My gawd this room is hot. It's closing in on me. My underarms are sopping wet and beads of sweat are dripping from my hairline down my cheeks. And that isn't the worst of it. My clingy blouse is pressed against my breasts, obscenely marking the curvy contours of my C-cups and emphasizing the plump, taut nipples seemingly attempting to slice their way through the front of my soggy blouse. And the moist-hot inferno between my thighs is making sitting here, acting like a proper woman but shaking like a leaf in the wind, while listening to this sordid, sexual situation a torturous, titillating endeavor.
Then the sultry looks that I'm receiving from my nineteen-year-old daughter are burning holes through my heart and leading my corrupted brain to envision evermore lewd situations that would set my poor, naive body aflame and causing that illicit tingle to stir in my uterus. The way she stares at me and scans my trembling body while lasciviously and obviously, petting and circling her pussy is seductive yet depraved. I am fighting to keep my thighs clenched and to smother the vulgar moaning noises that I am so tempted to voice. I should be better than this; and still, as Christy knows all-too-well, it has been only a few scant hours since I sheepishly crawled out of my own bed disheveled and dripping, having surrendered my body to the perverted wishes of her brother- my son. And now, even sticky-wet and hyper-stimulated, I wanted to hear more salacious testimony about her incestuous tryst with Jason.
Obviously, the temperature in the room was just fine, it was my body generating the heat that unsettled me. My breathing was rapid and shallow forcing my heavy bustline to heave and fall on my chest. She caught every motion of my body and her brown eyes bored into mine. I spied her own tits swelling and the firm. plump, points becoming pronounced. I don't know why or even when I started looking at this young woman as a sex object, the lust for her enticing figure began to fill my thoughts.
My mind was dizzy from the sudden rush of warm blood speeding towards my pussy causing a thumping sensation in my loins and then violently reversing course to help my conflicted brain process what I've been hearing from Christy. Then the blood hurtles back to my over-heated snatch as I ponder the various entanglements involved with all of my children fucking one another and crudely picturing my 47 year-old frame being a centerpiece of the attraction, not just for my son now, but with both of my sensuous daughters. And again, my brain, starving for a nourishing supply of fresh energy, needs to confront someone-anyone- about the moral and psychological impact of the family's unique little perversion, while hungrily and distastefully wishing for more.
The thing that confused me most was exactly how "unmotherly" this whole thing made me feel. If I had learned first, that my older daughter and son were fucking, I would have felt righteous anger. But that wasn't the case. Then to hear that my younger daughter had not just watched and lusted over their debauchery but joined-in on the degeneracy, I would have been suitably incensed and indignant. But not only was I late to the party; as far as I knew, I was the one who indulged in this corruption though not by initial choice, but certainly with little compunction and then a trashy willingness to accept and wantonly participate in this sexual depravity.
The only actual moment that had me re-evaluating my motherly instincts was when Jason called me his "mommy-slut" and told me he would "suck on my plump nipples like when he was a child," or that I "should have been sucking his big cock for years." Yet the emotion that filled me was lust. To hear him call me a slut as he forced his angry cock past my vulva and into the fiery depths of my pussy was disgraceful and chastening. Then he gathered my wavy locks in his grasp and tugged my neck back to arch my spine so that he could squeeze my bouncing tits as he drilled his length into me. All I could do was moan and grovel. Initially I was frightened by his nocturnal incursion and actually tried to fight him off but unfortunately, my willpower was defeated by a lecherous abandonment.
And when he triumphantly left my bed this morning; with me wallowing in the dank sheets and still recovering from many hours-worth of surrendering my submissive form to his lusty and aggressive commandeering, he blatantly asserted that my former marital bed would now belong to him whenever he wanted to fuck me and he laid-down his next rule, stating that though he would be home late tonight, I should be naked and on my knees when I heard him come in, and ofcourse I understood my role in that scenario. And I only nodded my assent and asked if there would be anything else he wanted.
And now, having listened to Christy's erotic account of voyeurism and incest concerning her siblings and seeing how she eyed my figure lustily, while openly toying with her warm, wet cunt and me, being unable to draw my own eyes away from her obvious come-on, I felt a horrible but titillating desire to make her an invitation of my tortured anatomy. She made a point earlier, that Jason was not just suave and sensual he could practically read a woman's mind and feel when her hormones were in an uproar. It seemed evident that having discovered the depths of my own degradation, and following the example- or possibly an order from her Rasputin-like brother- she jettisoned her timidity and was sending the first non-verbal clue that she would also like to have sex with her mother. I was feeling impotent and paralyzed with a longing for sexual gratification. I was beginning to live through my pussy.
