It wouldn't have been wise to linger too long in Molun's house - not after unleashing a lightning bolt and killing a dozen of his henchmen.
Kima re-hired the wagon from the stable down the street, and we commandeered Molun's carriage. The first vehicle was for the coin chests I had found. The second was for the bodies of Malena and Sinker.
We left the as-yet unidentified third victim where we had found him. Perhaps the Watch could discover who he'd been, and why he was there. Someone else who had run afoul of Molun? Or just some unlucky sod who'd been mistaken for one of my friends?
Kima, the wizard and the elf made off with the coin. Pamna and Aressine helped me bring the bodies of my friends to the Bell and Candle.
That was what I decided, after the fight. Malena had been my friend. My lover, too, and a beautiful, intelligent woman. Visions of the marriage that might have been were just that: visions. I was dreaming if I thought that I could have made her happy.
I stopped chiding myself for her death almost immediately. It may sound cold, but I realized that I couldn't have prevented her kidnapping, or rescued her by myself once she'd been taken.
Sinker was my protege, a lad I was grooming to be my successor, if that was what he wanted. Would he have been safe if I hadn't given him my room?
It was ironic. I had always taken steps to protect myself, and those I worked with. Keeping their names and true identities a secret, or pretending that the relationship between us was merely casual, or superficial ... yet their connection to me had cost them their lives.
- "It was Molun who did this." said Pamna. "Not you. It wasn't your fault." Very perceptive, that one. She knew that I was punishing myself.
- "I could have prevented it."
- "Are you prescient? And should you go through life without friends?
Molun
had no friends. If you were like him, he would have gone after your associates. Or innocent people."
Good points, all of them. I appreciated what she was doing. Someday, I might even come to agree with her.
I took Malena's body to her uncle, and left a sizeable sum to give her a fine funeral. I didn't think that it was my place to do more.
Sinker's body went to the shop of a coffin maker just off the Hill. Again, I spent far more than necessary on his funeral, and set it for the day after tomorrow.
Pamna took charge of me, after that. She instructed Aressine, who took the carriage away. I had the presence of mind to thank the big fighter for her assistance. She gave me a curious look before she left.
- "What was that?" I said.
- "What was what?" asked Pamna.
- "That look on Aressine's face."
Pamna just shook her head. "You can be remarkably dense sometimes, Kelsen. That girl has a big crush on you."
- "What? Because I healed her, once?"
- "As I said: remarkably dense."
I didn't understand. But then, my mind was rapidly failing. It was all Pamna could do to get me to direct us to one of my most recently rented rooms.
She got me undressed, over my weak protests, and into bed. Then Pamna stripped off her own clothes.
- "No." I mumbled. "I can't." For the first time in many ... actually, for the first time ever, I didn't want a desirable naked woman in my bed.
- "Be quiet, Kelsen." said Pamna. "I'm not here to ravish you."
She climbed under the covers with me, and wrapped her arms around me. I felt her softness, and her warmth. Against my will, I began to relax.
Pamna cooed me to sleep.
***
I woke before her, the next day. Pamna was breathing softly. She was a sweet witch, to devote herself to comforting me like this. Clever, too, to have mentioned Aressine's feelings. I don't know if women are the same - perhaps not. But when a man finds out that someone is interested in him, I defy that fellow not to be at least a little interested in return.
A woman who likes me is immediately more attractive and more intelligent than I had first thought. I understood what Pamna was doing. She was appealing to my curiosity - giving me a reason to look forward to the next few days. If her ploy failed, no harm done. If it succeeded, all the better.
Pamna stayed me with the next day.
- "Why are you doing this?" I asked her.
- "Why not? Aren't we friends?" she retorted.
- "This goes beyond simple friendship."
- "Not for me." she said. "Look, Mehdawi and I had a long conversation. Naturally, we talked about you a little."
- "A little?"
- "Perhaps more than a little." Pamna tilted her head, and smiled. "What do you expect? It's not like we had all that much in common. So we talked about our mutual friend. And I liked what I heard. It confirmed my suspicions."
- "Which were?"
