Hello, my beautiful readers,
I sincerely want to apologize for making you wait so long for this story to come out. There are a ton of reasons, but the most important one is that I wanted to do the story justice. As always, English isn't my native tongue, so there might be spelling mistakes and phrases that don't make sense for you English and American readers. Writing this meant a lot to me, and I really, really do hope you enjoy reading it as much as I did in writing it.
I don't want give away the tags, as it will spoil the story for you, but if you're easily offended, read no further. Positive feedback is always welcome though.
Xoxo
/Anna
My story...
By now you've surely read how my stepdad caught me blowing some guy in a Santa outfit, and eventually fucked my brains out. Before I tell you what happened next, I just want to give you my side of things, that lead to said fucking happening.
I never really knew my real father. He disappeared from the face of the earth when he heard that my mom was pregnant with me, so in my early childhood, it was just her and me. When mom met Adam, I could see her whole personality change, and she instantly became much happier. I guess it wasn't all that easy, raising a child on her own, and the change I saw in my mother made me instantly like Adam. Once I got to know him, I even started liking him for who he was, and he slid into the role of parenthood effortlessly. Even though they never married, Adam was the only father figure I had known, and to me, he was my stepdad.
I never rebelled much when I hit puberty, and I think I owe that to mom. Even though she worked all the time, I always felt like she took time out of her life for me. At first, I was a little embarrassed about my changing body, and I took to wearing ball caps and baggy clothes to hide my bourgeoning femininity. I think mom and Adam noticed, though, and mom had several long talks with me. Eventually I accepted that my body was developing, but I had started to enjoy the tomboy style of clothing, and I guess it sort of stuck with me. Mom also helped sway my fears that my breasts never seemed to stop growing. She told me that the women in our family were naturally busty, and regularly took me bra-shopping. One of the first things I learned was that big breasts tend to draw a lot of attention. Thankfully, my baggy clothes downplayed my curves, but the male stares took some getting used to.
My major interest up to that point had been gaming. Ever since I was a child, and mom showed me all these different games, I had thoroughly enjoyed the competitive aspect of learning a set of rules, and how to overcome them. My love of gaming eventually got me into computers. Computers got me into online gaming, which in turn got me into watching people streaming games online. Naturally I had a crack at streaming my own games.
At first I just streamed my games for fun, thinking no one would want to watch some random girl play murder-mystery games, but after a while I had a couple of guys watching my streams regularly.
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I lost my virginity soon after my 18th birthday. The guy clearly didn't know what he was doing, but even though it was a disappointment, it sparked something within me, and I began to think more and more about sex. I was a little too shy to change out of my baggy clothes, but to be honest, having men stare at my chest didn't bother me anymore. In fact, I was beginning to enjoy thinking about the same guys, going home to their wives, or girlfriends, thinking about me, when they had sex.
Masturbation soon became a regular thing for me. Since my own experiences were limited, I had little to fantasize about, except for the guys I met in passing.
Consequently, the fantasies were pretty meek, compared to what I'd tell you now, and mainly revolved around guys like the cashier at the lingerie store coming in 'to check on how I was doing' in the dressing room, or the pizza delivery guy, delivering food just as I stepped out of the shower. Stuff like that. The common denominator was, that in my mind, they'd all make love to me, passionately, and at the time, that was pretty much all I needed to get off.
During that time, I met another guy, but sadly, the experience was just as disappointing.
To be honest, I think it was the exhibitionist aspect of the fantasies that eventually led me to streaming-services that were more 'adult oriented'. Don't get me wrong, I never registered to one of those cam-sites, where people have sex in front of the camera. I still wanted to stream my gameplay. I just wanted the terms of service to give me a little more leeway in terms of how much skin I showed, and what topics were discussed with my viewers.
I soon found a site that suited me well, and after about a month I had a small following. As you'd expect, some guys pestered me about getting naked, or to masturbate on stream. I kindly but firmly let them know that if that's what they wanted, I could direct them to several other sites. A lot of the guys were pretty friendly though, and I'd like to think I developed a report with a few of them, even sharing my disappointing experiences with guys.
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I still don't know how it had escaped me before, but about that time I became aware that mom and Adam fucked. Like, a lot.
