AUTHOR'S NOTE: Thwart redux, my friends, wondering if his 18-year-old protege Vananella is causing more trouble in the camp than she's worth.
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Vananella clung drunkenly to me. The Sheikh had seduced her all too well with the wine, his expansive displays of the joys of slavery, coaxing her to the height of pleasure, then releasing her hot and bothered in my care. My battles had just begun. I questioned the Sheikh's motives. Wouldn't it be wiser not to antagonize a man like me? Namtor may have been wrong about the Shiekh controlling Jadda and me through our love for each other. Would it not be better to encourage that love, rather than drive us apart? I did not pretend to understand the man. I tried to put him from my mind, but he was the topic of conversation.
"Am I going to be a slave girl?"
"Not if I have anything to do with it."
"Is he going to check me like that every day?"
"Probably so. He's a powerful man who does what he wants. It's a price you pay."
"I didn't mind so much. It's better than getting my throat cut."
"That's one way to think about it."
"I wouldn't have minded at all if it was you. You're more handsome than the Sheikh."
Before I could reply she kissed me on the mouth, grinding her nubile form against me. I disentangled myself and held her at arm's length. As gently as possible I said, "We cannot do that."
"Why not?" she said coyly. "You and Jadda . . ."
The girl infuriated me as much as the Sheikh. But I said quietly, "Forget me and Jadda, forget what you saw in the tent."
"How could I forget that?"
"I am ashamed."
"Why? You are very strong." My hold loosened and she slipped back into my arms. "Will you do that to me too?"
"What we're going to do is have a wash in the river. Then we're going to bed."
"To sleep?" she giggled.
"To sleep."
That damned Sheikh.
As we walked, she asked, "Are you and Jadda in love?"
I thought before answering. "I don't know. Anymore. We were at one time."
"Is that why Jadda would be cruel to me?"
I had to smile at the way her mind worked. "Perhaps."
Last night the river had been teeming with bathers, but the riverside was deserted. A sentry patrolled the horizon bathed in the moons light. Vananella and I were alone. We'd been alone before, but then we were fugitives on the run, endangered. Now a new dimension existed between us. A development made more exasperating by the fact Vananella was drunk. And aroused. She hadn't helped matters with all the rubbing and grinding. Although the Colonel Walker part of me said no, Thwart's physical reaction screamed yes. Supposedly I was a grown man capable of making intelligent decisions, but the hot blood of youth inside kept making them for me. Eventually the sum of those poor choices would get me beheaded. I had a fifty-year-old brain in a twenty-year-old body whose overruling passions caused me to be constantly at odds with myself. I needed to win that battle, but it represented only one of many battles I had to fight.
I turned around to undress, wanting to get in the water before she did.
"This is so private, so romantic."
I waded into the river. Vananella stepped out of her apparel and swam out to me. She put her hands on my chest, held her face up to be kissed. When I disappointed her by not complying she grabbed at me under the surface. Her laughter carried across the water when I paddled away from her. I had nowhere to hide, she could swim like a fish. I had dug a neat trap for myself.
"Come back, Thwart, I promise to behave."
"Can I trust you?"
Vananella giggled. To her Thwart was a boy not much older than herself. Thwart and Vananella would have made a natural couple on Earth. In this jungle world, with its barbaric social customs, the pairing of Vananella and me seemed even less illogical.
I drifted to her side, sitting in shallow water to conceal my tumescence. She dunked herself, emerged from the river with the contours of her lithe body shining and wet. Droplets of water had collected in her peach fuzz.
"Can I bathe you?" she asked. "Like a slave girl?"
"You know the answer to that."
She pouted. She arched her back, brought her hands up and cupped her breasts. "You really and truly are my hero, Thwart. You rescued me and brought me to this thrilling new life. I want to thank you, I want to make you happy, give you pleasure. Please let me be your slave girl. Even if you do love Jadda."
Hoping to deflect her advances without hurting her feelings I joked with her, saying as lightly as I could, "Do you want the Sheikh to have me put to death for deflowering you?"
