Ace Sister and Horny Brother
By AnonymousNin
1
During our senior year of high school, my brother, James, and I started masturbating together..
I was eighteen and my brother nineteen.
For whatever reason, our parents started us in school at the same time.
It all started one day when my brother fell asleep on my bed.
He napped and must have had some horny dreams because I could see James's erection through his shorts.
I was just on the bed with him, drawing in a plain sketch notebook.
Still asleep, James wrapped his arms and legs around my pink body pillow and began to hump it.
I thought it was funny.
I did my best to keep quiet, and just sketch, while watching my brother hump my body pillow.
My brother woke up
He was super embarrassed.
I laughed.
"Don't worry, it's cool."
He smiled. His face was super red.
"Are you going to finish," I teased.
"No, I'm fine."
"Well you should, you don't want to have blue balls the rest of the day."
"Really? Are you sure?"
"Yeah it's fine. I'm just gonna draw."
My brother pulled down his pants and revealed himself to the open air of my room.
I just laid on my stomach and worked on my drawing as my brother began to jerk himself off.
My brother quickly climaxed over his lower stomach.
I gave him one of my dirty t-shirts to wipe himself off with.
"Thanks," he said. "How are the drawings going?"
"Good," I said with a smile.
2
My brother got in the habit of coming and laying on my bed to jerk off while I worked on my drawings.
I'm pretty much asexual so I didn't mind it.
None of it clicked. I didn't think it was that dirty.
If anything I thought it was absurd and funny.
Sometimes I would kiss James's neck or breathe in his ear while he stroked himself.
We never kissed. We never touched one another.
James just jerked himself off on my bed in front of me.
I didn't mind.
If he asked nicely I would undress for him, take my top off.
We never touched bodies except for me kissing his neck.
Everything else felt too dirty.
I didn't mind my brother seeing me naked.
It felt natural.
If I had any dirty panties I would let James wrap them around himself as he jerked off.
It made the clean up so much easier.
I remember one time, I was shirtless in these light pastel pink leggings while my brother was next to me on the bed stroking himself.
I was on my stomach working on my sketches.
My brother touched and played with one of my feet as he stroked himself.
It tickled.
My brother tickled my foot as he got himself off.
3
It took me a long time to figure out that I was asexual.
I didn't know I was asexual in high school.
I didn't really know how to feel about sex. That's probably why I didn't mind being around my brother while he masturbated.
If anything, I thought it was funny and absurd and enjoyed the experience.
Being ace is weird: like I still want a boyfriend and I have wanted one for as long as I remember-- since I was a little girl.
I want a boyfriend to kiss, hold hands, cuddle, and sleep with in the same bed with.
But actual sex-- ew, no thanks, I'm good.
I guess what I'm looking for is the type of relationship I accidentally had with my brother.
A relationship where we are good friends, live together, and occasionally I kiss his neck or something while he masturbates.
I don't know how to go about finding a relationship like this.
It feels like most guys don't want to be with you long term if there isn't going to be any sex.