One night, I came home from a friend's house, it wasn't all that late in the evening, and I was just about to call out that I was home, when I heard the distinct sound of a woman moaning.
'Oh my god. Adam is giving it to her hard,' I thought to myself, and for some reason, I snuck closer to their bedroom. I guess I just had to see for myself. Thankfully they hadn't closed the door completely, and when I peeked inside, I was dumbstruck. There's no better way to describe it. Adam had mom on her hands and knees, and seemingly fucked the living daylights out of her.
Sadly, they were at an angle where I couldn't see much, but by the sounds they were making, I remember thinking 'so, this is was real sex is like'. I caught myself staring, trying to catch a glimpse of Adam's cock, but my brain told me to leave, before I got caught. It took an effort of will, but I managed to tear my eyes away from what I was witnessing, and snuck back to my room. Once there, I barely had time to take off my clothes, before laying down on my bed, and I closed my eyes, reliving the experience in my mind, as I moved one hand over my large, soft breasts, the other finding its way between my legs. At first, I just thought back to what I had seen. Adam, my stepdad, wasn't making love to mom. He was fucking her. Mom sure seemed to enjoy it. The mental image was even better than the few times I had felt a cock inside me, and I fingered myself faster and faster. How could this be? I felt something huge building inside me, a massive orgasm, just out of reach.
The unbidden thought came to me, as I envisioned what it had to be like, to be mom in that situation. Having Adam grabbing your hips hard, ramming his no doubt, thick cock deep inside her. I envisioned myself, not sneaking away, but stepping into their room. Suddenly it was me there, on all fours. I barely had time to imagine it, before the orgasm washed over me, and it was like nothing before. I had to let go of my breasts, and bite down on my hand to keep from screaming. The sensation was so intense, I even felt my consciousness slipping for a split second.
I lay still for the longest moment, giving myself time to recover. I quickly realized I had stumbled onto something life altering. It all made sense now. I also knew I needed to know more, and the easiest way was to start spying on mom and Adam. Had I just happened to witness some random wild thing on their part, or was this how they fucked?
'Operation sneaky sneak is a go,' I thought to myself, a wide grin on my face as I fell asleep. Yeah, I know it's a dumb name, and with access to the internet, why didn't I think to go online to do my research there? Let me just tell you, if Einstein had orgasms as massive as the one I had that night, we wouldn't have a theory of relativity.
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You know how, in movies, villains always feel the need to explain themselves to the protagonists? To elaborate on their evil scheme, inevitably leading to their eventual downfall? That's kind of what I felt when I woke up the next morning. I needed to tell someone about what had happened, if nothing else, to put words to the strange tingling sensation that just wouldn't quit. I knew I wouldn't be able to trust any of my friends with this kind of information, everyone of them infatuated with Adam, and their response would no doubt just be to seduce him.
As it happened, that following evening was one of the evenings per week when I did a livestream, and about halfway through, one of my regular viewers, a guy named Tom, wrote that he noticed something was different about me that evening, and that I seemed to be smiling more than usual.
Maybe that was the answer? To share my thoughts with someone anonymous over the internet? He had been following me since I started streaming, so he knew a little about me anyway, so what's the harm? I guess you could say I was a little naΓ―ve, but before I could stop myself, I told Tom to email me, and I'd share a naughty story with him. He did, and I replied, sharing the entire event with him, and my plans.
Over the next few weeks, Tom and I emailed back and forth pretty regularly, and he seemed like a really nice guy. He told me a little about himself, that he was a 40 year old man, divorced, no kids, and worked with photography. We also chatted about our respective experiences and fantasies, and it was great to get a guy's perspective, as Operation Sneaky Sneak progressed. As I got to know Tom more and more, I guess we built a mutual trust, and we soon exchanged phone numbers, the emails becoming text messages. He shared a picture of himself with me, and to be honest, he looked a lot like Adam, apart from lacking a beard and having a full head of hair.
Tom was also the one who eventually showed me the writing on the wall. I guess I had just been too close to it, to see the forest for the trees. It was about a week before my 19th birthday, and I had just relayed to Tom how, about an hour ago, I had caught mom and Adam fucking, thinking I wasn't in the house. Well, not so much "caught" as watching them doing it, and then sneaking away before they caught me peeking. The phone buzzed, as Tom replied.