To Walk The Constellations Pt 03

MY RECOVERY

I spent it in bed, drugged to the gills and swimming with nano.

MY LOSS

I only knew my recovery was done when Techne came to the bedroom that I'd been laying in -- sweating, shivering, aching -- and pulled up a diagnostic holo off my corset. She looked it over, her camera-eyes whirring as she whistled slowly. "God

damn

, Jesus Christ and all her saints, Stumble fucked you up, Venn."

She undid the nano corset and I started my career as a Liminal Knight and member of a sundiver crew by sitting up and almost throwing up all over Techne's chrome thighs. I clutched my belly, then breathed in, and felt the loss. My eyes widened and I clutched at my chest, then put my hand to my throat. "Techne!" I hissed. "Techne, what the fuck happened, I'm not okay, oh god!"

"What?" Techne looked back at the holo. "Your readout shows the nano flushed just fine and it's quadrupled your life expectancy. We snipped out three nascent tumors, fixed up your lung scarring, corrected your nearsighted eyes..." She shook her head. "The open source retrovirals fixed up the gene-bomb you had going on in your heart and brain. You don't want to

know

what was going to hit you in your fifties. Alzheimers, dementia...the only

good

thing was you were going...to..."

She trailed off then, since she saw me breathing in. Holding it. Breathing out.

"It's not there," I whispered.

"What's not there?" Techne asked. "If the diagnostics are missing something-"

I looked at her. "D-Don't you know? Everyone's got the fire of life inside em. When you breathe in, you feel it right here." I slapped the place right above my chest, where my dots were clustered. "You breathe in and its like a

fire

. That's what old Rhales calls the...the fire of life..." I trailed off.

Techne was looking at me with the saddest expression that plastic and chrome could have. "Venn, that was lung scarring from micro-plastic in the winds, from the old trash heaps that are still burning in Stumble's equatorial hellzone." She shook her head. "It was part of what was going to kill you before you hit fifty standard."

I blinked at her. "Oh."

She grinned. "Come on. Get up."

I stood and I had to admit, without the fire of life inside me, without the aches and pains in my joints, without the squinting I had to do to see properly, my whole body felt like it'd been rubbed down by the gods themselves. I rolled my arms slowly, stretched, wondering at how far I could move things. My stomach growled as Techne came back with some clothing. It wasn't what I had worn on Stumble - "aw, fuck no, we spaced that garbage" - but it was loose and comfortable: White top, leggings, and these kind of tight, form fitting shoes that had a strange metal sheen on the bottom and ankle bracers that glowed a dull red. I wriggled into everything as Techne rummaged around, the came back with-

My eyes bugged and I caught what she tossed: My threshold blade. The hilt was heavy in my hands, weighty like destiny. I held it, my eyes wide as Techne let her smile shine.

"I sure hope you know what to do with that," she said. "The Alliance hasn't had a Liminal Knight on its side for, hoo..." She whistled. "Years and years. Without them, we've been running from Hegemonic forces and hitting back only when we got the chance."

I nodded, slowly, then found that there was a tiny hook on the belting of my leggings. I slipped my threshold blade there, where it hung heavy. I grinned at Techne, trying for cocky, but I'm pretty sure I just looked like a soaked exigenic kitten. "I, uh. I'll do my best."

"That's the spirit, Venn," Techne said, slapping my shoulder. "Come on. Let's show you the

Tiamat

."

THE TIAMAT

The Tiamat was, according to Techne, a three kilometer long cone shaped sundiver. The very back of the ship was mostly made up of the 'drive core' - a huge engine that took what she called 'antiprotons' and mixed them with hydrogen. The same stuff that came from water, I think. The antiprotons exploded the hydrogen and pushed what was left out of the back, which is what made the ship go. Which made sense to me, all the old magic was supposed to take stuff and fuel. The outer edge of the cone was made of ship hull, the same stuff that we'd found so useless down on Stumble. It was made of a material that could only be produced in worlds that remembered or preserved the oldest magic.

Nucleosynthesis.

The word alone tasted like

power

on my tongue. Techne explained it like so: "When the universe began, it began hot. Hotter than you can possibly imagine. At those temperatures, atoms fly apart, and the parts that make up

their

parts fly apart. You have this big slurry of potential. And it turns out, if you can recreate that temperature -- even in a very tiny space, for a very tiny sliver of time -- you can

adjust

what atoms form. The Machines figured it out and it took a Machine or a Machine's slave to make the magic happen. But it's how the Domain created sundivers and impossible vaults and shimmerweave and all the old legends."

