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Mother helps son write a more realistic, incestuous Nude Day story.
Chapter One - The black binder filled with erotic stories
"Mom! I'm home. Where are you?"
"I'm up here in your room, Jason," said Elizabeth to her son dryly.
Thinking it odd, Jason immediately noticed her stern tone. Normally, she's in the kitchen to give him a hug and a kiss on the cheek, as if she had been there waiting for him to come home to greet him. Normally, as if he was the man of the house and, no doubt, he was, she was eager to listen to how his day was, while serving him milk and cookies at the kitchen table, as if he was still her little boy. Normally, she's happy to see him. Today was different. He felt the tension in the air and in her voice. Something was wrong, but what? Then, he realized that she was in his room.
"Oh, shit. What did she find?"
An overload of thoughts went through his head. What's his mother doing in his room? With respecting one another's privacy a big issue, as much for her, as it is for him, she never goes in his room. Did he forget to close his bedroom door? No, he remembered closing it, when leaving for his college class. Did he forget to shut down his computer? No, he didn't. He remembered shutting it down. Even if he had left his computer up and running, everything is password protected anyway, he thought to himself, while putting down his books and removing his backpack. There's no way his technology phobic mother could read any of what he's written about her on his computer.
'Oh, shit!'
Maybe she found a pair of her panties and/or her bra that he used to feel, while masturbating and forgot to put back in the laundry bin.
'Oh, fuck.'
Sick with worry, knowing she found something, but what, he scaled the stairs to his room two at a time.
"Hi, Mom," said Jason with a forced smile, while standing in his doorway and looking around his room to see if anything looked disturbed.
His mother was sitting on his bed. She never sits on his bed. What's that all about? A foreboding feeling of doom took hold of him, as if being sent to the principal's office, when he was back in high school, so long ago.
"Hi, Jason," she said without standing to give him a smile or a kiss on the cheek and he was too upset with her to go to her to get one.
"What are you doing in my room?"
He tried acting calm, when he was panicking inside. He knew she had found something, he could tell by her stiff demeanor, but what? As if she was the bloody Queen of England, she was always so stiffly judgmental, but today she was his mother on steroids. Today, she invaded his privacy. Suddenly, he felt so controlled by her.
He should have known this living arrangement would never work. With all of his friends living just off campus in their own apartments, a 22-year-old grown man, he was still living at home with his mother. Only, feeling bad about leaving her, having been so close to her for so long, putting off the inevitable, he picked the local university, instead of leaving the state to go to school. He figured living at home, instead of on campus, would not only save money but also would make her feel better about him maturing into a man and no longer being her little boy. Only, what would she do, when he found a woman, got married, and left her to live his life?
He wondered what she possibly could have found. He didn't use drugs, but maybe one of his friends left a joint or a roach of marijuana behind, when last they visited. Oh, God, how embarrassing would that be, if she found evidence of him masturbating, especially at his age, a spent tissue, perhaps, or his nude photos of Jennifer Lopez, his cougar idol. Maybe, being that she was already sitting on his bed, she was going to give him the birds and bees talk. Yet, at 22-years-old, even though she still treated him, as if he was her little boy, he was no longer a horny, pimple faced teenager; he was a man.
Oh, shit, maybe she found his spy magazine, the one with the color camera circled that he was saving to buy to spy on her stripping naked to take a shower, dressing and undressing for bed in her bedroom, or hoping to catch her masturbating in bed. He chose that particular camera because the software automatically downloaded the live feed to his computer. Pretending he was sitting behind his computer doing his homework, he could watch his naked mother, instead, from any room in the house on his portable, wireless laptop. Whatever she found, he could tell by the look on her face that she found something bad. Whatever it was, he was fucked.
"Well," said Elizabeth seated on his bed with her knees pressed so tightly together, that they looked, as if they were cemented.
Yet, even with her knees so tightly pressed together, because of her preference for short skirts and because of her shapely thighs from jogging around the neighborhood, she still inadvertently and routinely gave him a sneak peek of a triangular patch her panty, just above her thighs.
"Yes? What is it, mother?" Acting as if someone in the family had died, her stiff demeanor frightened him.
Just as she was so damn beautiful, she was so damn anal. Just once, he'd love to see her relax. Just once, he'd love to see her drunk, or high, or so happy that she didn't care about all the unimportant things in life that made her so crazy. He tried to get her to meditate by buying her a book and a tape for Christmas, but she never did. A day at the spa, he bought her a massage for her birthday, but she never used that either. An attractive woman, he wished she'd find someone to make her happy and to get her off his back, but that dating service that he submitted her profile to didn't work. She had a few dates and he suspected she had sex, but the men she dated, probably players just looking for sex, never called her for a second date. For better or for worse, two peas in a pod and attached at the hip, as if they never cut the umbilical cord, they were still stuck together, as mother too attached to her son.
Knowing she was thinking about what to say, he watched her wrestle with her thoughts. In the way she smoothed down her short skirt and placed her hands in her lap, as if to purposely deny him his customary up skirt view of her panty, if he was looking, he figured she somehow knew that he was always looking to see what he can see of her. Yet, how in the Hell did she find out that he was a voyeur and she was his personal, private exhibitionist? With the use of diversions to divert her attention away from his sexual intentions and away from his incestuous stare with well placed mirrors, going out of the way with precautions to make the house a secretive voyeur's paradise, he had been so careful over the years for her not to catch him looking.
"I was putting away your clothes, when I decided to change your sheets," she said looking up at him with a horror, as if he had just told her that he was a serial killer. "I found your black binder full of disgusting, dirty stories about me tucked beneath your mattress," she said pulling out the book from behind her back and holding up his sordid book of incestuous stories with her as the starring character.
"I'm sorry, Mother," he said with his head down, as if he had just broken the window again playing baseball on the front lawn, when he was a kid.
"I must admit, because the writing was top notch, it was an interesting read," she said with smugness.
Nonetheless, her compliment, she looked at him, as if he had just stabbed her through the heart. She looked at him with a face full of hurt, in the way she must have looked at her boyfriend, when he told her he didn't love her, after impregnating her with him 23-years ago and deserting her to raise him alone. Always so positive, she always looked for the bright side of things and the fact that she was complimenting him on his erotic writing about her, his own mother, was a bit of a stretch.
"Mom! You read my stories?" Lightheaded, he was paralyzed with fear, while nearly every dirty word he wrote about her fast forwarded through his mind in the way of a supersonic ticker tape. Sick with remorse, he couldn't move. "How could you? That's personal. That's private. That's mine."
"So wrong on so many different levels, how dare you write those dirty stories about me, Jason, your own mother!" She said holding up his black binder, as if she was a holy woman holding up the Bible to ward off the Devil in her house.
She looked at him in the way she did, when he came home from Junior High and used swears word, before she cured him of that, by washing his mouth out with soap. She hated foul language and would have nothing to do with any man, who used it, which is why, no doubt, she's alone and lonely now.