Before any of you jump to conclusions, no, we didn't have hidden feelings for each other before this or anything like that. We used to take baths together and stuff when we were younger but that was innocent. We grew up together and hadn't seen each other for a couple of years because of parent issues. I'm was also a curious virgin. Who better to practice with than someone who knows you best? (Plus, he's not blood related)
It was a nice summer day, pretty warm and I was at my aunt's for the first time in a long time to hang out with my cousin Austin. He was 18 and I was 19. Last time he seen me I was ugly as fuck to be honest. Hair parted down the middle of my forehead, dorky freckles, chubby figure, huge double chin, wore dorky clothes... I laugh when I look back on it.
It was about 4pm and we both decided to go to the lake. Before he got in the water, I noticed him looking at me weird, like looking me up and down; I caught myself doing the same to him.
From what I last remembered he was a scrawny 4'9 little boy but he grew up. He had dirty blonde hair, not too defined but a noticeable six pack starting, brown eyes, big hands (lol I have a thing for hands), and he was now about 6'3. He got hot. I couldn't believe I was looking at the same person!
I lost some weight since I last seen him but I'm still on the thicker side, I have greenish hazel eyes, 40D bra size, pale skin, 5'4, dirty blonde hair, and have somewhat of a booty.
And just as I snapped out of my awkward trance it got MORE awkward. Somebody got a beach boner and ha ha boy did he get bigger. He realized I was looking at him and tried hiding it then said "let's go in!!" and so we did.
We swam for a while and the glisten of his perfectly tan skin made me think about him in a way cousins shouldn't think about each other. We finally got out and dried ourselves off and he drove us back to his house.
We went in his room and sat on the bed with Dark Souls on the TV screen. He got up after drying off and started taking off his swim trunks. I looked at him and he kinda turned away a little bit. Austin just laughed and said "turn your head it'll only take a second". I turned away kinda smiling and laughing a little to myself. Then he said I could look. He sat on the bed, picked up his controller, and started playing his game. He said I could get dressed in there too if I wanted so I took off my wet t-shirt and shorts and bra but left my panties on. He kinda looked at me from the corner of his eye and said "wet much?" and snickered. I took off the panties and just laughed to myself. As he gave me a shirt and shorts to wear I kept catching him looking at me. I laid back on the bed and went back to my thoughts. He only had basketball shorts on, I noticed, and I couldn't quit staring at the small bulge in his shorts. 'Stop looking' I thought to myself. I looked away and at the game. God, what happened. He got so hot. How?? STOP THINKING ABOUT HIM!
After a few hours of gaming we realized it was about midnight and my uncle told us we should go to bed. My aunt and uncle went to bed. He decided to sleep on the pull-out couch with me in the living room and I didn't really have much of a choice lol.
He got his laptop and I got bored with my phone so I just watched his laptop screen as we both lay on our stomachs. He went from Facebook to Tumblr to YouTube and eventually he started looking up porn. Kinda thought it was weird that he was that comfortable with watching porn with me. Well, at first it was fucking around with girls on cams and asking how their lives are and why they do what they do (as a joke). But after a while he really started watching it. After a few minutes of cams, he started shifting around like he was uncomfortable. He then just put his back up against the couch and sat there, looking up porn. I sat next to him.
Out of the silence I heard him whisper "what are you into?" as he smiled.
I thought he was joking so I said "oh ya know the usual, tentacle, beastiality, necro, brony, anime."
He laughed it off and I could see him getting harder under the covers. "Ha ha no really, what are you in to."
With a slightly surprised look I said "oh... Well I like lesbian... And bdsm... And barely legal..."
Without asking why he said "oh! I like those too. Are you into dd/lg or anything?"
I said "yeah but I don't really let many people know that."