Prelude..............
I now relate that part of my life where from everything suddenly changed and my guardians thought that they should keep me up to date on physical matters, on girls,likes, dislikes, everything between man and woman.
I start from the day when my aunt Preetha and her husband ventured in to teach me on the various ways a man and women should be.
I had lost my parents at a very young age and was looked after my aunt Preetha and her husband Shankar. When I was little boy, Preetha or Shankar would strip me down and take me with them into the shower. I got cleaned and played in the water. As I got older we still showered together, saw each other naked, and left the bathroom door open most of the time. I had grown up seeing Preetha and Shankar naked without shame or discomfort, because it was the way we lived up there in a remote village,with acres of land for ourselves and nobody else around.
I was 5 and they were around 22 and 26 at that time when when I came into their life, and now after 14 long years I have just turned 19.
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"Mohan, stand here in front of me, please." said Preetha.
"Now kiss me."
I had kissed Preetha a thousand times over the years, on the cheek, and a few times on the mouth. But this was different. She wanted me to kiss her like Shankar, her husband kissed her.
As I took her face in my hands,
"Don't hurry. When your lips touch, be soft and gentle. You aren't holding my face, you are caressing it. Let your hands be so gentle, when you need a breath back away just enough and the move your nose to the other side of my nose and kiss me again."
After ten or twenty kisses Preetha said, "Enough!"
I dropped my hands and pulled back. Had I done something wrong? I got worried.
"Mohan, while we were kissing what were you thinking about?"
"Kissing you,?"
"Were you thinking about doing it right?"
"Yes. I want to be good at it."
"This may be the toughest part of this lesson. You think about all that when you aren't kissing. You think about everything you ever learn about kissing before you kiss me. When you kiss me you stop thinking and just kiss me."
"Is kissing is like that meditation stuff the Buddhists do?" I asked.
"In a way, yes. If you can kiss me without thinking about techniques, you will kiss me as an expression of why you are kissing me. I will feel the authenticity of that, stronger than any technique."
"Why am I kissing you?"
"Because it is a powerful way for people to tell each other that they love each other, that they care for each other and they want to share life with them."
"May I kiss you again, please?" I asked.
The answer was an unspoken yes. I held Preetha's face and looked into her eyes. I don't think I had ever looked into her eyes as I did right then. Slowly we came together and I was aware of the warmth of her lips and the breath passing between us. I thought about how much I loved her. I disappeared.
I came back when the kiss ended. I cannot tell you anything about that kiss except her reaction to it. When the kiss ended she pulled back just a little, keeping her arms around me.
"Sweet heart, I have been kissed by your soul. Shankar, I am dripping. ."
"Preetha, what does that mean?"
"Mohan, when a woman is being kissed, as an expression of love her body reacts. It reacts by lubricating her vagina. That is her body's way of getting ready for coitus."
"Coitus is when a man puts his penis into a woman's vagina."