Author's note.
1). Feedback from my readers is my fuel to keep writing. If you enjoy my work, please take the time to let me know in the comments or through an email. It does wonders for my motivation to write. Without it, my pacing usually suffers a lot.
2). If you read the chapter, please take the time to rate it. It's just a few clicks of the screen.
***
All Characters in the story are 18 years of age and above...
***
Chapter Eight: Eros familiar...
Alena sat in the darkness with a dazed look on her face. Her mind was yet to compute what had taken place a few minutes before in the boy's room. She had always prided herself in being professional and capable of being level-headed in all situations. Hell, part of the reason she had been betrayed was how unbending she was in her ideals. Being called names wasn't an experience that began in this town for Alena. Even back at the academy, she was aware of the various names that she was called behind her back. Ironically, they were the exact opposite of what she was called in this town. Prude, stiff, stick in the mud, and a whole slew of other names. Just because she wasn't willing to lower her standards or do anything that she didn't think was right. Her personal favorite among the names she was called back at the academy was miss mannequin. The claim was that while she looked every bit human on the outside, she had none of the feelings an actual human had. A flame of rage burned in her eyes as she remembered this. If only they'd known just how acutely she felt it all. Her hand unconsciously clenched so tight that it shook. Some day... someday she'd make them all understand.
The rage and thoughts of vengeance, however, quickly seeped out of the healer like a deflated ball as she turned to look up at the screen before her. On the screen, the boy was lying on the bed looking up at the air. Once again his eyes seemed to be moving from side to side as if he was reading something that no one else could see apart from him. From time to time, for no observable reason, the boy's expression and mood would shift randomly from calm to either surprise, joy, disappointment, or slight trepidation, before becoming calm once again. It was weird and slightly concerning. However, in the long course of her career as a healer, it wasn't even up there in terms of odd things she'd come across in her line of work. The reason Alena was seated in the darkness with the screen as the only source of light inside the lab, was because she was trying to understand why she had done what she did with the boy.
Part of her wanted to believe that the boy had done something to her to cause her to do what she had done. Every time this thought crossed her mind, however, she couldn't help but shake her head, a self-ridiculing expression crossing her face. Even injured as she presently was, the boy was little more than an ant in her eyes. If she wanted to, she had an almost endless number of ways that she could end the boy's life without even breaking a sweat. To try and claim that someone that didn't even have enough magic to light a candle had somehow done something to affect her was nothing more than a joke. An excuse so flimsy that it would be torn apart at the slightest scrutiny. Alena couldn't help a feeling of shame every time she even considered it. She was simply running away. Running away from what this little event revealed about her.
She had done what she had done simply because it made her feel powerful. Alena couldn't help but grit her teeth as she forced herself to face this simple but at the same time very shameful truth for her. She had always believed that she didn't care about all the acclaim that came with being as powerful as she had once been. That she was above it. She'd even hated all the people that had tried to kiss up to her just because of how powerful she was. She never gave them the time of day. But then, what was this? Why was it different with the boy?
Alena didn't know how he knew. It was part of the mystery about the boy that she was trying to unravel. Whenever she was around, he did his best to hide it and act normal around her. Every time she looked into his eyes, however, she saw it. The fear. The cold dread of someone who was standing before a beast that could take their life at any time. She knew the look because she had seen it many times back when she was still powerful. Alena didn't know how the boy possibly could, but somehow, he did know. Even if he had no idea exactly how powerful she'd been, he seemed to know enough to be scared,
Shameful as it was for her to admit it, this was a simple case of valuing something only once you have lost it. When she had the power, she acted as if it was a bother to be praised because of it. Now that she had lost that power, when a boy looked at her the same way people did back then, she found she deeply craved to have the regard that she once had. Alena was respected in this town, of that, there was no doubt. Their respect, however, was on the condition that she continued being a healer. Soon as she stopped, she would be quickly forgotten. Not that she could exactly blame them. Why would they care what she once was? It didn't really matter to them or affect their lives in any way. With this boy, however, the deep respect he had for her was independent of the fact that she was a healer. Even if she stopped being a healer right this moment, he'd still look at her with the same measure of awe and reverence... and desire.
A small smile crossed her face along with a slight blush when she remembered the way he'd looked at her cleavage. The clear, almost tangible lust that had been oozing from the boy had sent chills through her. A look of confusion, however, soon replaced the smile on her face. Even if the boy hadn't somehow made her do what she had done, there was something different about him. Of that, Alena was convinced. In the course of her life, many men had desired her and looked at her with lust. It, however, had never affected her the way this boy did. It was almost as if he awoke something deep within her that had always been there but she had never really been conscious of.
Before Alena could go further down this path, her train of thought was cut short by the look of pure agony that crossed the boy's expression. The boy had brought his hand before his face and was looking at it like it was on fire. From where she sat, however, Alena couldn't see anything on his hand. Due to her injuries, Alena couldn't cast spells beyond a certain level of power. Her magical senses, however, weren't nearly as damaged, especially when the target of her inspection was as close as the boy was. As such, she didn't hesitate to spread out her senses to see if she could pick up something that her eyes couldn't. With her achievement in magic, there was no way the boy would be able to pick up on her magical probing. Even if he had the capacity to do so, however, Alena doubted he'd notice, given how much pain he seemed to be in.
Much to her confusion, however, despite her careful sensing, Alena couldn't pick up any disturbance, magical or otherwise, in the boy's room. The boy was alone in the room and had no idea that she was spying on him. He thus had no reason to pretend that he was in pain. If anything, from how tightly his jaws were clenched, Alena could see that he was doing his best not to give voice to his pain. He probably assumed that she was sleeping and was trying to avoid screaming which would alert her to what was going on. After about a minute of this, Alena had been about to get up and go see what exactly was going on with the boy. The look of pain on the boy's face, however, slowly started to fade. He was still inspecting his right hand, clenching and unclenching it. He, however, no longer seemed to be in pain.
Alena's brow couldn't help but knit slightly as she withdrew her magical senses from the room. "What the hell is going on with you?" She couldn't help but mutter to herself under her breath. Alena quietly observed the boy as he seemed to be inspecting his body. By the look on his face, he was clearly expecting some sort of change after whatever it is that had happened to his hand. Once again, another look of disappointment crossed the boy's features. Clearly, whatever changes he'd expected to find, he hadn't.
Alena had been about to relax once more when she picked up on the nervousness on the boy's expression. On the boy's face was the look of someone who was preparing themselves for an unpleasant experience. Was there going to be another bout of pain incoming? Alena couldn't help but wonder. The healer rose to her feet ready to head toward the boy's room. That's when it happened.