I've always thought of a forest as a series of rooms, and this 'room' was a grove flooded with sunlight. It was well-proportioned as if designed by an architect. A canopy of birch, hornbeam and hazel trees framed a carpet of thick grass, glowing electric-lime in the midday heat. There were high walls of lush flowers with intriguing names: Pink foxgloves, stitchwort, campion, cranesbill, and dozens of others I couldn't identify. It was a wild place, and apart from a couple of rotting logs that had been positioned as benches, there was no sign of human activity.
At one end, there was a stream that widened into a pool of dark, fragrant water, the surface covered with pollen and scattered white petals. It looked cool and inviting. I considered going for a swim, but first I needed to rest and be alone.
I'd brought a towel with me, which I flung to one side. I sat in the shorter grass by the edge of the pool and listened to the birds and the soft breeze. It was sweltering today. Between lulls in the birdsong, I could just about hear my friends' music on their oversized Bluetooth speaker, and someone who might be my best mate Julian hollering about getting the fire going. They were camping a short distance away, but I'd only stumbled on this grove by ducking through a hole in the undergrowth that had probably been made by foxes—I doubted the guys would be able to find me if they went looking. If they even noticed I was gone, which seemed unlikely.
'You look sad.'
I sat up with a start. I didn't recognise the voice.
The woman was sitting on the opposite bank of the pool, running her legs through the water. She was tall, as tall as me, curvy and tanned, with long, wavy auburn hair tumbling down over her chest. She had a kind, freckled face and piercing blue eyes. My swimming towel was wrapped around her, but apart from this, she was naked.
And apart from my swimming towel, I only had a pair of boxers on.
I instinctively went to cover myself, but obviously I couldn't.
'How'd you get that?' I managed, aware that I was now blushing from head to toe.
The woman cocked her head innocently. 'Get what?'
'My—my towel...'
'Oh, this?' She laughed. Her laugh was bright and musical, and made me smile without meaning to. 'Sorry, I'll give it back.' And with that, she flung the towel across the pool and into my arms, and dived into the dark water. I tried not to look at her nude body, but she didn't seem embarrassed at all. Once she was in the water, there was something
gorgeous
about the way the sunlight played off her submerged skin, imbued her curves with a pale, luminous quality.
I forced myself to stop staring, and focused on a woodpecker that was darting from tree to tree over her head.
She giggled again. 'You don't have to pretend I'm not here. Look at me.'
There was a warmth in her voice that made me feel a little less self-conscious. I looked down at her, keeping my gaze firmly on her face. 'Sorry,' I said. 'It's just...'
'I know, I know.' She drifted through the water towards me. 'I shouldn't go skinny dipping when there's people around. My fault.'
'Are you camping out here too?' I asked. 'Or do you live nearby?'
'I live here,' she said.
'Lucky you. It's a gorgeous part of the world.'
'I'm glad somebody else appreciates it,' she said, smiling. Her hair fanned out behind her, russet, sustained on the rippling surface of the pool.
'Hang on,' I said, 'where are your clothes?'
'I don't usually bother with clothes,' she said. 'Or a towel. The sun is enough.'
'You must live
really
close by.'
'Yeah. And this place is so secluded, the perverts can't find it.
Most
of the time.'
I felt myself blushing again. 'I didn't know you were here...'
'I'm
joking
,' she said, reaching my side of the pool. She extended a hand. 'You may call me Calypso.'
'Nice name,' I said politely, and went to shake her hand. 'I'm—'
'No, no.
Kiss
,' she said sharply, and held out her hand again. 'I believe in old-fashioned good manners when a gentleman meets a lady.'
I laughed, in spite of myself. If she wanted chivalry, I'd give her chivalry. I bent down on my knees by the edge of the pool, took her hand in mine, and kissed it. I couldn't help but notice how soft her skin was.
'Good,' she said, and stuck her tongue out to show she was only having a laugh. 'Now why don't you join me for a swim, kind stranger.'
