Anal sex becomes a regular fixture.
Because it's not messy -- especially with his little magic seals, which conveniently open over a toilet -- Archaelaus finds cause to engage in places like the library, the sitting room, the kitchen. I'll be reading and he'll come down, lift my robe, and slot himself in. I'll be passing through and he'll seize me, throw me to the floor, and mount me like a dog.
I'll be doing anything, and he'll be doing me.
I know I should hate it. I know that it's wrong. But holy shit, I've never cum so hard in my life as I do when being penetrated by the pervy old mage.
'That's it, sonny,' he'll say, pinning me wherever I happen to be at the time. Against my bed, against a wall, upon a table. Face-down, arse-up, on the library floor. 'Take it, boyo. Take every inch of daddy.'
'Ugh. Fuck.'
'Humph. Good boy.'
'Archaelaus. Jeez.'
'Ughn. Tight little slut, sonny. Such a tight fat butt on you.'
He'll spank me and slap my arse, reach for the stupid tits he gave me and fondle them, sometimes even kiss my neck and speak dirty into my ears, but the mainstay is always him thrusting away with such abandon that is so ill-fitting his skinny pot-bellied physique. The feel of that hairy belly atop my rump, or the weighty swing of his pendulous gonads against my thighs and balls, is unbecomingly erotic.
I'm not gay, I tell myself. I'm straight, I remind myself.
But being railed by the old mage, having him mount me and belittle me, thrusting away into my guts, stirs something pathetically gruesome in the darker parts of my soul. I loathe the man, loathe this place, but...I cannot loathe what he does to me.
'Ugh. Almost there, boyo,' Archaelaus will say. 'Almost...there...'
At least it's always from behind, since that first time. At least it's always being taken, and not something where I'd have to be more aware.
Each and every time, when the ancient magus grunts that tell-tale grunt, exhales and hilts himself up to his furry pubes in my arse, I know to shut my eyes and think of anything and anywhere else. His thick, knobbly, mammoth cock will flare and strain and then pump the thickest of warmth inside of me, occasionally shifted back and forth by his efforts, but never resulting in anything less than a rather long, rather drawn-out process of me having my butt absolutely packed with his aged semen.
But it's strange. With each experience, it's hard to pull myself away. It's almost less appealing, somehow, to pretend I'm elsewhere. It makes the orgasm -- and I always orgasm -- that much less profound.
So, little by little, I find myself staying in the moment. Little by little, I find myself shutting my eyes but not quite leaving. I hear his grunts and laboured breaths, feel his hands knead my breasts or squeeze my hips or fondle my buttocks, and most of all I feel that thick gooey muck swim and slosh about in my bowels.
I know it's wrong, but...
...I'm just making the most of a bad situation. Right.
That's it. Just that.
*
It's becoming harder and harder to pretend that I hate being here, that I hate this. The first month closes, the second begins, and I'm growing more and more aroused. Aroused because, for the first time in my adult life, I've an outlet for my sexual urges in close proximity at all times. Fine, yes, I'm his outlet as well, but...
...I can't believe this is happening.
Archaelaus is an almost three-hundred-year-old mage. An ancient, virile, powerful man, with what must be a fifteen-inch erection and balls the size of large oranges. I should hate him, should hate this, but I've never been so satisfied in my life. Nose hair, ear hair, liver-spots, pot-belly.
It's grotesque, really. I'm aware of it at all times how much I am, in that sane part of me, disgusted. Yet it speaks volumes to human behaviour that I find myself -- in moments of self-awareness -- almost making myself more available than I'd otherwise be.
I don't hide from him. If anything, I make myself obvious. And yet when I notice the fact, I...don't stop myself. So what if I lean my arse a bit too far out, when I could stand up more straight? So what if I purposefully drop things when he happens to be in the vicinity?
It's not hurting anybody. It's just...it's just making the most of things.
So I tell myself. So I have to tell myself.
*