Alice learns that after school is the right time to play with her big brother...
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At the end of the term I went home for a visit. There was going to be a family dinner but I had all kinds of other plans too - checking in with a couple of my high school teachers, spending a little time with Sally who was going to be home visiting at the same time, visiting a couple of friends who were still in high school. Shopping. But the first plan was to go and visit Evan at his new job. I was really curious about his school. Evan's degree and high grades hadn't hurt him any, but his cushy teaching job was due mostly to Dad's string pulling.
Mom told me Evan's school was "over on 68th and Birch," but I'd never even heard of a school called Elizabeth Cady Stanton. It certainly wasn't one of the public schools whose names we all grew up knowing. Mom assured me that Evan would love to see me and show off his classroom, if I made sure to go after class had let out.
I timed things a little too close, because when I got there all of the parking was full of parents waiting for their kids. I parked on the street a couple of blocks away and walked back through a very ritzy neighborhood of expensive houses. I stopped under a couple of trees catty-corner from the school.
I'd learned from Mom that Elizabeth Cady Stanton was a private school -- very expensive and snooty. Evan was very lucky to have a job there. The new brick building was designed to look old and classy, and it was obvious even to my untrained eye that they'd had a lot of money to spend on it. The lawn around the school was green and as big as a park. But what really surprised me was the sign over the door -- Elizabeth Cady Stanton High. I guess I had assumed that it was an elementary school, and I didn't quite appreciate the little tingly feeling pussy sent me when I realized that Evan would have high school girls in his classes. While I watched the front doors the bell rang and a minute or two later the students started to come out, looking for their parents' cars or starting to walk home.
They were girls. Every single one of them. High school girls wearing tall socks, shiny Mary Jane shoes and pink and gray plaid ties with matching gray plaid skirts.
I felt as if I'd been shoved back in time to when I'd discovered the plaid-skirted schoolgirls on Evan's computer. My legs went weak, and a delicious shiver emanated from between my legs, pussy perking up like a kitten who's heard the sound of a can of tuna being opened in the kitchen.
This was where I'd wanted to be all along. This was who I'd wanted to be. A high school girl in a plaid skirt.
I watched them go by as the school emptied out. Some of them were giggling, most of them were carrying books, their skirts undulating from the motion of taut little asses.
And my brother, who had always wanted to fuck a girl wearing a plaid skirt, was their teacher.
Don't get me wrong. I never suspected for even a moment that Evan had designs on those girls. It probably wouldn't have mattered to him even if they had thrown themselves at him. He had way too much integrity to even consider sleeping with one of his students. He'd take his responsibilities as their guardian very seriously. I knew Evan, and he just wouldn't do it.
But I also knew his secret, and it had to be a kind of torture for him to be so close to the girls of his fantasies and not be allowed to touch any of them. Damn it. This was all Dad's fault. He had gotten Evan the job, and Evan felt like he had to take it because it was such a prestigious private school, one that undoubtedly paid a lot more than he'd ever get in a public school. And now he was stuck smack dab between his desires and his need to make a living.
I felt so sorry for Evan. I also felt a little trembly inside and a little wet between my legs. I suppose that the idea had already crawled into my mind, but I hadn't noticed it yet.
Elizabeth Cady Stanton High emptied out, but I no longer wanted to go inside to see Evan. No matter how glib my big brother was, no matter how much he'd like to show off his school, I wasn't about to try to make polite conversation knowing that part of him was wondering what it would be like if only he could play under the skirt of the little hottie who'd been sitting in the front row of his class. I didn't know how he could stand it. I spent way too much time playing with myself and dreaming of sex and plaid skirts, and that was without the temptation of them sitting in front of me all day long.
I got in my car and went home.
Since I wasn't alone with Evan at the family dinner I managed to find stuff to talk about that didn't lead me to saying something inappropriate. Mom and Dad asked me a lot about school and I kept the conversation squarely on impersonal stuff like my psych class, the campus food and the football team.
After dinner we all hung out in the kitchen talking and eating Dad's homemade lemon ice cream with ginger, just like old times. I couldn't help but wonder about how Evan managed it. I mean, he looked all normal, like he hadn't spent the whole day staring at his fantasies come to life and wishing he could fuck them silly. But then, I supposed that I looked normal too.
I tried very hard not to stare at him leaning against the counter, laughing and spooning ice cream into his mouth. I was definitely feeling a little fluttery between my legs. He was a tall handsome man and I felt like I had a schoolgirl crush thing going even if he was my brother. Of course I wasn't all that innocent where Evan was concerned.
We shared a secret, even if he didn't know it. And as much consternation as it was causing me, it had to be even worse for him. Evan spent his working day like a kid with his nose pressed against the window of the candy store, and he would never, ever have a nickel to spend there. He had to be miserable. The revelation suddenly swept over me, causing my whole body to feel flushed and my knees to go weak. The only person who was in any position to keep him out of trouble was me, and it was my duty to help my big brother. The certainty stole over me, making me giddy and scared at the same time. I was going to do it. I was going to help Evan.
I was going to help me, too.
We still had our old rooms -- Evan hadn't found an apartment to move into since he graduated, and Mom and Dad would keep my room for me until I graduated too. I excused myself a little early so I could go to bed.