- "That for a rogue, you were a remarkably good person." Pamna nudged me. "I told you, Kelsen, that we would be good friends."
Yes, I slept with her that night. It was comfort sex. She offered me warmth, and affection, and I gave her back affection in return.
The next day, we went to Malena's funeral. Her uncle asked if I wanted to say a few words, but I didn't trust myself. I paid for food and drink for the mourners, and went off to bury Sinker.
Quite a few people were there. People who'd known him, or both of us. Many were my informers and contacts. It was a subdued affair, because so many of them knew why he'd died. They weren't about to abandon me because of that; street folk are much more loyal than you would expect. I had stood by them in their time of need, and would again; they knew that.
Aressine and Fhaernala came to both funerals. I was quite surprised. Pamna wasn't. Part of their presence was business.
- "Your shares come to just about 6,000 each." said the elf.
- "Molun had 36,000 gold pieces there?" said Pamna.
It made perfect sense to me. Having seen how much money the Narimac could make in a single night, I wondered if its former owner had more money squirelled away in other locations. I would have, if I'd been him.
I handed Fhaernala a small piece of paper, which she tucked away. Then I thanked Aressine again.
- "If I wanted to get in touch ..." I said.
- "Pamna knows where to find me." said the tall blonde. Without armour on, Aressine was quite attractive. Or did I think that just because of what the witch had said?
Pamna stayed with me until I assured her that I wouldn't do anything stupid.
- "It wasn't your fault, Kelsen." she said, for the 16th time.
- "Thank you, sweetheart." I said. "For all you've done. I have some thinking to do, but I hope to see you soon."
I did have to think. I was famous, now. My precious anonymity, essential to my career as a burglar and a thief, was gone. If I worked a successful con, my victims would know where to find me. All right - I probably didn't need to steal or run cons anymore.
But my friends and associates might become targets of ruthless and unscrupulous people. They might not all be so cruel as Molun, but they wouldn't all be Bance Rayners, either. Ludianne could look after herself. But Mehdawi? Or Pamna?
That was enough thinking. I went back to the Narimac.
Ludianne knew. Somehow, just from looking at my face, she knew.
- "Tell me what happened." she said.
I did. I told her all of it. Ludianne might be a creature from another dimension, but she was a remarkably good listener. When I had related the whole story, she asked what she could do to help. The answer to that, of course, was nothing. She couldn't leave the building.
But she was smarter than I was. She took me to her room, and made love to me.
I'd been so wrong. I'd told Malena - sincerely - that she was the only woman I made love with. I had sex with other women, but it wasn't the same. But with Ludianne ...
She sensed my need, and gave me what she could - which was more than enough. And as I lay back on her cushions, breathing deeply, I realized that Pamna had done the same. She loved me, too.
Not in the
'Let's get married let me bear your children we'll be happy forever
' sense - but it
was
love. Food for the soul, nutrition for the mind and the body. I was such an idiot.
Before Gartnait recruited me for his stupid dragon adventure, I'd never worried if I was happy or not. I stole enough money to live in some comfort, met and seduced a number of pretty women.
Now I was perplexed. Before the dragon, I'd never have met Pamna, or Aressine. Without the rabbit's foot ... no Ludianne. Malena and Sinker might still be alive. But I wouldn't have been able to give Mehdawi 3,000 gold pieces (so far), with the potential for many more.
Too much thinking.
***
They came for me three days after the funerals. Three big lads in blue cloaks.
- "The Captain would like to see you." they said.
It would have been rude to turn down a polite invitation from the foremost Pirate Lord. Foolish, too. So I went along. To my surprise, my escort headed downhill.
- "Where are you taking me?" I asked.
- "He's on the docks."
I'd seen Ledomir twice before - from a distance. Up close, he was both less - and more - than I'd expected. He wasn't especially big, or broad. Short black hair, neatly-trimmed beard and mustache ...
But his eyes. They were the eyes of a man who'd clawed his way to power, who had outfought, outthought and out-maneuvered all of his opponents. Even the far-away Eastern Emperor knew who Ledomir of the Blue Cloaks was. Yet his men called him only 'Captain'.