you want to do it now?"
"No. If we do this, it needs to be special, very special. I want to be somewhere that we can fully enjoy each other, and fully express ourselves. I want to lose my virginity to you in a way that you and I will always remember it."
Michael interrupted me, "Where and when can we be together that way? I doubt mom and dad are going to give us the house again this weekend so we can have sex."
"I will get us a hotel room across town tomorrow and we can spend the afternoon and evening together. I want you to take me on a date someplace where we won't be seen, and we can enjoy each other in a way we usually cannot. I want you to seduce me...and if you are really sweet, charming and seductive, I might let you take me back to our room and deflower me."
"Deflower?" Michael said quizzically. He was obviously not familiar with the term.
"It means take my virginity." I smiled, knowing that if things went as planned, tomorrow I would lose my cherry to my brother. I could only shake my head in amazement as I considered what all our friends and family would say if they knew about this plan.
The next day
I awoke early, excited but a little scared. My brother and I were preparing to take a very big step. Would we grow to regret this? I hoped not.
I spent the morning on the computer locating a motel a safe distance away from my family's normal 'stomping grounds'. I needed to avoid any risk of inadvertently running in to family or friends this evening.
After an extensive search, I found the Bow River Inn in Cochrane, less than an hour from Calgary. It was a nice, resort hotel on the Bow River. Michael and I had visited there years ago with our parents when we were children. The off season rates made this place affordable.
I was able to reserve a nice room for $69. In May, the rates would climb to $199 a night; but March, before all the ice melted, the room was perfectly affordable. What's more, its location made it perfectly safe. Michael and I were virtually assured of not encountering anyone we knew during this tryst. With my pulse beating wildly and my hands shaking in anticipation and excitement, I made a reservation on-line for a king suite with a Jacuzzi tub and a small kitchenette. Check in was 3:00 p.m.
I asked my mother if I could borrow her car that evening, with the promise of returning early the next morning. I told her that my best friend from high school, Stacy, and I were going to drive to Stacy's family's cabin near Banff. I told mom that Stacy and I were going to do some hiking and shopping and return the next morning. Mom agreed, acknowledging that if I was still at the university, she would not even know about this trip.
So I had my transportation, a hotel room and my freedom until tomorrow morning.
Gaining Michael's freedom would be a little more problematic since he was not viewed as 'trustworthy' as his twin sister was. Michael normally had a midnight curfew. He did have his own personal vehicle, so transportation was not a problem, but neither parent was likely to agree to an extended curfew without a very good excuse.