The fact that I was squirming in my seat with my nipples enlarged and my thighs clenched shut while sweat oozed from my pores and both my heart- and pulse rates were pounding audibly in my head, only signaled how close I was to a second incestual seduction- this one bi-sexual- in the space of twelve hours. I was shivering with fear and excitement over the prospects of losing control of this exotic situation and of losing my mind. I wanted to call for another "time-out" to compose my thoughts and to bring-down the temperature in the room, but that would only have been a clear answer to her unspoken question. She knew that I was on a hook.
It was already becoming obvious to the second member of my family, that I could be easily seduced and readily conquered. When was this character flaw revealed? Why, after nearly five decades have I abruptly but unexpectedly, discovered this erogenous emptiness in my sexuality? Maybe it wasn't a flaw, but a distinguishing quality? Maybe this is what I've always really lusted for? All I know is that I now ache for this feeling, the one I had last night with Jason. Possibly a new sensation with Christy, or Linda, maybe all of them? What is happening to me?
In an effort to change the subject to a minor degree, and not knowing where or what this may lead to, I asked her to continue her narrative and get to the part where she entered the "arrangement." This is when I noticed the alluring smile on my daughter's face and understood that retelling this story was like walking through a wet-dream for Christy. Her warm hand now emerged from the waistband of her dampened undies. She eased closer to me on the sofa and took another sip of the brandy-laced coffee that we had been sampling. And she agreed to further inform me of the peculiar family machinations, with one "simple" request. She explained that our closeness would make this easier to get through, so she asked if we could hold hands.
I felt no reason to withdraw and allowed her to place my trembling hand in her warm, moist grip and she held our coupled palms to her heart as she began. There is still the strongest possibility that I've misjudged this entire situation. I felt instantly more tender to her anxiety and softened to her predicament as my wrist sensed the thumping of her heart. Her tale started and as I once again, fell under the spell of the bewitching reenactment to this carnal affair, I perceived our hands slowly drifting closer to her breasts, and the warmth and softness of her enticing body. My eyes closed and my body went limp. Control and reason were slipping away from me. Our interlocked fingers brushed against the rounded, soft flesh of her curvy mounds. I knew what was happening but was helpless to restrain my impulses. I let-out a breathy, yearning sigh. I never attempted to release my hold and allowed our joined hands, under her loose guidance, to explore and roam over the entirety of her luscious body as I was swept into the daring descriptions of her highly erotic chronology.
[ Christy's descent into incest]
After that night, and until I found out later, I wasn't certain if Linda had spotted me and/or if she told Jason that they had been watched. But now I carried around a guilty secret that was eating me up all day long and whenever I was with either one of them. Especially when one or the other seemed to be studying me as I pretended to not notice. Or when they made little "inside jokes" to each other as they often did. Remember that Linda is four years older than me and Jason one year older than her. Since I was so much younger as they were physically maturing, and that "playing doctor" was almost a "rite of passage" to adulthood, I was uncertain as to whether they had explored each other before this. But in that six-week period when you were helping Aunt Ruth with her baby, they certainly became freer and more intimate with their bodies.
(At this sentence, my mother loudly protested that when she left us alone in the house, she had felt confident that she was relying on the intelligence and morals of three adults whom she assumed could be trusted to know right from wrong. I was rightfully impugned by her accusations but after dropping my head in shame, I was greeted with a similar expression of remorse as she silently reflected on her own incestuous fall from grace. Our hands remained coupled and now nestled in the smoldering confines of my moistened thighs which were allowing a more accessible but discreet pathway towards my volcanic "Y". We both measured the electric current flowing from that direction and our eyes met through misty tears, but she merely gripped my palm a bit tighter and permitted my hand to inch closer to its steamy destination.)
I knew what I saw that evening was incest. And I knew, even with the prompting of alcohol, that it was consensual. I needed to reason with myself that they didn't hurt anyone. They weren't "in love" and had no plans to get married. Plus, they continued to date other people, though I had a good idea that they still fucked each other whenever the mood hit. I also regretfully understood that I couldn't approach you about them and being unsure if they knew that I spied on them, I couldn't easily broach the subject with them.
But I would now begin to notice that when they sat together under a blanket on the couch watching a movie, there was alot going-on under the covers. And often when one would slip-out of the room, the other disappeared a short time later. If you had observed them closely like I started to, you would have seen the smudged lipstick or tussled hair. Sometimes they would come back with their clothing inside-out or all red-faced and obviously no longer wearing underwear.