I didn't mean to look. It just happened as I pass his bedroom on the way to the kitchen. I had forgotten he was home. He had been at the university for a year. It was innocent. Warm moonlight fills his room and the curtain flutters.
Not remembering he was home, I had neglected my nightgown. My body still glistens with self-entertainment. My nipples still erect. My breathing had not returned to normal. I steady myself against the silky dark wood of the doorframe. I need more support as I gaze on his nakedness. He moves but is still asleep. His erection jostles and waves though the air. I wondered as I had often how does that feel.
I force myself to back out of the room and press against the hallway wall. Not a breath fills me. My hand cups my cunt. A finger falls inside. A gasp flies from my mouth. Did her hear? I peer around the edge of the door. Still in the same position, now his hand cradles his cock. My finger still in me, I watch. I demand I move. I don't. My own son I tell myself. I have seen him before. I struggle. I still stare in wild abandon.
His hand slides along the rigid shaft. Up. Down. Up. Then back. My fingers move in sync. I bite down on a finger to keep silent. He launches in high arcs. He covers his chest. He rolls over without waking. I finish. I move towards the kitchen dehydrated. Weak in the legs. Wanting more.
The sun rolls though the kitchen. I have not been up long. "Hey lazy head," I tell him as he rubs his hair and adjusts his boxers.
His body presses against mine. His hand on my waist. His warm breathe against my neck. "Hey." I don't know he watched me last night.