This is kind of a long one. If that's not your thing, this would be a good time to click the back button. I need to thank my team. Harddaysknight is my mentor and gives me critical review. My readers and editors are Hale1, Cagivagurl, Hooked1957 and Stev2244. I thank you all. Randi
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I was enjoying my Tom Collins, idly channel surfing, when I heard the garage door and the rumble of her deuce. It practically shook the house. The door from the kitchen to the garage opened and I heard the clunk of her book bag as she put it on the table. Meyers was home. The refrigerator door opened and closed and I heard the sound of the top of one of those cans of that wretched sparkling water she loved so much pop.
She appeared in the doorway, leaning against the jamb, hip-shot. "Hey, dude, sup?" she asked.
"Hi, baby," I said. "Just chilling and winding down. It was a hell of a long day. You have a good one?"
"Yeah. I think I did well on my last final," she said.
"I'm sure you did," I said. "Doesn't matter. If you're happy, I am. I know you did your best. You always do."
"We'll see," she said. "Dad, graduation is next week."
"I know," I said. "Are you just reminding me, or was there something else you wanted to say."
"Something else," she said. She pushed herself off the door and came walking toward me. She took my breath away. She always had. The first time I held her, those huge grey-green eyes looking up into mine, her tiny little brown fingers clutching my big one, I was lost. She owned me, and I had never recovered.
When Stefanie, her mother and my wife, passed, she was three years old. It had been she and I against the world ever since. From the bubbly little girl in braids the first day of kindergarten to the stunning young woman she had become, without my noticing one day, she was my life, my heart.
She came and sat in my chair with me, her arm without the Le Croix around me, settling in as she always did, she relaxed with a sigh of contentment, her mass of curls soft against the side of my face and neck.
"Dad, I wanna go somewhere for a graduation trip," she said. "I want us to go, just you and me."
"Where were you thinking?" I asked.
"I dunno," she said. "I needa look at a map."
I got my iPad off the little table beside my chair and opened a Google map. "There you go," I said. "Are we talking a weekend, a week, longer?"
"Can you get away?" she asked. "I know you're finishing that big project."
"I can," I said. "You're right. It may take me a couple of weeks to close it out, but I won't have to look for anything else. We've already got the next year mapped out, but my boys can handle all the preliminary work."
She scrolled around the US for a minute, then looked at Europe. She sat her drink down and took my iPad, zooming in on Italy, opening a link and then another tab or two. "Hmm," she said. "Well, that sucks."
"What?" I asked.
"Bunch of racist mofos over there," she said. "You'd be fine, but not that safe for me."
"I'd take care of you," I said.
"I know, but Ion wanna be stared at all the time," she said.
"You're pretty nice to stare at," I told her. "Baby, people are going to stare at you everywhere you go. You're that spectacular. No one has ever seen anything like you before."
She laughed. "Yeah, right." She scrolled up to Germany and opened a link, then several more, reading the details.
I wasn't kidding about people staring at her. I watched her, marveling that this beauty could be my daughter. Of course, her mother had been something special, too, and she looked much like Stefanie had at her age. Meyers has a little lighter skin than her mother had, the influence of my genes, no doubt, and the combination of my blue and her mother's golden-brown eyes had produced that grey-green stunning combination in Meyers'. She was a creamy brown, long, slim-hipped and more muscular clone of Stefanie.
My reverie was interrupted. "Can we go here, Dad?" she asked.
"Here," turned out to be a place called Oberammergau. "Umm... I guess," I said. "I can't even pronounce that. What's there?"
"A castle!" she said. She was very excited and pulled up pictures. "It's near Munich, and just look!"
She scrolled through pictures of Neuschwanstein Castle, then another place called Linderhof Palace. That led to other links and we browsed German castles for the next half-hour.
"We could go to Munich, rent a car and go to all these dope places. Can we, Dad? Have you ever been to a castle?"
I laughed. "We can go there and do that, and no, I've never been to a castle. I have a princess, though."
"You know that doesn't mean what you think it means, right?" she said.
I was confused. "What?"
"Princess," she said. "It means you a piece of work, high-maintenance, used to getting your way, buy your clothes at the Limited, J. Crew or Banana Republic. Somebody you wanna bitch-slap."
I laughed and flipped the tag sticking up out of the back of the loose striped top she was wearing. It said, "Banana Republic."
"Oh, my God!" She burst into laughter. "I am!"
I laughed with her. "Well, I've never wanted to slap you, but yeah. When I tell you you're my "princess," I mean you're the sweetest, kindest, smartest, funniest and most beautiful girl I know. You're amazingly loyal, the best friend anyone could ever have and everyone who spends any time with you never wants to be anywhere else. Yes, you're a little spoiled, but you never brag or whine when things don't go your way. I'm so proud of you, Meyers."
She turned to look at me, gave me an odd look, then tears pooled in those huge eyes. She buried her face in my shoulder and burrowed in. "I love you, Dad," she murmured. After a minute, she raised her head. "So we can go?"
I laughed. "Yes, baby, we can go."
She squealed, kissed me and jumped to her feet, pumping her fist. "Yeet! I gotta tell Shalene!"
She went in the kitchen and came back with her phone, Snapchat open and her thumbs flying. She was occupied with that for a while, and I watched tennis. When she was done with her conversation, she went and got her laptop.
"Can I book all the arrangements?" she asked.