Asking 1

All characters are over 18. A good portion of this story will take place via text messages. The varying chapters may include gay, lesbian, bisexuality and incest. I am exploring a variety of storylines.

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As if life wasn't fucked up enough, being a forty six year old divorced mom. Two kids, my eldest daughter away at college at 22. My son, just graduated high school at 19.... barely.

College never seemed like a possibility for him. He isn't dumb, but he struggles a lot with school. Maybe if he was a jock, college could have worked out. But he wasn't that either even though he looked to be fairly well built.

My ex husband only ever really showed up for holidays and birthdays. Honestly, if he wasn't the best fuck when we were young, we never would have gotten married and had kids. Being young, sometimes great sex makes you think you're in love. Thankfully, he was as kinky as I was and we tried just about everything we could.

So here I am, mid 40's, single and finally at a point where I can start exploring a sex life again. Except... my son isn't moving out or going away to college... This is what I call a hiccup in my plans.

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Being single, I was really planning out the time when both my kids were old enough to restart my dating and sex life. I went to the gym regularly and even if I say so myself, I look damn good for my age.

So the problem I have is this...

Will my life become a nightmare if I start trying to get laid again?

Considering my kids needs first, I figured step one might be the easiest or the hardest. Talking to Amy (my daughter) and Nick (my son). Somewhere in my mind, I guess I felt like I needed permission. So... onto asking.

Text from Mom to Amy:

Mom- Hey Ames, how are you doing for grad school?

Amy- Hi mom, all is good. Summer intern job is great and only a month away from starting all over again.

Mom- So glad to hear that! I have been thinking recently and I need to ask you a question.

Amy- Yeah, go for it. What's up?

Mom- It's been almost seven years since your father and I split and I was wondering if you have any thoughts about me possibly starting to date again.

Amy- Fuck mom. It's about time! You need to get laid.

Mom- What the hell Amy? You shouldn't say something like that to your mother.

Amy- Oh come on mom, really? I tell you all about my sex life. I'm not a prude and I know for a fact you aren't either. Don't forget, I'm the one that found your porn stash and toy box back in the day.

Mom- Yeah yeah, you will never let me live that down.

Amy- Ffs mom, when was the last time you had sex?

Mom- Thats none of your business, why would you ask me something like that?

Amy- Well, I'd say if I had to take a guess, you're asking me how I would feel about you dating again because Nick has finally graduated and both of us are old enough to make you feel like you wouldn't be just trying to replace dad.

Mom- WTF?

Amy- Don't forget that I'm in school to become a psychologist. I'm not dumb. It's pretty easy to figure this out.

Mom- Am I that transparent?

Amy- You're overthinking this. I dont have a problem with you getting back out there, really!

Mom- You're the best, you know that don't you.

Amy- I know I know. Seriously though, if you want any help, I'm here for you. Dating has probably changed a lot since the last time you did it.

Mom- Can't be that different, can it?

Amy- Do you even know what tinder is?

Mom- Firewood?

Amy- Not even close. Text me or call me anytime mom. I will help!

Mom- Thank you baby! I will. Now to talk to Nick.

Amy- Why? It shouldn't matter what either of us say, just get back out there. The sooner the better.

Mom- I am going to check with him anyway. I will not hurt either of you. If he isn't okay with it, I need to know.

Amy- Fine mom. But it doesn't really matter.

Mom- Thank you baby. Love you, talk soon!

Amy- Love you too!

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Text from Mom to Nick (about an hour later)

Mom- How's my fabulous son doing today?

Nick- Good mom, what's up?

Mom- I have something important to ask you, when will you be home?

Nick- Prob not until tomorrow, I'm staying at Jesse's place tonight?

Mom- Who's Jesse?

Nick- Just a friend mom, nothing to worry about. Remember, I'm an adult now.

Mom- I know honey but I am always going to worry.

Nick- Seriously mom, I am fine. Actually, better than fine. I have a job interview tomorrow.

Mom- That's so awesome, tell me all about it?

Nick- I will if I get the job and I probably wont even know for at least a week or two.

Mom- Come on, I want to know all about it.

Nick- I promise, I'll tell you everything later. But to answer what your texting about. I'm fine with you dating again.

Mom- Did you talk with your sister?

Nick- Duh!

Mom- Don't be a smartass young man.

Nick- Don't freak out mom. But your kids do actually talk.

Mom- Super happy about that, I didn't know you talked at all. I love that you both get along. You do get along... right?

Nick- You're always bugging us to talk to each other and now your surprised that we do?

Mom- Neither of you ever tell me anything about talking with each other.

Nick- Don't get mad, but we do talk every few weeks. She screenshotted your convo and Amy is right.

Mom- Okay my wonderful son. Tell me what Amy is right about?