I had nodded at that -- while Techne walked me through a doorway and into a vault that boggled my brain. It was like standing in the circular drum of the ramscoops down on Stumble, but we were on a bridge that ran right down the middle. The walls, though, were completely buried under endless, stacked pallets of what looked like

prime

A+ tech salvage. Huge machines, ripped from their housings and packaged, lots of tiny tech bundled up in flex wire and twine, even plates of metal that looked prime for smelting. All of it arrayed around me.

This, Techne said, was the main cargo hold. It was also what the crew of the Tiamat had been doing while she'd been spying: Tech salvage in the dead asteroid cities that had existed over my head my entire life...and I'd never known. Never even imagined. "Took em years. Good thing too, I was on that damn planet for

ages

."

My brow furrowed as Techne led me out of the hold and into the final part of the tour: the bridge. The corridor leading to the bridge went through a series thick doors that had to open and shut behind us with ponderous

clurr-

clunk noises each time. Techne stood by one door as other shut behind us and said: "You're wondering why I was there, huh?"

I nodded.

And a teeny tiny part of me wanted her to say...because of

me

.

N-Not cause I wanted, uh, her to be, like, interested. Who'd be interested in a little twiggy girl for, you know.

Stuff

. But what if Techne had come because there had been a prophecy? What if she had come because she knew my parents -- the ones who had left me by the Machine Temple nineteen orbits ago? My throat tightened and I gripped my hands behind my back, my skin tingling all over. Techne nodded and gunned my hopes down without mercy.

But that was okay. It had been fucking stupid. Fucking...forget I said anything.

THE ALLIANCE OF FREE WORLDS

"I was there spying for the Alliance," Techne said. "We'd been getting intelligence reports that the Victrix Imperita was heading down the Chain. Past a certain point, you run out of planets worth visiting. Hell, Stumble's actually the

nicest

planet in this part of the Chain."

"How!?" I squeaked.

"Uh, humans are still alive on it," she said. "The next two worlds up the chain are tombs. And not even ones you can raid. One's glowing almost as hot as the sun, they set off so many nuclear bombs. The next's got a biophage that turns most forms of Human into piles of guts within two weeks of infection. That one has an actual Hegemony base in orbit to shoot down anyone who tries to go raiding." She shook her head. "Down the chain, we do have another Hegemony base on the big one oh oh oh...but past them? It all becomes mystery and legend, since no sundivers trade down this far without a good fucking reason."

I was still trying to wrap my brain around the idea of a planet that was

worse

than Stumble while Techne explained: "Since the Victrix was heading down, the Alliance wanted to know why and the Tiamat was doing a traderun with Em n' Em...so...we headed down. And hit the

jackpot

. Most of the sundivers that come down to Stumble are those that are too on the outs and low on mana to have time to risk with vacuum salvage, especially not stuff so far away from the primary." She grinned as the door opened. "So we had whole

cities

of tech that had only been nibbled on..."

I

kind

of got what she was going for. There were tech fields that were too hard to get to for anyone to bother with. But if your team, say, found a big tractor and got it working? Well, then you had something, right? But there was one thing I had to ask: "The...Alliance?"

Techne nodded. "The Alliance of Free Planets. There have been a few since the Hegemony formed. Some were huge, like the Novalli Republique and they and the Hegemony fought wars that burned whole swaths of the Chain to the ground. Others were small and scattered and only survived by simmering. But they all got ground down by Emperor after Emperor. The first and worst was Daniel Haram Nebuchadnezzar the

First

." She turned and spat a glob of lubricant onto the ground. "Oh, by the way. Tradition? When you hear that name,

boo

. The fucker glassed fifty eight planets and left a deadzone so huge the Chain nearly snapped and ended it by crucifying the last President of the Republique..."

I nodded, then booed as loudly as I could. Cause...

Holy

hells

what an absolute bastard.

Techne laughed as the last door opened and we entered the bridge. I walked in, excited. Bushy tailed, even. Cause I'd lived on a bridge my whole life. I wanted to see what a living one looked like.

UHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

The bridge. Right.

