Chapter Nine: Father
Prelude: Wrath
DIAMOND
The sun was dark in the astral plane. It stayed low in the sky, some part of it always dipping below the horizon as through perpetually setting. It burned around the rim like a great circle surrounding a void, and that bit of radiance that escaped the edges illuminated the astral plane in perpetual twilight.
"It's being eclipsed by the true sun," a familiar voice said beside me, "but the true sun doesn't shine in the world."
"Hi Arby!" I grinned at the little man. His eyes were orange surrounding green now, and I didn't doubt that mine were purple surrounding emerald.
"Hello Diamond," the old dwarf smiled, his kindly wrinkles sinking into his face. "It seems that you've found your way to your garden."
"Mother's garden," I mused, looking around the plush overgrown estate. It looked like it had been abandoned. Stone pergolas and gazebos were crumbling and entwined with vines, marble statues were defaced and laced with foliage, the earth had reclaimed what might've once been a great pavilion. "Or what's left of it, anyway."
"This is her gift to you," Arby said. "It is yours now. It is in rough shape, but you'll tidy it up in time."
"How do I do that?" I frowned at the decay around me.
"Just by living," Arby chuckled. "This is the plane of cognizance, Diamond; it is a thing of experience and memory. Right now, the vestiges of your mother's existence are diminishing to give way to your own. Look over there," Arby pointed to a well-trimmed shrub that looked entirely out of place, "that one's new. What is it? My eyes aren't so great, even here."
"My first blowjob," I said simply, looking at the bush trimmed to excruciating detail.
"Oh," Arby said, shifting beside me. My eyes drifted around the garden, where little bits of renewal were springing-up from the decay.
"If all of this is going away, does that mean I'll lose all the things Mother taught me?" I asked.
"No, those things are a part of you. What you see here is already dead. Your mind is just clearing real-estate for new thoughts."
"Mom sure had a lot of experiences," I mused, looking at the vast, derelict expanse of marble and foliage. There was even a palace in the distance, with the dome caved-in and vines spiraling the pylons that supported it. A procession of maple trees led to its classical entrance; whose columns were festooned with glowing mushrooms.
"That is where your mother's oldest memories were," Arby said. "That is the center of her realm. Over the millennia, her borders expanded with her expanding knowledge, and as you can see," Arby gestured over the grandiose spectacle, "her knowledge was vast."
My eyes wandered to the south, where the hint of a stone path could be discerned through moss. It led to a gate, whose iron bars and stone supports looked as new as anything here.
"Where does that go to?" I asked.
"That is the end of your realm," Arby said, "and it is firmly locked and shut for a good reason. You are untethered, Diamond; you must never venture from this place."
"I'm what?"
"Untethered. I can walk the astral plane with impunity because I have a safety-line back to the world of life. You have this realm, and in this realm, you are safe, but venture beyond the gate, and you will be exposed. The astral plane is not like the real world, Diamond; space and time don't follow the same rules. In the voids between realms seconds can be minutes, feet can be miles, and the gate you exited will not be there when you turn back. It's best if you just—hey, what the hell are you doing?!"
"Leaving," I said as I skipped down the path.
"Didn't you just hear me?" Arby said, jogging alongside me as I bounded toward the gate.
"You're coming with me, aren't you?" I smiled at him. "So since I've got you, I don't need to worry!"
"Just because I can navigate the astral plane, doesn't mean I'm safe!" Arby was huffing as he tried to keep pace with me.
"I thought you said only Mom could kill you?"
"Safety is more than just not being dead," Arbitrus said, red-faced. "There are great dangers here, Diamond, and it's best to observe them from a great distance, preferably in the physical world. Where are you going?"
"I'm going to wake up Wrath and Sorrow, and ask them about Corruption."
"WHAT?!"
"They probably know her, so they seem to be the right people to ask."
"Diamond," Arby grabbed me by the arm, "remember those 'great dangers' I
just
told you about?! Well, two of them are Wrath and Sorrow!"