Nick- Don't make me say it mom.

Mom- Spit it out Nick.

Nick- Fine. You need to get laid. Is that what you wanted me to say.

Mom- OMG no. I thought you were going to say that you are okay with me getting back out in the dating world like you said before.

Nick- Oops... yeah that's what I meant.

Mom- What the hell is wrong with you two, both of you talking about me having sex. Is this normal now?

Nick- Relax mom, Amy is right. Sign up for tinder. You might get a bit of shock, but you can talk to me or Amy if you need help.

Mom- Thank you. I love you!

Nick- Love ya mom!

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Step two. Figure out Tinder.

As much as I thought talking with Amy and Nick could go wrong, it was surprisingly easy and they both didn't have a problem with me dating again.

Being completely unaware of tinder. I opened up my laptop and poured a glass of wine.

Of course my lap top froze again. It was so old and I almost never used it. When I did use it, it was always to watch porn on a dvd. It always seemed safer than actually using the dvd player in the living room.

Frustrated, I downed my glass of wine and poured another. I took the bottle with me to Nick's room just in case. I fired up his new desktop computer and waited, realizing it was password protected with a pin number.

Not really thinking, I punched in his birthday and it worked. As the main screen came up, I finished off my second glass of wine and poured the rest of the bottle into my oversized glass.

"Holy Fuck!" I blurted out when I looked at the screen.

The picture on the monitor was my son and a woman sucking a cock together. My eyes had to be huge, my mouth had to be wide open.

Strangely enough though, I immediately felt a jolt of electricity and my pussy throbbed.

"Holy Fucking God, That's Nick and some woman sharing a cock!" I can't explain why I was talking out loud to myself, but it needed to be said.

I couldn't stop staring at my handsome son with a thick cockhead in his mouth and the beautiful woman tonguing it from the side. Somehow, her face was familiar but I could not come up with name. It was then that I realized how wet my pussy was getting.

I just sat there... staring. Feeling the tingling throughout my body. I had to snap out of it.

I spun the chair away, picked up my wine and drank. Not daring to turn back around and look.

"Get a grip on yourself!" I scolded...

"What did you think? That he was still a virgin?" Oh course not! But is he gay? Can't be! Could it? He's sucking a dick with a woman."

I downed even more of the diminished wine.

"I know I know her from somewhere?"

I gulped the rest of my glass. My cunt was drenched. I felt the effect of the alcohol like a ton of bricks.

Completely dumbfounded, I got up and went to the kitchen. Placed my empty glass in the sink and threw out the empty bottle. Leaning on the counter, I had to look like a complete mess.

I didn't understand what was happening but somehow my hand was in my joggers. My fingers tracing my wet pussy lips and I heard a moan. It was me.

Coming to my senses, I pulled my hand out and away from my sex.

"Seriously Maddy, get a fucking grip on yourself."

I poured some vodka in another glass and shot it.

"It doesn't matter." I told myself. "It's okay.!"

Time to rationalize.

"My god though. Did you see that thick cock he was sucking! Fuck! Looks just like my ex husband's cock. Oh my fucking god, now I'm thinking about Nick sucking his father's cock. Fuck, I am so demented. How the fuck did my mind get to that?"

I was spinning out of control in my brain, literally talking to myself. Yet somehow my body was on fire. Horny wasn't close to how I was feeling.

"You realize that if you even touch your clit that your going to explode right?"

I nodded a yes to my own question and started walking back into my son's room. I couldn't look at the screen. I sat down and spun around to face the computer again. Trying to only look at the bottom of the screen for the power button and click on it.

As much as I didn't want to look, I saw the picture again as I turned off the computer. It burned itself in my memory. That large veiny and rock hard cock in my son's mouth. The look of complete ecstasy and happiness on Nick's face as he sucked in that beautiful dick.

I don't think I've ever seen anything close to that look before on my son.

Can't really say I remember the next few minutes, it's like I blacked out. Before I knew it, I was completely naked on the floor of my bedroom. The largest dildo I had with a suction cup was attached to the mirror. I was on my knee's in front of it.

I spread my legs wider to get lower. I steadied myself so my mouth aligned with the height of my sex toy right in front of me.

Then, I leaned in. The large fake cock touched my lips. I opened my mouth wide, taking in just about the same amount of cock my son had. Looking at myself in the mirror as I sucked.

My right hand slid down to my pussy. Two fingers glided in so easily. My hand brushed my clit and I flooded my hand with my juices.

I thought to myself; "Your son is a slut just like you!"

I convulsed in orgasm, my face engulfed the dildo, my hand was clamped tight inside my exploding body.

"That's it baby, help mommy suck daddy's cock!"

That was the last thought I had before passing out.