Many battles lie ahead for Lyden. The fallen will fall again as Lyden goes up against his most dangerous foes. Many will die as these two titanic forces meet.
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Chapter 33
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Varun and the Outsider
"You now have all the tokens you need," Gaia whispers to me. "Now it's time to face the Outsider, and your death."
The lead weight that fills my stomach is enough to make me nauseous. I want to sick up. I want to go to my room and just go to bed, forgetting about all the troubles in the world. I don't want to die. I don't want to go up against either Outsider, Aldol and its new ally, and likely lose one or more of my friends. I've already given up too much. All of the blood, sweat, and tears. Lisa's life, though I can't directly tie that to Aldol. All of it seems to weigh me down in this one moment.
It's too much
, I want to scream.
I never asked for this!
"Everyone gather around," I croak past a throat that doesn't want to cooperate. I have to repeat myself to be heard over everyone else, but this time they look at me. Once again my voice flees as numerous eyes look to me expectantly. What am I even going to say to them? How about, thanks for everything you've already done, but now I need you to put yourselves at risk while I try to live long enough to take out the light monsters. Monsters that have made my life nearly unbearable.
Thankfully I have these friends with me to help me through.
Looking into Brooke's loving eyes, Becky's intelligent ones, Sheila's trusting gaze, and even Areth's excited ones, I know I can't tell them that I can't live past the final battle. None of them will understand the necessity. I have to die, so that there can be peace.
"Lysa," I say, facing my daughter. I have to swallow the sudden lump in my throat as her mother's eyes regard me. "I can't thank you enough for the gift of these swords." I gesture to the hilts with invisible air blades.
"Oh don't be so formal!" Jennifer yells, and there are a few titters of laughter around the room. I can't help but smile, glad that some of the tension has seeped away.
"You're right," I tell the woman whose chest could almost rival the Empire State Building for grandeur. "Now that we have these weapons, and the talismans we need, it's time to take the fight to Aldol. I, for one, am tired of running from the Outsiders. It's time we take the fight to them, and show it that these are our worlds. Prove to those creatures that we're not going to idly sit by while it seeks to destroy everything we hold dear.
"All of you have already made sacrifices in one form or another," I say. I can't help but notice the looks exchanged between Emmet and Alloria, nor how the elf rubs her stomach. I hope those two can cope with what they did. I also don't miss Areth rubbing her behind. "We've lost friends, our ways of lifeβ"
"Lost weight!" Jennifer announces, and I nod to her point. The woman had once been overly obese, but now has the body any woman in the adult industry would kill for. I still wonder how that happened. I'll have to look into it if I ever get the time.
"Some of us have even lost our sanity for a bit," I say with a smile, before adding, "or maybe that was just me." There are more laughs than I think the joke deserves, but I'm still grateful for them. I get a few odd glances from those that weren't around for my episode with Muramasa. "Regardless, we are here today to prove that no matter what the adversity, the Outsiders cannot win!"
I'm surprised by the volume of the cheering that suddenly erupts as I finish my speech, until I realize that most of it is coming from outside.
"I hope you don't mind," Gaia says, gliding forward, "but I went ahead and broadcast your words to every place that had ears to listen, through my earth. It seems to have boost their moral. They'll need it."
"Then they'll know we're coming," Becky says worriedly.
I pull the short brunette into a tight embrace, her head resting on my sternum. "It already knew," I tell her. Turning to the dark skinned Pillar of Earth, I ask, "Any idea where the best place to attack will be, or where the monster is?"
The corners of Gaia's lips dip down, and I already know I'm not going to enjoy her answer.
"The Pillar of Fire is already engaging the Myrmidons in her lands. She doesn't have the loyalty of her subjects as TanaVesta did, and she's being hard pressed."
"Angela's in trouble?" I gasp, grabbing the grip of Murasame. "We need to help her!"
"Not so fast," she warns, and I have to tamp down my anger at the rebuke in her tone. "Varun is also under assault. It seems the Outsider's friend has influenced him enough, that he is laying waste to his own subjects. Both threats must be squelched if our worlds are going to survive."
For only a second I'm tempted to say Varun can go to hell for all I care, but I know Gaia is right.
"Why don't the Outsiders control you?" Becky asks. I swallow a curse, as I realize I'd never considered this.
"It's the nature my mind, as well as that of all Pillars, takes that can protect us. Don't misunderstand. I'm not saying your minds are weaker," she tells the short brunette. "The very nature of the power we possess, changes us. Only if our minds have been weakened, as Varun's was by TanaVesta, can the Outsiders gain purchase and control. Or when we are new to our powers." She nods to Lysa, who is wearing her amber colored glasses. "I don't know how it took control of the previous Pillar of Fire, but Angela and Lysa should remain safe as long as they wear those glasses."
"What about the Pillars of Light and Dark?" Becky asks next.
Gaia laughs softly before answering. "They are even older than I am. Neither one will be susceptible to the Outsiders. That's why Aldol had to work through TanaVesta at first, to weaken this world, instead of just commanding us to commit suicide. Its power can seem absolute, but some of you know it can be fought."
I glance at Becky, hoping she doesn't still feel bad about how Aldol had controlled her and almost killed me. From the steely determination in her eyes, I see her mind is working through other things, assimilating what the Pillar of Earth said.