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All Characters in the story are 18 years of age and above...
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Chapter Eight: Desperate Measures...
"What are you doing?"
Greg paused for a second at Olivia's question. His hands, however, resumed their motion as he reached forward and pulled the mana-draining ring off his teacher's finger. A part of him didn't want to answer the question. Not because he had anything against Olivia but simply because he was torn on what the correct approach was. Despite how peaceful his teacher looked, Greg had constantly been reminding himself that she was every bit as awake as if she had been sitting across from him. Short of visually seeing him, the healer could hear everything he said and feel everything he did. When you are a doctor working on a patient and something goes seriously wrong during the procedure, do you inform them out of an obligation to be fully transparent with them? Or do you lie in order to keep them calm and give them hope?
This was the dilemma that Greg was facing. After ten whole days of relentlessly trying to chip away at the final ten percent of the healer's mana pathways, Greg had barely even made a dent. Forget six months, at the current pace, he'd need years to fully destroy this last remaining bit. After just three days of doing this, it had already become abundantly clear that something needed to change, otherwise he'd fail at this task. The first option that had immediately come to mind was Morpheus. With how powerful the being was, it would be trivial for him to destroy his teacher's mana pathways.
Unexpectedly, however, Morpheus would hear nothing of it. Greg had used every argument he could come up with, to try and convince Morpheus to intervene in this for him. He'd been angry, sad, demanding, pleading, threatening, reasonable, unreasonable, and everything in between. Nothing he said would move the deity. "Mortals die Greg. That's just something you have to make peace with." These had been his final callous answer before Morpheus had gone silent and refused to say anything further. Some small part of Greg knew that he couldn't exactly blame Morpheus. To begin with, the logic behind his refusal was rock solid as far as Greg could tell. Greg didn't have an infinite lifespan. His longevity was a finite resource that was quickly running out. This limited resource was used up any time Greg allowed Morpheus to take over. If they weren't careful with it, then it would very quickly run out. Besides, if it dropped low enough, then just summoning Morpheus would be the thing that killed him as opposed to whatever threat they were facing at the time.
And if that wasn't argument enough, there was the simple fact that Morpheus wasn't in any way obligated to care about the healer especially if it would be to his detriment. Forget the healer, Greg knew that Morpheus barely cared about him. If not for the fact that he was in a vulnerable position, the deity wouldn't have even deigned to look his way. Their relationship was purely transactional. Morpheus would help keep Greg alive, and in return, when he was powerful enough, Greg would help him recreate a body that he could then use to disappear from his mother's radar. Much as he hated to admit it, Greg knew that he had no right to ask the deity to risk his future for the healer. Every bit of longevity that Greg lost reduced the amount of power that Morpheus could bring to bear when they were in a pinch. And given that Fate seemed to be out for his blood, to hold back was no different from gambling with his very life. A risk that Morpheus had plainly stated he wouldn't countenance
But while his logical mind understood why Morpheus had taken the stance that he had, Greg couldn't help the feeling of abandonment that he felt at being left to deal with this on his own. Every time he thought to himself that this wall which had stopped him cold was one that Morpheus wouldn't even notice if he chose to do something, it left him burning with resentment. It left him wanting to once again start arguing with the deity. Greg had to bite his tongue both figuratively and literally every time this happened to keep from rehashing arguments as there was nothing that could still be said that he hadn't already said.
Once it had become clear to Greg that he wouldn't be getting any help from Morpheus, he had begun considering other avenues. Naturally, the first option he thought of was Olivia, or at the very least her true self. Greg, however, couldn't help but hesitate. So far, of the major powers involved in his life, she was the one whose motives remained most obscure. The healer was driven by revenge. Morpheus was driven by a desire to regain a body and get away from his mother. Morpheus' mother was yet to reveal her motives as well, but by the same token, she also wasn't asking anything of him until Greg was at the seventh tier. This made it so that Greg wouldn't have to worry about her for a long time to come.
With Olivia's true self, however, besides leaving him with an avatar, she had chosen to remain entirely in the background. Greg had gotten a hint of what she was after when she and Morpheus had argued over her attempt to tamper with his eyes. Apotheosis, that's what Morpheus had called it. Olivia's true self had reached the limit of her current life order and was seeking some way to rise from just being an Ascended to a Deity like Morpheus. What that entailed, however, Greg didn't know. How the system played into this goal? He also didn't know.
It was this ignorance, however, that left Greg uncertain whether Olivia's true self could even be trusted. Perhaps inviting her original here would lead to even more trouble than he was already in. It wasn't like Greg could do anything to her once she was here. If he invited Olivia's true self here and she chose to do something he didn't like, he would be powerless to stop her. It was as a saying he'd once heard in his previous life said, jumping on a tiger's back is easy, it's getting off it that is the real trial. It would be all too easy to get himself into a dangerous situation with the Primordial, getting himself out of it would be the real trial.
Besides, all this was to say nothing of the fact that Morpheus had promised the Primordial that Greg would remember nothing of her. If Greg suddenly began calling on her, it would call into question Morpheus' trustworthiness. And if she began to doubt the things that Morpheus had said, then he'd have opened a can of worms that he wasn't anywhere close to being powerful enough to close. The worst part was that even if he did summon her, he couldn't be sure that she would agree to help. If he could at least be certain of that, then Greg might have been willing to risk it. But then, with the capricious nature of such a powerful being, he'd be entirely at the mercy of whatever the Primordial thought up at the time. If she instead decided to take the healer hostage to indirectly get Morpheus to do something for her, the situation would only grow that much more complicated
But then, with Morpheus having flatly refused to help, and Olivia's true self not being a viable option if he hoped to keep his head, Greg was left with no one to call to. This time, there wouldn't be any last-minute intervention from someone more powerful than he was. His system was also not going to bail him out this time. Despite being full of tier-one to tier-three items, they wouldn't be able to bridge the gap between someone with second-tier mana and the mana pathways of a seventh-tier mage.
That's why Greg was conflicted about answering Olivia. What he was about to do was less a well-thought-out plan and more a move of desperation. His teacher was already in pain and powerless to move, should he really add panic to that by sharing his harebrained plan? At the same time, however, his teacher had fully entrusted herself to Greg. Shouldn't he reciprocate that trust by being open with what he was doing? It was his teacher's life and future that was at stake after all, she should at least know what he was planning to do and why. Pressing his lips together, hoping he was doing the right thing, Greg answered.
"I've hit a wall. Most of her mana pathways were dead and were easy to dissolve. Of what remained, the majority were only partially functional. Those took about twenty-five days of unrelenting effort to fully dissolve. The last remaining section of her mana pathways is fully intact. Despite her weakened state, she still has the mana pathways of a seventh-tier mage, despite putting in every bit of effort that I can muster, I haven't been able to make any headway in dissolving them--"