I was going to focus on the first working bridge of an actual starship and

not

on the gloriously muscular, broad shouldered, shirtless, grease smeared god of a man standing before me. His arms were stretched up and over his head, which let him show off every single one of his iron-hard muscles. His belly looked wide enough that I could fling myself on him as a blanket and only get my feet and forehead on the ground. His skin was covered with a fine spread of scales -- which wasn't a kind of human I'd seen before, but it took all kinds. He had a long, powerful tail, and his head was frilled and handsome, with a short muzzle and sharp teeth and a wicked, wicked grin, which he sent out way as the door shut behind me.

"Hey," he

rumbled

. Sonic vibrations that buzzed through my bones and...uh...

Uhhhhhhhhh

.

The comptech he was working on showered him with sparks. He hissed and looked up, dragging those golden eyes of his away from mine. I was standing stock still, while Techne -- not seeming to notice my current, uh, uh...

state

-- gestured to him. "That's our comptech and astrogator, Rossk."

"...R...Rossk..." I said, slowly.

"And that..." Techne swung her hand around to the other half of the bridge. Laying in a pod that looked somewhere between a hammock, an egg and an entire universe's worth of control leavers, buttons, switches, dials and toggles, was another man. This human had a strangely sloped face and wide nose, with thick, short black fur that bristled

all

over his body. He had slabs of muscle, but where Rossk was

all

muscle, this other guy had fat mixed in, making him look completely fucking decadent and wealthy enough to

buy

the entirety of Junker Port ten times over. His arms were very very long and his hands were broad -- but they worked in tandem with his feet, which were...also hands? Who needed four hands?

"Dr. Malestrom Corgain-Erwitts," the huge, black furred man said, flashing me a cheerful grin. "But my friends call me Mal."

"Mal here," Techne said, quietly. "Is our realspace pilot and weapon's technician, as well as a dab hand in the field of programmer-archaeologist."

I waved. And tried to not faint. Cause, uh...

I don't think I'd ever seen more beautiful men in my life. Well.

My

waking

life. I remembered the image of Thale in my dream and my cheeks heated. Was it wrong for a girl to go tipsy over three boys at the same time? And a chrome plated girl? Uh. Uhhhh. I shook my head hard, trying to send my thoughts zipping off. Doing so let me focus on the actual

bride.

Bridge!

Bridge!

The bridge was laid out in a triangular pattern, with two seats for the two hunks. Men. Hunky men. Regular men! Not sexually attractive at all men. There was the control hammock for Mal, then a circular nook that had fifty or so screens for Rossk, a seat that Rossk took now that there weren't any sparks coming from above him. There was no third chair for Techne. Instead, the whole front of the bridge was dominated by a huge screen that showed the view ahead of the ship: The bright, brilliant yellow-gold glow of my homeworld's sun.

"S-So, uh...we're just gonna fly right in?" I asked.

"We're reiced, remassed, ready to go," Ross said, his tail twitching with a kind of affirmative bobbing motion.

I nodded. "Plastic," I said, walking over to the screen. I squinted at the sun. Then I turned back. "Can I ask a question? It's, uh...don't laugh."

The three of them glanced at one another. Mal smiled at me. "Don't be worried about asking anything, Miss Venn," he said -- like I was fancy and had two names. My cheeks turned bright red and I clutched my hands behind my back, tight enough to turn my knuckles white.

"Why do we fly into suns? And why is the Chain a

chain

? What's remass? Where do you get antiprotons from? What's C? Techne said that the ship's a quad jumper? What does that mean? What kind of humans are you two?" I pointed at Mal and Ross. "What's Techne's job? What's

my

job? Where are we going? Am I going to join the Alliance? Are we going to Home?" The questions felt like they'd keep tumbling out if I didn't stop them, so I clenched my jaw shut.

Mal, Ross and Techne glanced at one another. Techne grinned. "Dr. Corgain-Erwitts, do you wanna field the physics?"

Mal up with one of his flexible hand-feet and set a pair of lenses on his face, which made him look dignified and reserves all at once. His smile was broad and his canines looked big and sharp. It was a queer mix of savage and settled and made me want to take a step backwards.

"It would be my pleasure," he said.

LIGHT CONES AND TIME TRAVEL

"The fastest thing in the universe is..." Mal said, standing up with a slow, stately grace. When he was standing, he didn't stay on both of his legs. Instead, he thumped his hands down on the ground and walked on his knuckles and his hand-feet at the same time.