I protested a little, saying I was tired, but even as I spoke I found myself stepping into the pool. I was still in my boxers. The water felt pleasant on my thighs—surprisingly warm for England, even in high summer, but then the sun had been shining directly onto it for most of the morning. I waded further in, sinking up to my waist. I felt mud and pebbles beneath my feet. 'There's no needles or broken glass or anything, is there?' I said.
'Oh, of course not,' said Calypso, gliding in graceful circles around me. 'It's safe, I promise you. I've been swimming here for years, I'd know if anybody was littering.' She leant back against the branch of a stooping tree that projected out over the water. 'Did you say you were camping?'
'A couple hundred yards that way,' I said, pointing back in the direction I'd come from, which was a wall of bright green foliage. I could faintly hear Mac DeMarco, drifting on the breeze. 'My mates have been playing music really loudly all morning. And last night too. Sorry if it bothered you.'
'Ah, so that was
you
,' said Calypso, but she didn't seem particularly annoyed. 'Yeah, we get all sorts of people coming through here. As long as they tidy up after themselves, I don't mind. The forest is for everyone.'
'Well, I'll make sure they don't litter.'
'Good boy.'
There was something about the way she said
good boy
that made me nervous. Not in an anxious sort of way, but in a butterflies-in-the-stomach sort of way. It was a pleasant sensation, actually. I sank down further into the water, up to my chest, and let the sun bathe my upturned face.
'This pool is bliss,' I murmured. Closed my eyes. My eyelids were suffused with golden light.
'You seem sad,' said Calypso. I could hear her splashing about in the water close by. 'What's up?'
'I'm fine,' I said, instinctively.
'No,' she said, and there was almost a sternness to her voice, this time. 'Tell me. You're in pain, I can see that.'
I opened my eyes. She was only a couple of feet away from me, now, staring at me with that piercing gaze. Normally, I would never in a million years have confessed my problems to a random stranger I'd just met, even someone as gorgeous as she was. But there was something about her, the easygoing way she teased conversation out of me. Plus the sun and water had relaxed me, eased months of built-up tension.
'I had a bad break-up, recently,' I said.
She tilted her head and pouted in sympathy, indicating that I should continue.
'It was painful, and I lost my flat and had to move into my mate's spare room, and work is making me anxious and—' I stopped myself. 'Sorry. You don't want to hear any of this.'
'No, no,
darling
,' she said in a soothing voice that brought back the fluttering sensation in my stomach. 'You can talk to me.'
'My mates invited me on this camping trip,' I confessed, 'but I just want to be alone, but I feel guilty for not enjoying myself, and...'
It all came pouring out. My recent bouts of depression and severe anxiety, my trust issues, all of it. I don't know why. I just needed it off my chest, and this seemed, bizarrely, to be the perfect time to do it: in this quiet woodland glade, in warm water, swimming on a summer afternoon with Calypso, a perfect stranger, as they say. It wasn't even the tragic stuff that made me cry—it was
now
, it was
here
, the sheer beauty of my surroundings and of
her
, that made me eventually start to bawl my eyes out.
She moved towards me, wordlessly wrapped her soft arms around me and let me sob into her shoulder. She smelled of lilac and jasmine and fresh grass. Her hands ran through my hair, sending goosebumps down my neck. I don't know how long we stood there, pressed against each other. At some point she kissed my neck, just below my ear, and whispered something in a foreign language, words that sounded like a gushing stream.
--
The next thing I remember is the whirring of insects and the feel of the sun on my skin.
I found myself lying in the long grass some way from the water's edge. Calypso was reclined next to me, propped up on her elbow so she could lean over me. She was humming what sounded like an old English folk song—it had that lilt to it—and stroking my face as she hummed. Her touch felt electric, and yet reassuring. Her eyes bored into mine. I felt like she could see into me, into my soul, and she liked what she saw. There were whole rivers and lakes in her clear blue eyes. They were absolutely bottomless. I wanted to dive into them. I couldn't look away. Her hair fell in soft, red, sweetsmelling tresses around my face.
We stayed like that, gazing at each other, for a long time.
When I went to kiss her, I saw a smile spread across her face.
It was the best kiss I'd ever had, better than my first teenage make-out session. I know I'm gushing, but she really was that good.