"And I am neither sad, nor angry," I offered him my dazzling smile, "so I have nothing to worry about."
"That's not how it works," Arby shook his head. "Also, why do you need to learn about Corruption? Your mother is just going to kill Night Eyes and be done with it anyway. Diamond? Why are you smiling like that?" Arby's face fell. "Julia isn't going to kill Night Eyes, is she?" My smile grew wider, and Arbitrus's face fell further, "Because Julia learned the truth about her... shit."
"You old dingus!" I laughed, "You knew all along!"
"Well, I heard it from your other mother first," Arby grumbled, "so obviously she didn't feel like telling you either. Passion may have been content with just pushing the problem out of her borders, but I live in reality. Willowbud needs to die, Diamond; there's no way around it."
"That's not what Mom thinks," I said, taking Arby by the hand, and continuing my skipping. "I don't know what she's doing, but whatever it is, she'll need my help, and what better way to help then to find out all of Corruption's dirty little secrets?"
"There's no way to dissuade you, is there?" Arby asked.
"Nope!" I grinned, and unlatched the gate.
The astral plane outside of my realm was not... anything. Mountains turned to oceans turned to forests turned to deserts, never staying one for long, always transitioning. The sky turned from orange, to pink, to blue, then to black, a canvas of billions of stars blanketing each hue, never the same constellations shown. The one constant in the ever-changing world, was the stone path we walked upon, and I knew that if I released Arby's hand, the path would not be there for me, and I would be lost in the chaos. Suddenly, we were walking through massive stalks of grass, and an ant the size of a mountain crawled above us, its footsteps shaking the earth. Then, I was walking through blackness, my face hitting specs of light that I realized were stars, each one orbited with its own system of planets almost too small to see. That gave-way to an immense field of lava, where fish leapt from the inferno and walked on two legs to sit around a camp fire lit with water. Then, there was a gate. Wrought-iron and imposing, it stood tall with black statues of warriors siding the path.
"This is the realm of Wrath," Arby sighed, "and I will go no further."
"Why, are you scared?" I teased the ex-Heat Bringer.
"Terrified," Arby said quietly. Maybe Arby's foreboding tone was meant to give me pause, but I was too excited to meet an ancient being of evil to share in his fear.
"Well then stay out here, you weenie!" I laughed, and pushed open the gate.
Wrath's realm was one of contrast. The sun shown a blood-red, and the shadows it cast didn't form gradients, but sharp changes from light, to dark. Hundreds of thousands of black statues were stuck in poses of struggle, a still-image of epic battle that stretched to either horizon, where jagged mountains marked the boundaries of the realm. Great fortresses of obsidian shot from the earth, their walls shear and without windows or doors, their battlements standing hundreds of feet above the hardpan earth. The visuals were deafening, but the world was silent.
"Hello?" I called out. "Wrath, are you awake?"
Boom. The sound thundered across the valley, echoing against the iron walls, singing through the statues. Boom. It was closer now, sharper. Boom. The earth began to shake. Boom. I stumbled. Boom. I fell to my knees, hands clutching at the gravel in a vain effort to level myself. Boom, boom, boom, boom-boom, boom-boom, boom-boom. It sounded like footsteps now, and they were getting closer. I looked up, and saw a shadow on the horizon. Immense and hazy with the fog of great distance, its red eyes barely glinted from a face that was miles away—and he was right in front of me, red eyes staring into mine, black skin shining, white teeth filed to points and grinning at me. The shadow that had seemed massive so far away, had kept the size of its perspective, now making him eight-feet tall instead of the thousand-foot behemoth he had seemed before.
"Hi!" I smiled back at him. "My name's Diamond, and I—"
"Hello, Daughter of Passion, Daughter of the Destroyer, the Untethered One!" Wrath interrupted with a deep, boisterous voice. "I am Wrath, spirit of battle, spirit of rage, spirit of glory and blood! Why have you come to my realm?"
"Well, I have some questions about—"