"Light!" I popped.

Mal looked at me. "Ah, I see you've

some

grounding."

I resolutely didn't mention the voiceless voice -- so silent for the entire tour of the Tiamat -- having whispered that fact in my brain, with its lack of inflection and strange inward-outward bloom of knowledge. I didn't say the reams of numbers that sprang, fully formed, into my brain. Instead, I just watched Mal as he thumped on his knuckles and feet over to the screen. He touched a few controls that appeared when he lifted one of those great big hands of his. Up close, standing up, I saw that he was dressed -- shorts for easy movement and a harness that could have tools and comptech hung fromm it.

The screen blipped from the view of the sun to the view of a solitary solar system: One sun in the middle as a big dot, then a series of planets radiating outwards. Names

pinged

up: Mercas, Aprhotite, L'Terr, War, and so on. My eyes widened. "T-This is Home?"

Mal nodded. "This is Home. Where the whole Chain started from. And this..." He touched more buttons and the view zoomed outwards, showing a map of stars. Strange constellations glowed before me, different from anything I'd ever seen in my life. Not that Stumble

had

constellations I could see, not through the haze of pollution and mire. I crossed my arms over my chest and listened as Mal continued: "This is the local cluster of stars surrounding Home. The nearest star, Far Centaurus, is four light years away. However, during the later eras of the Dawn Age, the first Machines devised a method by which the limits on lightspeed could be breached."

More button presses. More images. It showed a wire-frame plane, with dimpled depressions on it. Those depressions held spheres in them -- and the names floating over them showed them to be the worlds of Home, and in the middle, the deepest pit of all with the biggest sphere: Sol.

A triangle shape that I recognized as the Tiamat flew towards SOL. "Via a system of complex interlocking technologies -- what most call magic these days -- a ship is capable of harnessing the gravitational field of a star." The ship plunged into the pit in the wire-frame map. Interlocking fields of energy flowed around the ship, and they seemed to make the pit deeper and deeper, until it looked like a tunnel. "This, for a single moment of time, turns the sun into a collapsar and allows the ship to skip through the light speed limitation. Once it departs, the fields collapse and the sun's normal gravitational profile returns before a single molecule has moved."

I nodded and bit back the absolute

string

of numbers and definitions that were cramming my head. Planck Time: 5.39 x 10

-44

seconds. The smallest

possible

moment of time, a moment so tiny that it could barely be measured. Agrav fields, focused on a rotating hyperdimensional object to skirt past relativistic effects, inertial countermeasures and tidal force buffer zones created by an enforcement of-

I shook my head, rubbing my temple with one finger. "Okay. Good. Fine. We fly into a sun, why does that mean we have to go down the Chain?"

"Well, there is another law of the universe that the Machines haven't managed to best," Mal said. "Event can never precede cause." He smiled at me. "You cannot dodge a bullet that has never been fired. You cannot kill a man who has not been born yet. You cannot know which chariot to bet on before the race has been run." He drew himself up a bit, looking down at me. "What would happen if one was to travel from Far Centaurus to the Home system?"

My brow furrowed. "You'd...get there..." I paused a bit more. Then it clicked. "You'd get there

before

the light of you

leaving

gets there. Y-You'd be an event preceding your cause?"

Mal let out a booming laugh. "Oh, she's a sharp one!"

Had that been me, though? Or was it that voiceless voice, muttering in the back of my head? Feeding me the answers like I was a trained exigenic? I bit my lip, my brow furrowing. "S-So, how do we get around that?"

"With this," Rossk called in, his fingers tapping his controls. The screen switched to show a weird pair of cones. They were reaching out from a single little dot, shooting up and down in equal measures. "That's a light cone diagram. There's a point where you simply are unable to observe anything because the light from that area hasn't reached you yet."

Mal nodded. "In the Dawn Age, the thinkers of the time thought that that was the edge of the universe. Fortunately for us, it was not." He smiled at me.

"Cause...it's beyond how far the people on Home could see. So they could jump there without it being a paradox," I said. "But...then they

locked down

the light cone of

that

part of the universe. S-So, you could either go back to Home, or you could go on to the next place. But you couldn't go to...whatever the nearby suns were in that place!" I beamed as Mal slapped my back -- nearly bowling me over.