Vananella wasn't listening. "I could do what Jadda did with her mouth."
"No!"
"I would still be a virgin."
"Vananella," I pleaded, "you darling child . . ."
"You can see I am not a child."
"We're going back to the tent now to get some sleep."
She had the devil in her eyes. "Well then, let's go." She moved close enough to me so her mound was centimeters from my nose.
I eased her back. "You go first, I'm right behind you."
She reached for my hands, "Get up, silly."
I knew what she was doing. When I stood up she would have evidence with which to renew her argument. With nowhere to hide I surrendered to the inevitable. When I got to my feet I jutted out hopelessly in front of her.
Vananella stared and I covered myself with my hands. "Can we go now?"
She giggled while I dressed and all the way back to the tent. She had neglected to put her thong on, it dangled from one finger.
Namtor snored in his couch. A single candle burned.
I whispered, "The first thing we're going to do is get you some clothes."
"Why? I can sleep like this."
But I was already opening the chest of Thwart's meager possessions. He must have something in the way of clothing in there. Digging through the contents I discovered a sleeveless shirt. I pitched it to Vananella, "Put that on." Thwart must have liked red loincloths because he owned several, but they would not make suitable attire for a young lady. He'd owned a pair of short trousers too. With a belt to cinch them tight enough around her middle they would cover her decently.
I handed them to her, but she did not put them on. She dropped the shirt and trousers to the ground, her little thong on top of them.
"I will sleep naked, not even my panties," she let me know. She spied a comb in the trunk and began running it through her long blonde hair. When she was through she crawled into the sleeping silks. I took off my sword, set it within reach and laid down with my back to her. She massaged my neck and shoulders, asked me to please turn over.
"Go to sleep."
"Not till you turn over."
"You'd better not wake Namtor."
"He's snoring too loudly to be awakened by our whispering. Come here I said."
I rolled over to face her. She put her arms around my neck and snuggled up to me.
"Thank you," she said, pressing a tender kiss to my mouth.
"For saving your life? For not taking advantage of you?"
"I wish you would take advantage," she purred in my ear. She crushed the tips of her breasts against me, kissing me deeply. The next thing I knew she'd encircled me with an intimate fist, stroking me through the silk of my loincloth. A few more caresses would have me groaning, but I did nothing to stop her except tell her no.
She pretended she had not heard. "You can't sleep in the state you're in," she said urgently. "I want to ease your burden." She got her fingers under my loincloth. She held me the way I hold my sword. Her hands began to pump me with long strokes.
"I'm fine, I just want to sleep."
"Let me relax you." Her hands worked feverishly.
I groaned when the first warm burst squirted from me. It splashed her breasts. Before I realized what she was doing Vananella leaned down and had my spewing, spitting tip in her mouth. She made an unsuccessful try to contain the overflow. The spillage she rubbed into her chest and belly. Then she kissed and licked my length before she resumed pumping me with her fist.
"Are you happy now?" I asked.
"You feel like you need more relaxing."
I removed her hands. "It's time to sleep, blow the candle out."
Instead she wriggled closer to me. Her wet warmth squeezed against one of my legs.
"Sleep well," I said.
"I won't be able to sleep feeling the way I do."
"How do you feel?"
"Not like sleeping!" came her whispered grumble. "At least you've been satisfied. Why don't you satisfy me?"
"I'm in charge of protecting your virtue. Remember?"
"You don't have to use what you used on Jadda. Kiss me where the High Priest kissed me, touch me like the Sheikh touched me."
"Are you sure you're a virgin?"
"Unfortunately. Why?"
"You're acting like a slave girl."
"Treat me like one, Thwart," she hunched her mound against my thigh. She left a wet path on my leg in her attempt to mount me.
"I'll tie you up and gag you like a slave girl if you don't let me get some sleep." I turned over.
She said to my back, "After you tie me up you can kiss me and touch me. Like the way I asked you to before."
I shot to my feet and fumbled for a roll of cloth I'd seen in Thwart's trunk.